Chapter 25
You and Jason arrived at an abandoned subway station where Dick and Tim were with the girls.
- Hey - you said entering the room they were.
- So glad you're alright – Tim hugged you – how's your shoulder? Can you move your arm? Your fingers?
- I'm fine, Puppy, it didn't damage any nerves, don't worry.
- Badass – Dick hugged you too – now get to work.
- Yes sir – you got near the girls – translate, please, Tim.
You reassured the girls that they were safe and that all the men there were going to help them get back home you also asked for Bruce.
- Shit… - Jason said when he heard what one girl said.
- What? – you asked.
- Talia has him… - Dick answered.
- Dami's mom? – you asked.
- Dami's crazy mom… - Said Tim.
- After we get these girls to safety we're going to Nanda Parbat – instructed Dick.
You guys and Kovar helped the girls get on a train, luckily they were all from close cities and Kovar escorted them home.
You got on the batwing and went to find Bruce.
- So, we're just breaking in the League of Shadows? – you asked.
- They have no interest in killing us, Bruce is just probably a bargaining chip… - said Dick – I have no idea what Talia wants.
You arrived there and the guards took you to Talia.
- Welcome – she said with a fake smile.
C- ut the shit, Talia, what will it take to bring him home? – asked Dick.
- Rude, aren't we? – she replied – bring him in – she told her minions and they brought an unconscious half naked Bruce, beaten almost to death.
- Bruce… - you were going to run to him but Dick grabbed your arm.
- Damian choose him last time – said Talia – so my best soldier was gone, I wanted to punish him a bit and I want one of you to stay in his place – she said pointing at Dick, Tim and Jason – since I can't break him or my son, I'll break one of you.
- Screw you – you said looking at her.
- Zip it sweetie, grownups are talking – she mocked you.
- I'll stay… - Jason took off his helmet – I'm the one you want, these two will never have what it takes.
- Jason, last time you left us, after we brought you back to life, with the promise you would return and that didn't happen. Why would I trust you? – she asked.
- I'll do as you say – he said.
- Everything? – she asked biting her lips – like you used to?
- Yes – he said in a dry tone.
- You were beyond mad and jealous, Jason slept with her."Bitch" you thought while clenching your fists.
- Jay…don't do this – said Dick.
- No one has to die, just take him home, I'll be fine… - Jason said.
- Good, now that we have an arrangement you can spend the night here, until Bruce gets on his feet, if you behave, my men won't do anything, if not, you'll all be dead in the morning.
Talia's men took you all to rooms next to each other. Tim stayed with Bruce to take care of him.
Jason kicked the door open to your room.
- What the hell! – you said looking at him – shit, Jason, you scared me… - you were seated on the window looking outside.
He got near you not saying a word after closing and locking the door. Jason pulled you close and kissed you deeply.
- You're going home after this and never think about us again, got it? – he said when you parted lips.
- Why?...
- There's no future for us, I won't be able to leave this place, tomorrow when you walk away don't look back…
- Stop it! Stop telling me what to do…
- Look at me! – he grabbed your shoulders – It's over!
You pushed him and sat on the bed, you were about to cry your eyes out, but you looked at him, if this really was your last night, you would make it worth it. So you got up, pulled him by the collar and kissed him.
You pushed him to the bed and got on top of him, he was about to grab your ass when you created branches and restrained his wrists to the bed.
- What the…
- Shut it, Todd, just enjoy it – you interrupted him and ripped his shirt off.
- Shit… - he said giving you a sexy smile.
You kissed him hungrily and bit his lip before trailing his chest down with your tongue. You unbelted, unzipped and took off his pants, you started sucking it but he got one hand free, touched your hair.
- You don't have to do that – he lifted you chin up.
- As I recall you used to be very pleased when I did it.
- Not tonight…I…
You smiled and kissed him again while sitting slowly, he moaned and you threw you head back moving slowly.
Sex with Tim was fun and playful, but with Jason it was completely different, it was sex, love and everything in between.
You snapped your fingers and his other wrist got free so he sat up with you still on top of him and placed his hands on your waist kissing you while you moved up and down.
He pushed you off him and got on top of you entering you and kissing your neck, he then picked up the pace while looking into your eyes and when he saw you were about to come he kissed you deeply coming too.
He laid next to you and you got up to clean yourself up.
- Can I stay? – he asked you when you got into bed again.
- I was going to beg you to – you smiled.
- I'm sorry…for everything – your eyes widened when he said that and you looked in surprise at his eyes – I'm sorry for letting my need of approval come between us, I'm sorry for causing you so much pain, I'm sorry for the way I acted when I got jealous, I… - you interrupted him with a loving kiss.
- I forgive you…
- You shouldn't…
- I kinda have to, that's what love requires – he removed the hair from your face.
- You'll have to forget me…
- Will you forget me?
- I don't think I'm capable of that – he sighed.
- Neither am I…
- Yes you are, you'll be surrounded by Tim and all those good men.
- Let's not talk about this tonight – you hugged him.
You spent the rest of the night looking at each other, you didn't want the morning to come, you just wanted to stay with him like that, forever.
When the sun came up he got up, got dressed and looked at you. The morning light was involving you while you looked back at him, with tears coming down your face and covering your body with the sheet.
- Promise me you won't look back – he said, his voice cracked.
- You know I can't do that…
- Dry your tears and let me look at your smile...
- Jason…
- Please… - he pleaded with a sad smile on his face.
You did what he asked and he left the room after kissing you for a few minutes.
You cried for about an hour and when it was time to leave you dressed your suit, took a deep breath and left to meet Tim, Dick and Bruce.
Tim and Dick were helping Bruce walk to the batwing. You stopped walking and wanted to turn around to see Jason again, you knew he was watching somewhere. You looked down, wanting desperately to look back, but you lifted up you head and started walking to the plane again. Jason smiled and went inside after seeing you walk away.
You stayed at Gotham for about a week, just until Bruce was feeling better, then returned to Mount Justice.
- Welcome back! – they all shouted when you, Tim and Dick arrived.
- Hey guys, it's good to be back – you said giving a small smile.
- Tonight we're partying! – Wally gave you a cup filled with vodka.
- I don't really feel like drinking – you said giving it back to him – I'm sorry but I need to rest, don't mind me and party, you guys deserve it – you left the room.
- What happened? – Cass asked Dick.
- She lost someone – he answered.
- Who died? – M'gann inquired.
- He didn't die, just joined the League of Shadows…- Tim replied.
- Which is pretty much the same – Kaldur said.
Two months passed and you were back at your old self, well more or less, you just tried not to think about Jason, if you remembered him it would get you depressed and peoples' lives where in your hands.
You were training with Cass and suddenly felt sick and ran to the locker room to puke.
- You alright? – asked Cass rubbing your back.
- Maybe breakfast didn't set well – you said getting up.
- You should go to bed and rest a bit.
- Yeah, you're right – you said and left to your room.
You sat on the bed (in Tim's room, he was staying in Dick's), fell back and closed your eyes "what the hell did I eat to make me feel like this?". You opened your eyes in panic "shit…now that I think about it…that night…he didn't put a condom…". You got up "fuck! I was taking birth control pills though…", you sat again "when was the last time I had my period? Since I haven't been active I didn't really stressed about it…shit, shit, shit…".
You ran out of your room, got Dick's car keys from the living room's coffee table and drove to a pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test.
When you got home you took your cell and locked yourself in the bathroom. You peed on the stick and set the phone to ring when 3 minutes passed.
Those minutes seemed an eternity and when the cell rang you took a deep breath and looked at it.