Hey Rin
I am sorry I did not see your mail yesterday since I had to go to bed early. We had to climb a mountain this morning to watch the sunrise. I have to tell you, that was not easy. But we did manage to see the sunrise.
I know you did not intend to hurt anyone. You are just one of those who does not always think before acting. I understand.
I wonder though, how am I so predictable you can just tell like that? Your guesses of my reasoning are almost right too, though it goes a bit deeper. I just do not feel right that he is not here for so long. One could argue that we have been around each other for too long, sometimes I think so too. I cannot seem to stop being around him though. Someone once told us that we complement each other perfectly.
I hope you hanging out with Haru will do some good. Please tell me more about how that went. I really want to know. I do not want to discuss the studying idea though. It is stressing me out.
I try to study a bit myself, but I hardly have the time with all the things that we are doing. When we are done, I hardly ever have the energy to study. But since I doubt we are going to do anything where we are now, I guess I have some time to study.
See you.
Makoto