A/N from Nikki: omg Okay so I told Emily since she always ends up stuck with the chapters or the parts like these where she has to write out the sexual mentions or whatever. So I volenteered to do it. So again MATURE rating.

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"God, and you're beautiful Kevin, please…" I reached my hand into his unruly curls and pulled him up onto me, kissing him passionately. A hunger built deep down inside of me, and heat rushed throughout my body as Kevin's hand traveled down my body slowly. I don't know if he knew what he was doing but I sure hope he did because as soon as I felt the digit run over the entrance to my ass I began to shake and shiver. The touch was almost shocking because it was new, and awkward, but it felt even stranger as the finger entered my body. I had to relax, relax or ruin everything. I took a deep breath as I pushed my head back into the bed.

"Kevin…" I moaned, the sound escaping my lips in a sensational way that made Kevin close his eyes and take in a sharp breath. I was having this effect on him that I didn't truly realize I had on him. He was in this sexual high. It made me shudder to think of the things he could do to me in this state. I felt a second finger get added, the pressure against my prostate causing more pleasure than pain.

"Oh my…" I gasped, my eyes shot open to look at Kevin looking down at me curiously, as if studying my features for future reference. I just smiled, afraid of babbling incoherently if I dared open my lips to speak.

"Nick…"He kissed my chest, whispering my name. The word had more meaning on his lips. Way more meaning than it ever had before. I was almost stunned by his actions as his lips encircled over my right nipple, sucking on it gently.

"Mmm…harder." I moaned softly.

Kevin obliged and sucked harder, thought it still wasn't extremely satisfying. I felt him shift, and pull his fingers out of my body. I whimpered at the loss and sighed when he kissed me.

"Am I turning around, or placing my legs on your shoulder? Or…what do I do?" I finally asked, blushing. I didn't know what I was doing and I knew he knew that but I was still embarrassed.

"I've never done this before…Nick."

I bite my lip and turned over, my back facing him.

"Sit up, like on your calves."

I felt the bed shift and looked behind me. Kevin was in the position and I viewed his body. He really was beautiful. My beautiful brother…

I leaned forward, sticking my ass towards him, which caused him to blush, as well as I and pinch my butt. I squeaked and looked back at him with a frown.

"Hey!"

"Sorry, but your butt is cute!" He chuckled. I rolled my eyes and then gasped as I felt the tip at the entrance of my virginity.

"Are you ready?" He caressed my back.

I nodded, biting my lip as he broke my virginity. Taking it with love.

"Kevin…" I groaned. It hurt.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, knowing the pain was probably unbearable. I felt him go slowly till he was all the way in, making me feel sore even as he moved. He stopped moving for a moment, allowing me to adjust and I finally took enough breaths to begin to relax.

"Move." I whispered.

He moved out slowly and thrust back in, hitting that spot again and causing me to moan and lean back, I was now on my Knees with him, still sheathed within me and I leaned back into him. My head lay on his shoulder as we made love. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever felt, and it was all Kevin. He was gentle, caressing my skin and soothing me into comfort. He took care of me and I felt safe. Safe as I'll ever be in my life, right there.

"Kevin, I'm close." I whispered, my muscles tightening as we both peeked. I collapsed against him and he turned me around and lay down so we could cuddle.

"I love you."

"Mm, and I love you." He smiled.

Nikki Note:

JOYFUL FUNKYNESS!

and yet NOW is where things start to get a little...dramatised...