Santana sobbed as she held on to Rachel, "Oh god Rach, I am so fuckin'

sorry, if I wasn't such a bitch today my baby would've have been shot by a fuckin'

lunatic!"Rachel stroked Santana's hair soothingly and said softly, "Shhhhhh,

everything will be alright and I just found out the shooter killed herself after she

shot Brittany. They found her body near Trafalgar Square." Santana wiped her

nose with the back of her hand and sniffed, "Good, if that cunt didn't kill herself

I would've blown her away!" Rachel scoffed, "That would make a great headline

in the news, Lopez!" Santana gave Rachel a look and Rachel pulled away saying,

"I'm sorry, I need to be a friend now instead of a manager. But please get out of

that bloody robe and I'll get you your jacket." Santana grabbed Rachel and cried,

"Don't leave me all alone, I don't know what I'd do!" Rachel hugged her friend and

said reassuringly, "I promise you that I will be back in a half hour, not more ok?"

Santana reluctantly pulled away and removed the bloody robe and tossed it to

Rachel saying, "Please do not talk to the press, this is nobody's business. I need

privacy at this time." Rachel said, "I will tell them that and I'll see you very soon."

Rachel left the hospital and Santana slumped back into her chair and placed her

hands on her face beginning to weep. Santana was thinking that she didn't know

what she would do if she lost her baby Britt-Britt. Brittany was and is the only

woman she truly loved and couldn't see herself loving anybody else. Plus she

didn't want to love anyone else but Brittany. Santana to cry when a couple of

young teenage girls came rushing into the lobby and one of them who was a

chunky butch came up to Santana and said in a cockney accent, "Oi, your

Santana Lopez, right?" Santana stopped crying and glared at the teenagers,

"What's it to ya, kid?" The kid replied, "We think you are beautiful, can you

give us your autograph?" Santana got up from the chair and hissed, "Are you

fuckin' kidding me? Get the fuck outta here you twerps!" The group of teenagers

were stunned by Santana's outburst then made a break for it and Santana

sat back down in her chair, "Fuck, could this evening get any worse?

About a half hour later, Rachel came back with a gray hoodie and

black leather jacket and gave it to Santana. Santana slipped on the hoodie,

zipping it up and slipping the hood over her black locks and then slipping on her

leather jacket. Rachel asked, "Do you want coffee or anything?" Santana replied

as she folded her arms, "Do you mind getting me a large coffee and please ask

the staff if they have a private lobby room, I really don't need people coming up

to me and asking me for an autograph." Rachel nodded and went off to do her

tasks while Santana sat back down and rested her head on the magazine table.

A couple of hours later, Santana was pacing in a private lobby room with

Rachel watching her and saying, "Come sit down, Lopez. Pacing won't help."

Santana cried, "What is taking so fuckin' long, I need to see my baby!" Rachel

replied, "I am sure everything will be fine, the surgeons are just needing to take

time taking care of Brittany." Tears formed in Santana's dark puppy brown eyes

and wept, "I can't be without her, Rach. I just can't, she is my soul mate. Don't you

understand? She is my lover and best friend." Rachel got up from her chair and

went over to Santana and placed her hands on Santana's shoulders and said,

softly, "You need to trust that Brittany will be ok and is in good hands, I promise

you she will be." Santana started to sob and cried, "I need her, Berry, I just need

her."Santana rested her forehead on Rachel's shoulder and sobbed while Rachel

held her friend. A slim and tall brunette in green scrubs came into the private

room asking, "Santana Lopez?" Santana pulled away from Rachel, wiping her

eyes and said, "That's me." The woman in green scrubs said, "My name is Carol

Whitehead and I performed surgery on your fiancée, Brittany Pearce." She stuck

her hand out and Santana said as she shook the surgeon's hand, "It's nice to meet

you, this is my best friend and manager, Rachel Berry." Carol shook Rachel's hand

and said, "Nice to meet you." Rachel nodded and said, "Likewise." Santana asked,

"So doc what is going on with my baby?" Carol answered, "The reason why the

surgery took so long is because the bullets punctured Brittany's spleen and

appendix, so I had to removed them and she has lost quite a bit of blood."

Santana placed her hand over her mouth, her brown eyes filled with tears and

Rachel placed her hand on Santana's shoulder to comfort her and Carol said,

"However I supplied her with more blood, I removed the bullet from her arm

as well so she will recuperate but it will take a while." Santana sighed from relief

and asked, "When can I see her?" Carol replied, "You can see her now, she is fast

asleep but it should be fine." Santana said, "Thank you so much, how long will

Britt be in the hospital?" Carol replied, "At least for a week then we'll see how

everything is." Santana looked at Rachel and said, "Please reschedule the shows

that are coming up, I want to be by Brittany's side, it's very important me."

Rachel nodded and said, "I will get to it and I'll see you sometime soon but make

you get plenty of rest too." Santana nodded, then Rachel left the room and Carol

led Santana to a private room that Brittany was in. Carol left Santana alone and

Santana went over to Brittany bed and gazed at her lady love while crying softly.

Brittany was fast asleep and her left arm was in a cast and a sling, Santana went

to the right side of the bed, took Brittany's hand and kissed it softly, weeping, "My

baby, I was so scared that I was going to lose you. I would be so lost without you if

I lost you because I love you, I need you and I want you." Santana grabbed a chair,

scooting it closer to Brittany's bed and she rested her head on Brittany's leg and

continued to cry.

Brittany felt her right hand and leg damp and she slowly opened her eyes

to find Santana resting her head in Brittany's leg and holding her hand. She felt

Santana's tears on her hand and leg and she said softly, "Santana?" Santana

looked up at Brittany and saw the baby blue eyes gazing at her with love,

compassion and concern. Santana kissed Brittany's hand over and over, crying,

"Oh Britt-Britt, I am so fuckin' glad you are going to be alright!" Brittany said,

"Of course I am, I have to be around for my girl." Santana slid up close to Brittany

and kissed her softly on the forehead, then kissed her eyes, nose, cheeks and lastly

her lips. Brittany put her right hand on Santana's cheek and Santana kissed her

palm softly and Brittany asked, "Will you be ok, sweetie?" Tears continued to roll

down on Santana's face and she wept, "I will be since you are, baby. I was so

scared." Brittany brushed the bangs away from Santana's face and said, "I know,

you are a wreck. Let me hold you." Santana scooted herself on Brittany's bed

carefully, resting her face in the crook of Brittany's neck, Brittany could feel the

gentle kisses on her neck that Santana was giving her and Brittany stroked the

back of Santana's hoodie covered head and said soothingly, "Let's get some sleep,

San." Santana cried softly, "I love you so much, baby." Brittany replied, "I love you

too, Sanny." Not too long after, both Brittany and Santana were fast asleep,

cuddling together.

To be continued… (Hey there, here is another chapter for you guys, thank you

for reading and commenting, I appreciate it. Just letting you know I think Dantana

fuckin' blows even though I do think Demi Lovato is attractive on the show,

however I hate the couple, Brittana is endgame always and forever! Now my rant

is over! LOL!)