A/N: I was originally supposed to have more for this chapter, but I realized it would too damn long if I followed my original plan for this chapter, so I stopped where I chose to stop because knowing how I write I'll be able to produce another chapter from my notes. So…this is part one of two from what was supposed to be only chapter 25, but will be broken down into chapters 25 and 26. So, just to be clear, the next chapter will be a direct continuation of this chapter.
Two nights later, Elsa was lying across the couch with her left arm propped up against the couch arm which, in turn, propped up her head as she watched a romantic comedy movie. Nuzzled up against her was Anna who was half-asleep while the movie with her and she had Olaf on her arms. Olaf, as Elsa had suddenly realized, was no longer a little kitten, but he still seemed quite innocent while he slept in Anna's arms while she rested in her own available arm.
When Elsa and Anna were first going to watch the movie, they had intended to sit next to each other and maybe cuddle a little, but once they actually got putting in the movie and settling on the couch, they just kind of collapsed together on the piece of comfortable furniture and Olaf decided to join his moms. This led them to their current position on the couch.
At some point the movie became white noise to Elsa as she began to be more interested in watching Anna trying to fight sleep and watch the movie. Elsa also checked up on Olaf on occasion when she couldn't stare at Anna forever. But she looked at Anna for most of the time anyways because she couldn't help herself.
It amazed her that she no longer was as interested of drinking Anna's blood from her neck (or at least she wasn't interested at the moment), but she was more interested in watching Anna's facial expressions change from the furrowing of her eyebrows to the slightest pucker or pout of her lips to how her freckles moved on her skin when she crinkled her nose all while semi-watching the movie on the TV. Elsa internally chuckled to herself realizing how much she's changed in such a short time-span. Usually a vampire would have made personal changes at a much slower pace such as taking up to three months or more because they were usually around other vampires that weren't as social when compared to humans, but everything seemed to have fast-forwarded when she met Anna.
The cute strawberry-blonde certainly had a lot of energy and personality even for a human when she was in a good mood. When she was really tired though…she would have just enough energy to heat up a frozen or pre-cooked dinner and then collapse on her bed and fall asleep once she had changed into her pajamas and crawled underneath the bed sheets. And just recently, Elsa had learned this and many other interesting and endearing quirks Anna had in the past two days. Certainly, she had learned plenty about the strawberry-blonde for the whole time she has known her, but Elsa learned a great bulk about Anna's personality and personal history much faster in the last two days than she had in the first month she was getting to know her.
Elsa grinned. She quite enjoyed knowing so much about Anna in an accelerated time frame. She took pleasure in knowing how interesting Anna was. It soon became clear to Elsa that she would and actually has never been bored in Anna's presence and she liked it that way.
But as much as she would love to stay in the comfy past, she had to remind herself that she and Anna were in the present. She looked down into Anna's eyes that were focused on the TV screen for it occurred to her that she still needed to learn more about how to act in a romantic relationship. Anna certainly taught her a lot the first night they had chosen to become a couple and there was a lot of kissing and talking and cuddling, but she feels that she doesn't know everything. But she does know a fat measure of romantic love knowledge, so she was confident enough in herself to ask the question that drummed in her throat.
"Anna?"
Anna unglued her eyes from the movie and looked up at Elsa with a lazy smile.
"Hey, Elsa. What's up?"
"I have a question for you and I hope you don't find it too intimidating or uncomfortable to answer."
"Of course not, Elsa. Go on and ask away."
"Okay. Umm…" Elsa shifted her body so that she was on her side with her back against the couch and that she had both of her arms around Anna. This sudden change of position disturbed Olaf and woke him up. He stretched his body and then slipped out from the nook of Anna's arms before leaping off the couch and finding a new hiding spot. Anna, in response, turned around in Elsa's arms so that she was facing her. She looked at her with expectant but patient eyes.
Elsa could tell Anna was waiting for her to continue. "Anna…have you had sex or at least any form of sexual activity in either previous relationship with Hans or Kristoff?"
Anna blinked twice before she processed the question Elsa delivered her. Once it sunk in, her eyes went wide and a fire licked at her naturally round cheeks.
"No."
"No?"
"No. I never had any sort of relations with either one of them."
"May I ask why?"
"I never was really ready to go that far with either of them. I mean, with Hans it wouldn't have mattered because he was gay and he was using me to get back at his ex. With Kristoff…I…We were getting close to taking the next step in our relationship especially for as long as we've been together and I guess he couldn't wait and jumped to the next step without me."
At this point Anna was tearing up and sniffled a little bit. She ducked her head down and buried it against Elsa's chest. Elsa tightened her grip on Anna's body in a protective manner and drew her closer.
Anna hiccupped. "I don't know what I did to deserve what happened to me." Another hiccup slipped from her mouth. "I mean, I had been faithful to him the whole time we were together and we had discussed that we were getting close to having sex together for the first time and he said he would wait for me and try to encourage me because I had self-esteem issues and that's why I was afraid of going to the next step with him. He knew how I felt, but I guess he couldn't wait much longer."
After this confession, Anna buried her head deeper into Elsa's chest and wetted her shirt with fresh, hot tears.
"I know I shouldn't be too sad about this considering what I have truly learned about myself and my interests, but it still hurts because I had put a good amount of emotional investment in a relationship that I thought would last and be something really meaningful and only to have been betrayed and dumped like an old pair socks that can be easily be replaced by newer, better ones. No matter if someone may not know exactly what they want in life at some point or another doesn't mean it possibly won't hurt for being betrayed like that. Right, Elsa?"
Elsa patted Anna's back with her right hand while the left one slid up and down the middle section of her spine. "Right, Anna. No one deserves such treatment. I'll never let that happen to you again because I'll always keep you near me. I'm never letting you go."
As Elsa comforted Anna, she thought of what Anna meant by what she actually wanted in life.
"Anna?"
"Hm?"
"What did you mean when you said you didn't know what you wanted in life? What were you referring to?"
"Oh…" Anna lifted her head from Elsa's chest and looked up at her blue eyes. "I was talking about my sexuality."
"You were? And what would that be?"
"I'm not bi, I was just a delusional and confused lesbian."
"How can you tell?"
"Thinking back on my past relationships with Hans and Kristoff, I've come to realize that I never actually had a sexual attraction towards them. When I thought of my attraction towards you, I knew that I had a sexual attraction towards you. Anybody can have a physical attraction towards another person whether it's plutonic or romantic like having a crush on someone, but it makes a difference when you have a sexual attraction toward someone. It means you can envision yourself having sexual relations with that person."
"So, you only want to have sexual relations with me?"
Anna's eyes grew wide again and her blush came back hotter than ever, but instead of being out of anguish it was out of embarrassment.
"Yes! I mean, no. I mean, I would like to eventually to—I mean! Ugh…!"
Elsa chuckled inwardly as she watched Anna duck in her head down in shame before she used her left hand to bring it back up so their eyes locked.
"Anna, it's okay. I know what you meant."
"Oh…"
"All I wanted to know is if you wanted to only have sex with other females and that you're strictly a lesbian instead of being a bisexual."
"Yes. I would suppose so. One's sexuality is strongly linked to imagining yourself having sex with someone of either the opposite or same sex. However, if you cannot imagine yourself sex at all and not just because you're shy, but because you truly are repulsed by the thought of sex, then you would have no sex drive and be considered to be asexual. And I know what I am based on how I can only imagine…being with you so far."
Elsa grinned. "Okay. That's what I wanted to make clear of."
"Oh. Okay."
Anna bit her lip. "Elsa?"
"Yes, Anna?"
"If you had to make sure what my interests are, could I possibly know yours? I mean, when you…went after me on the night of the Full Moon, could that be an indication that you wanted me in that way?"
Elsa smirked. "Maybe."
"Elsa…Please…"
Elsa rolled her eyes in amusement. "Oh…Alright. I suppose it wouldn't be very nice of me to be a bad guest since you're my host. So, I'll let you know."
"Wait, what? What are—Ahh…"
Elsa pressed her lips against Anna's incredibly soft ones. The kiss started out nice, slow, and soft. It was easy really. Super easy and…slow. Anna cradles the back of Elsa's head with her left hand and places her right one on Elsa's hip to pull her closer to her lithe body. Anna seems to feel that against her soft human body, Elsa's body, in contrast, is strong and rugged like a man's…but also tender and sinfully vivacious like a woman's.
Anna begins to gently nibble and suck on Elsa's lower lip on occasion and even after a few nibbles here and there, Anna throws in the even more occasional soft pull of Elsa's lip. Yet she keeps the kissing mainly at a soft and gentle level with a dash of sensual playfulness to keep things interesting.
Elsa happily responds to the new additions and pulls Anna closer to her so that their pelvises are pressed together that not even a sliver of space should come between them.
The strawberry-blonde Feeder responds positively to the new contact and decides to add to it by possessively placing one hand on her vampire lover's hip and pulling it even closer to her own hip and placing the other hand on the platinum blonde's neck and keeps her fingers teasing the edge of the skin where the hair begins at the intersection of the head and neck. The two of them continue their soft kissing and nibbling while holding each other in a tender yet possessive hold.
Elsa takes control of the situation by asserting a long and slightly opened mouth kiss. She deepens the kiss by tilting her head away from Anna's and pulls away after twenty seconds has passed. When she does, she looks at Anna's facial expression that would be appropriately described as being a mixture of astonishment, arousal, and frustration as marked by the awkward yet perturbed twitch of her eyebrows and nose.
When Anna could collect herself, she stared at the beautiful vampire in front of her in question.
"Elsa, what was that for?"
"What? You didn't like the kiss?"
"I wasn't talking about the kiss. I'm asking why you stopped the kiss."
"I'd thought I'd give you a little breather. The kiss was a little unexpected even for me."
"I'm fine…But while we're on the subject…."
"Yes?"
"Do you breathe, Elsa?"
"Yes. It's just that my breathing is lighter and softer than a human's breathing and I also have greater lung capacity it would take me longer to run out of air than compared to humans. Plus, like most of my other abilities, I can choose to use as much or as little of my full lung capacity if I had to. For example, the distance and depth perception of my eyesight is far more advanced than a human's eyesight but I can choose to keep it at a certain level akin to human capacity so that I don't have to worry about looking far ahead all the time just like how I chose to hold back my strength when I fought Kristoff."
"Wait, what? You held back your strength when you fought with Kristoff? Did I really have nothing to worry about you getting hurt?"
"Well no, but it's still nice that you worry for me. But yes. I held back because I didn't want to wreck the apartment more than I had to and I certainly didn't want for Kristoff and I to struggle with each other too much as to put you in a compromising position …..But I failed in that department because you still got hurt."
Anna sucked back a stifling breath of air trying push back down her heart that floated in her throat.
"Elsa…."
Elsa rubbed Anna's shoulder that pointed toward the ceiling. "Anna, I'd said I would protect you and you got a bloody nose."
"It's just a bloody nose, so in my opinion you haven't failed to protect me, Elsa."
"But I did. You came in harm's way and lost precious blood. I know this may sound strange coming from me, a vampire, but I don't want you to lose blood without…without…"
"Without my permission? Is that what you're trying to say?"
Elsa ran her hand down the ball of Anna's shoulder once before bringing back up to the tip of the ball.
"Yes."
Anna lovingly stroked Elsa's cheek.
"It's okay, Elsa. As long as you protect me from any major harm, I'll consider it as you protecting me." Anna paused to stroke her thumb over the corner of Elsa's mouth and admired the glistening, moist skin for a split second before returning her gaze toward the enchanting and calm orbs that were bluer than the ocean. "But if it makes you feel better, I can let you know in advance that I will always give you my permission either silently or vocally that you can take away some of my blood particularly if you happen to nibble my lips just hard enough to break the skin and you happen to suck it up or if you happen to suck my blood from my neck in a…"
Anna dragged her thumb down Elsa's lips so that her thumb gently drag the lower lip just enough from the mouth to protrude, "…very sensual and erotic way."
Elsa shivered from the sensation with joy and arousal spiking through her body. Her cheeks grew unbelievably warm and red. "Oh…Okay."
Anna bit her lower lip. "So, don't worry about me getting a minor injury like a bloody nose. Okay? Now…may we get back to where we were before you depraved me of your luscious lips?"
Up until that point Elsa's cheeks were a moderate shade of red, but now her cheeks were the color of red wine.
"Okay…."
Anna grinned. She leaned in and picked up the kiss where it was left off. After giving Elsa and herself some time to readjust to the sensation of their lips melding together, Anna took it up a notch and poked her tongue inside Elsa's mouth. Elsa used her outer leg to spread Anna's just enough to press her thigh against Anna's warm and welcoming core.
All of the sudden, their mouths entangled themselves in a heated tango and their hands found a firm grip on the other's curves in the vicinity of the hips and waists. Elsa began to rub her knee against Anna's pelvis. Anna rolled her hips against Elsa's rubbing knee to create friction. Elsa moaned against Anna's warm, moist mouth in response. She hadn't known that, as a vampire, it could feel so good to be intimate with a human. It made her think of the vampires that transformed their human lovers into vampires and she considered discussing it with Anna and how it was buzzing around in the back of her head. She considered if Anna would prefer it if she transformed into a human or if Anna wouldn't mind transforming into a vampire, but she still would want Anna's input. But regardless of which of them would transform, Elsa just wanted to be with Anna. Yet, for the time being, she could wait to discuss that with Anna later as she would want to just enjoy their passionate kissing and touching.
Elsa rolled her hips against Anna's to let her know that she wanted more and she got what she wanted. Anna reciprocates by hooking her leg over Elsa's hip. Elsa pulls away just enough to nibble on Anna's ear and eventually have her lips glide down until she could suckle the skin of her neck.
Anna gives Elsa a most favorable response by letting out a most erotic moan. She could feel her stomach being filled with butterflied fluttering around in a heat wave of passion and lust. The feeling was so influential that she couldn't stand not having enough access to Elsa's body, so she had to change their positions to fix her problem. With a swift movement, Anna rolled on top of Elsa and pushed her down flat against the couch making sure her head was propped up by the couch's arm. She pinned her down and stared at her for one glorious moment.
Elsa seemed stunned at first blinking in surprise that her Feeder switched things up on her, but she eventually collected herself and smirks. Anna doesn't waste time to take advantage of their new position and pulls Elsa in by the shoulders for a searing kiss. In response, Elsa rolls her hips toward Anna's which causes Anna to react back with a muffled mewl.
Feeling completely encouraged, Elsa takes hold of Anna's hips and pulls her closer to her so that their breasts are pressed together as they share a hot and long kiss while subtly rolling their hips and cores together.
Anna wraps her arms around Elsa's neck and tilts her head to the side to intensify the kiss. Elsa shifts the position of her hands so that they are resting at the waistline of Anna's pants and hem of her shirt. She begins to trail her right hand underneath Anna's shirt and up her nicely toned stomach when they hear a knock at the door.
Both the strawberry-blonde and platinum blonde beauties blink in surprise and stare at each other.
They say in unison, "What the fuck is that?"
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