AN: Thank you everyone for the Reviews and following up with the story. I know last chapter was not the best and was short but this one is longer and also explains all you answers for now. So here you guys, I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Disclaimers I don't own Vampire Academy or the characters, Richelle Mead does.
Chapter 25
It's been two days since we have returned to academy and all we have been doing is go to the library and spend hours in there researching on what is happening and why?
I have been feeling really sick lately, all I want to do is relax, eat, and sleep. I have been having nausea and would throw up. This was not normal and Dhampir don't get sick it was so rare.
I couldn't go to the doctor because we are keeping that I have fangs and want to drink blood to our selves right now because we don't what is causing this.
Adrian and Lissa thought that maybe since my body is changing due to the fact that I need blood and might be becoming a Moroi is what causing all the sickness.
Everyone has been so tried of reading all day in the library. I feel so bad for them that on the holidays they don't get to have fun. Even when we were in Turkey Dimitri and I caused them so many problems.
They do have their own life but no they always want to help us. I don't like it because it's just taking their space up.
We have told them on the blood part that we can only have each other's blood and no one else. My brothers were not happy but they understood that we have to do it and what ever we do as a couple is between us.
We are all sitting in the library with big piles of books. We have been in here for the last four hours going through all the books but haven't found anything. And I have been so tired and just want to go to sleep.
"Guys there are nothing we should just stop it." I said.
"Rose this stuff takes time." Mason said.
"But we have been doing this for the last 3 days and haven't found anything." I whined.
"Rose stop being a brat and research." Mia said. I just signed and started to go through the books again and again. I was so tired and just want to go and sleep, but no they would not let me.
I was reading this current book about spirit user Vlad and his bond mate Anna. There bond was so different never caused them any pain. It only caused pain to Anna when Vlad died because the darkness was too much and her bond mate wasn't there.
"Look guys there are something in here." Eddie said.
We all hovered around him to look and he started to read.
"They would be exceptional with powers. They would be the key to save our kind. The gifts would get stronger when they share their blood, and would only be able to drink each others blood." He stopped.
"They would not be able to stay apart, it would only cause them pain and it can also lead them to their death. They would be made for each other, soul mates. They would not be able to intimidate with anyone else because it would cause them their life."
"One would die, and the second would bring them back with a unbreakable bond. They would not be able to control their feelings for each other, and after an year of their bond they would bring a life in to the world, who would lead them to there journey." I was looking at Eddie, and Eddie and everyone else looked at Dimitri and Me. This was us who he was talking about is it? I hope not.
"One would be a Dhampir and one would be Moroi. The Dhampir would start to change when is time to bring a life in the world and would become a half Moroi with powers."
"The Dhampir would stay Dhampir but would look like a Moroi and have powers. The life they bring in the world together would be a Moroi and there war would start with mortal enemy to protect our kind."
"They would discover their powers by themselves and would rule our kind." This was so not happening. If Dimitri and I were these two, it's not good. We are to young for this, to young to bring a life in this world. I cant get pregnant I am only seventeen.
"People would fear them and strigois would be after them. There blood would be so powerful that if a strigoi taste there blood, it would be like there drinking acid and they would become ashes."
"They would get there answers and what they are destined to do when they bring in the life who would help them get stronger and gain more powers. To look for there answers they have to wait until the life is formed and is brought to the world but they have to be careful because people would be after the life." Eddie finished reading and everyone was quiet.
I sat on my chair and Dimitri was right next to me. We were both quiet and taking things in. This was our life and we did not have control of it. It has already been decided what were meant to do.
We can't do this. We are too young to do it. Within a year of there bond kept coming in my head and also Dimitri's. We are not ready for this. Why does god have to do this? I think he just hates me and gave me a fucked up life.
I don't even know what is spouse to happen and why are we the chosen ones? All I know is that I would have a baby soon and people would be after the baby. When would the baby be here? How much long do we have?
The war is soon going to happen and we would be the leaders and kill the evil creatures that are a threat to our kind our any human kind.
I blocked the bond because the next thing that came to my mind just made me jump up from my seat and I ran to my dorm and locked it. I went to the bathhroom and from the drawer got out a pregnancy test.
I took the test and waited for three minutes. These three minutes were the longest of my life it felt like forever. I know what the answer is without looking at the test but I can't bring my self to believe that it is true.
It is true that the life is already formed and would be here in short nine months. I don't know when but I brought my hands around my stomach to protect the baby. This was part of me, and part of Dimitri and was made out of love.
The three minutes were up five minute ago and I can't bring my self to look at it. This was not I wanted. We used protection and it was only one time when we didn't, I can't just get pregnant however I got up and to look at the stick.
It was a lilt pink plus sign and I dropped the stick as tears stared to come out. I was pregnant and this baby was real growing inside of me. The baby was in danger, my baby who I don't even know yet. His or her life was already chosen just like his parents.
The baby would lead us to whatever Dimitri and I have to do. Dimitri oh god how is he going to take this? What if he doesn't want the baby? What if he leaves our baby and me? What if my baby does not have his father with him and grow up without one just like I grew up without a mother?
How am I going to tell him this? He was not ready and I know it from the bond. He was panicking about this. It was to soon. He was worried if I became pregnant what would we do? We were still in school and this would get out and our reputation would just get ruin.
People would probably look at me like a blood whore and I wont agree less because I was becoming one. They would not think that both of us couldn't help. My dad would be so disappointed in me.
My brothers what would they think? No they would not think badly because they know it was already chosen. This was spouse to happen. They would support, would they?
I sat down on the floor clutching my stomach tightly because I don't want any harm to my baby. My baby, I would be a mom soon and I already love this little life in me and I would not allow anything to harm my baby.
I don't know how long I have been sitting on the bathroom floor but I can already imagine a little boy a version of Dimitri running around and both Dimitri and I chasing him. Would Dimitri be there with our little boy and me? I don't know and I am scared to tell him about this.
I was brought out of my thoughts by a knock on the door.
"Rose, are you in there?" it was Mia who asked.
"Rose, open the door." Mason said.
"Roza, I know you are in there I can feel it. Open this fucking door before I burn it down." Dimitri said.
I can't face them. I want to be alone.
"Just leave me alone." I said.
"No, are you going to open the door or not?" Christian asked
"No, go away." I said
"Rose sweaty please, open the door." Natalie said
"I want to be alone, please go."
"No we are not leaving, I know you blocked me but I know you are not feeling good, please baby open the door." Dimitri said. No you can't open the door.
"I am breaking the door down." Eddie said. All I did is curl up in a ball and stayed in the bathroom floor. I hear the crash of breaking the door and someone turning the knob of the bathhroom door.
Dimitri came in and kneeled down to me and everyone was just standing there.
"Roza what's wrong?" he asked and I just shook my head and tears came out.
"Please tell us what's wrong? Why are you crying?" he asked and I wanted to say so much but words would not come out because I was scared that they would all leave me.
"Dimitri just bring her out in the room and then we will talk." Mia came in. Dimitri picked me up and laid me on the bed and stroked my hair.
"Baby girl what's wrong?" Mason asked, words would still not come out but a scream came from the bathroom and it was Mia's, the test, oh god it was still in there in the sink.
"What is wrong Mia?" Eddie asked her she came running and pushed Dimitri out of the way and hugged me.
"Oh Rose! this is great." she said. Great? how can she think this is great? I am seventeen and pregnant and my baby is in danger. How can she think this was great?
"What is great Mia?" Lissa asked who was sitting on the bed next to me. Mia gave her the test and Lissa squealed.
"OH MY GOD." Lissa screamed and all the girls screamed knowing what Lissa was holding and the guys just looked dumb.
"Oh Rose! This is just awesome." Victoria said and the girls were jumping up and down and more tears came out of my eyes.
"What is it girls?" Adrian asked all the girls just went quiet and looked at me if I wanted them to know. I don't know what I wanted.
"What is this your holding Lissa?" Christian asked. I felt the nausea and got up and ran to the washroom to puke my guts out. The bond got opened because I couldn't keep blocking.
Eddie was holding my hairs back and I was feeling really bad. I brushed my teeth's and went back to the room. There was no expression on Dimitri's face and the bond was block.
I don't know what he was thinking and what was he thinking about and it scared me. Everyone was looking at the girls to find the answers of their questions. I went back and sat on the bed and kept looking at Dimitri who his back toward us and was looking out the window.
The silence in the room was killing everyone but no one said anything obvious to the fact that I am pregnant. Christian was holding the test and was staring at it with wide eyes.
"Everyone out." Dimitri said.
"What?" Adrian asked.
"I said everyone OUT NOW." He yelled. Everyone knew that they need to give us time to talk and this was not how I wanted him to know. I didn't want him to find out like he did. Everyone left and Dimitri locked the door behind.
I was scared on what he was going to do. All I was waiting for him to yell at me and watch him walk out of our baby's and my life.
"Do you really think I would do that?" he asked, of course why would he live with me and want the baby so young, we are both still in school.
"I-I" I couldn't come up with the words.
"Do you think I would just leave you now because you're pregnant and WITH MY BABY." He yelled the last part.
"I don't know." I said.
"Exactly, you should not make assumptions on stuff that you don't even know about." He snapped, with anger in his voice. I just stayed quite because there was nothing I could say.
"Why is it that you keep hurting my feelings and I just keep loving you?" he asked, more tears came out of my eyes and I just felt so bad. I know I should have never thought of this. He hurt me once or twice but I keep hurting him every time. I would not talk to him but he always talks to me and says it's not my fault. He signed and just sat on the edge of the bed.
The silence was killing me. I wanted to say something but what would I say?
"Don't you think it 's hurting me to know that maybe our baby's life would be in danger?" he asked.
"I don't feel bad for getting you pregnant because that's what I have wanted."
"But I do feel bad because you don't want this, you are to young and your life is jeopardized because of me," he got up from the bed. I didn't know what to say to him
"I-" he interrupted me.
"Save it Roza, you got nothing." a tear slipped out of his eyes and he just walked out. What have I done? I just made things worse between us. I should have never thought about it that way.
He was willing to leave everything for me and I doubted that he would leave me now because I am pregnant. It was his baby why would he leave us. He had always dreamed of having kids with me so why would he leave?
I am so stupid. I always make up thing between us. He was right I always make assumptions and never hear him out. He wanted to hear it from me that he was going to be a father but no he had to hear it from the gang and through the bond.
"You are not stupid." Dimitri said I looked up and he was standing there. I didn't even know when he came back.
"You came back." I said. He just came to me and pulled me to his chest and kissed me on the crown.
"Of course you silly how can I just leave you like that?" he said.
"Because I hurt you." I said as more tears came out.
"Silly, you made me the happiest man today, yes I know you thought I would leave you and our baby and it hurt me but again its not your fault." He said. He always says it's not my fault when it is.
"Of course its not, any girl would think like that." He said and I just grabbed his face and kissed him hard on the lips and putting everything in that kiss possible. And he kissed me back as hard as possible.
We broke apart and his hands went down to my stomach and a smiled formed on his lips.
"Wow" he said and I just smiled. That smile on his face was a million dollar smile and I know I was wrong he would never leave us.
He kissed me allover on my face and laid me down and pulled my shirt over and kissed me allover on the stomach.
"I love you so much already little one." He talked to my stomach and it was just perfect. He came back kissed me on the lips.
"I love you" he said and kissed my forehead.
"I love you to" I said and snuggled with him. He had his arms wrapped around me and I had my head on his hard but comfortable chest. We both didn't talk. There was no need.
We were both thinking about one thing, one thing that scared both of us. That someone outside is a big danger to our baby, that our baby is the one to lead us to whatever journey we have to go on.
We were scared for our baby because just like us he did not had a choice. Life for him was already chosen and he was already in danger and is not even in the world yet. Sacred if our baby would be able to open eyes in the world or breathe. We both fell asleep thinking about our baby.
AN: So how was it? Good? Bad? Please comment!
So why rose having all these problems are because she is pregnant and the baby is special and giving her powers. I would like to say thanks to Lovedimitri because she guessed what was going on.
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