DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT.

AN: Here it is! You're next update. I have a feeling you guys will enjoy this one!! I know I did… Most of this is from Edward's POV but we start off with Bella.

I get a lot of questions from people asking me how much longer before this story is done with. I have to say it's going to be quite a while yet (is that good or bad?). And no, it's not because of the lessons. Actually, once the lessons are done, the real drama begins…and you guys know how much I love to have ExB work for their relationship. So, if I haven't discouraged any of you, then keep on reading because it's just going to get better…I promise!

Song: Runaway by Linkin Park

The next couple of days went by very quickly. It gave me plenty of time to think about my date with Tyler, which, Edward told me, went by considerably well. In fact, Tyler was telling everyone that my date with him went by perfectly.

Sure.

I personally didn't want to experience anything like that again…but Edward told me not every guy was like Tyler. He said that there were some that treated a woman like me the way I deserved to be treated…with roses and beautiful dinners and romantic evenings. It sounded too good to be true to me, but whatever fantasy world Edward lived in, I'd leave him there.

I just didn't understand how he could say things like that when he had never done a thing like that himself. I mean, sure, he did it, but he always had an ulterior motive…like getting into the girls pants at the end of the date.

Hmmm.

It made me skeptical that there would be any man that would want me that way…without wanting to get me into bed with them.

Which was really ironic to say the least because I was taking lessons on how to get a guy to get me into bed with him. Talk about some crazy, messed up shit. And that's not saying a lot about my mental well-being.

I decided to put that aside and listen to the school gossip, which on Monday had been about me and how awesome my date with Tyler was. I think Edward did his part on getting that gossip going, but now I felt pressured. It did help that Tyler agreed with everything being said because if he didn't, well, let's just say the real truth of the date would come out and it would not be very flattering on him.

I walked into the lunch room on Tuesday to find the fearsome foursome already sitting at our lunch table. As soon as I sat down to start eating, Alice turned to me.

"So Bella, you are the latest hot topic in this school…how did that happen?"

I rolled my eyes at her. "You know exactly how that happened. The infamous Edward Cullen is going around spreading the wonderful news about my date with Tyler. Which, by the way, is not even mostly true."

Rosalie snickered. "Oh, so you're saying you didn't round second base with him then? Because by the sounds of it, he had the most amazing time with you."

I sighed. "No, I didn't. But according to Edward, it wouldn't hurt to throw something like that out there. Tyler would be a fool to say he did no such thing."

"I hate to say this, but Edward is right, you know." Emmett said to me as he was chewing a mouthful of…well, I don't really know. I tried hard to look him in his eyes, rather than his open mouth.

"Right? How so?"

"Think about it Bella. If James hears that you were wonderful and that Tyler had a great time with you rounding second base, he'll be more than willing to pick you up and take you out on a date himself."

That did make sense…except…

"Wait, that makes good sense, except I didn't round second base with Tyler."

"He doesn't have to know that, silly Bella. No one will ever know that little fact."

"Yeah, but how am I supposed to do what he wants if I've never done that before? Tyler, least of all?"

This time, Rosalie rounded on me. "Hold the fuck up. Are you telling me that Edward's never rounded second base with you? What the hell have you guys been doing all this time?"

One look at my face and she realized I had rounded second base with him. Hell, they might as well throw in third base as well.

Jasper laughed at my blush. "Well, I guess we have our answer."

I narrowed my eyes at him. "Shut the fuck up. I'm not talking about me. I know what it feels like for a guy to get to second and third base with me."

This time, Jasper narrowed his eyes at me. "Wait. Are you saying you've never given Edward head?"

Oh God.

Why the hell did we talk about this now? I wish to dear God that there was an earthquake that would allow the ground to open up and swallow me whole. I felt my whole face burn up as they all looked at me.

I took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to talk about it. This is so embarrassing you guys!"

Alice took my hand into hers and gently pat it. "Look Bella, it's a simple yes or no question. Just answer us and we won't say anything more about it."

I looked down at my tray of food, feeling mortified but knowing that there was no way Alice or Rose would let up on this. So, I just quickly shook my head no.

"Dude!!" Emmett yelled.

"Fuck…" Jasper whispered.

"What?!" Rosalie cried indignantly.

There were no words from Alice, just a sad shake of her head.

"Don't worry, Bella. I'm going to get this all fixed and you won't have to worry about this any more."

That got my attention. There was no way I trusted Rosalie to fix anything for me.

"No!! Don't do that. I can handle this myself, okay? I'll talk to Edward. No problem."

She looked at me, doubt written clearly on her face.

"I promise."

She didn't say anything, just shrugged and looked back down at her tray. That really didn't give me any type of reassurance. After all, this was Rosalie.

The lunch bell rang and it was time to walk my way to Biology. I wasn't really in the mood to face Edward because I knew he'd be able to tell that something was up – and I wasn't about to tell him that I needed to learn how to give a man a proper blow job in Biology class. That just wasn't something I'd ever thought I'd need to say.

So I sat there in my Biology class waiting for my lab partner that didn't show up. The tardy bell rang and he still hadn't shown up. I started wondering if maybe something happened to him throughout the day, when he walked in. He had no note and didn't look sick.

Banner just waved him off to his stool, obviously not caring to hear Edward's excuse. As he passed by the front lab tables, I heard James scoff at him. Edward just sneered back.

Typical of them both.

As soon as he sat down, I looked at him questioningly. He just smiled at me, not really saying much. It kind of aggravated me, although, I had no reason to question him. It's not like we were going out or anything. He owed me no excuse, but that still didn't lesson the aggravation.

The class period went by quickly, not giving me a chance to talk to Edward at all. Banner had us doing a pop quiz and then some hands on learning at the front of the classroom, one of which I was picked for. I hated being up there, but I did notice James eyeing me up and down. At least, I think he was…I could only pray there wasn't something on my clothes or face…after all, this class was after lunch.

It wasn't until the bell rang that Edward decided to speak to me. He quickly slung his backpack over one shoulder and turned to face me. I had already stood up before him, but I still had to look up into his face to see what he needed.

"Listen, I just wanted to let you know about tonight's lesson," he whispered low to me. I nodded, encouraging him to continue. "I need for you to come to my room at the usual time, but bring the vibrator with you."

And just like that, he was gone. He didn't even give me a chance to question him further. I mean, did I hear him right? He wanted me to bring the vibrator?

And then, something happened. I got excited…for no apparent reason. Actually, there was a reason. I was hoping he wanted me to bring the vibrator so that we could practice something that he, maybe, wanted me to do to him. I had no idea if I was right or not, but I was hoping I was. Because as much as I was mortified to admit it, even to myself, I really, really, really wanted to see what Edward tasted like…and I was impatient to find out.

EPOV

Yeah…okay, so I'm the one spreading the rumors of Bella and Tyler. I mean, come on, someone has to and that dork Tyler doesn't have what it takes to get a juicy gossip story going around here. Geez, the loser could barely make it through that date with Bella. Maybe I should take the time to give him a proper lesson on how to woo a girl, but somehow, I don't think that would help.

And Tyler…when he heard the rumors that were circulating about him and Bella and how good it went for the two of them, the idiot looked like he was about to say it wasn't true. How could he even entertain that notion for a minute? He's getting a boost in his rep and Bella is getting one in hers too. I could only hope it was working though…I'd yet to hear a word from James about her.

I've yet to work on my feelings toward that as well. What would James ask? Would he really go for her? Would Bella really go for him? Would I let her?

Wait…

What?

Why wouldn't I let her? This is her choice after all. She's made it clear who she wants and while I respect her decision, I don't agree with it. I think Bella deserves someone better…someone that can treat her with respect and dignity. Someone that wouldn't hesitate to put her on a pedestal and really admire the woman that she is…her sense of humor, her laughter, her smile, her eyes…

Yes. Bella deserved a guy that could do all that for her and James wasn't it. Hell, nobody in this freakin school is good enough for Bella. But that's not up to me. That's up to her.

And she's choosing James.

I let out a deep sigh as I gazed out into the sea of mindless faces that crowded the school's hallways. It was time for lunch and I had to admit, I was getting pretty hungry. Leaving without breakfast every morning can do that to you.

"What's with the frown, Cullen?"

I was startled out of my daze by the devil himself.

"What do you want, James?" I let out another deep sigh as I pushed myself off of the locker. I was hoping if I walked away, he'd take the hint. Apparently not.

"Nothing much out of the ordinary. Just wanted to come and talk to you and see what you know about Bella Swan?"

I stopped dead on my tracks. Holy shit it worked. He's really and actually asking for Bella. I wasn't sure if I wanted to vomit or do a dance of joy that my plan was working. Rosalie and Alice were going to lose…bad.

I played it cool though, not wanting to come out too desperately to scare him away. Of course, if he'd had any inkling of my bet with the other girls…he'd turn his cocky ass the other way and leave me for my own.

Had to be careful…

"What about her? I don't exactly know what you want."

"Well, I heard she went out with Tyler and that they had a good time. She seems like a decent girl…I suppose pretty in her own way, though I've yet to speak with her. But I heard she's got some skills with the boys."

Oh man…if only he knew the type of skills she possessed…

Focus!! Focus, Edward!

"And why would you think I'd know anything about her?"

He narrowed his eyes at me. "I'm not stupid, Edward, despite what you might think. She hangs out with those frigid bitches who practically live at your house and she sits by you in Biology. Not to mention she's your neighbor. So yeah, I would assume you would know a thing or two about her."

Shit. I had to tread carefully here. I can't know too much, or else he'll be suspicious. And I can't know too little because, well hell, as much as I hated to admit it, he wasn't stupid. He'd smell a trap from a mile away. I put on my poker face and continued walking so he wouldn't look directly at me when I spoke.

"Yeah, I saw that she did go out with Tyler but I'm not exactly sure how it went. I wasn't home when she got back from the date. I heard about as much as you did…and apparently, she is pretty good with the boys."

I thought back to our last lesson and the control that she took with me. How she wrapped those beautiful hands around my cock and stroked me as I kissed her beautiful mouth…

Down boy…

"You would never think that of her, you know? It's always the quiet ones…"

I was still zoned out as he was speaking and all I could think in response was you have no idea…

"You know, I bet she's a firecracker in bed. Girls like her type usually are. Quiet, unassuming and studious…but with a little bit of confidence and a bit of a push…man, they can become tigers in bed. I've seen it happen before."

Oh god…he wasn't really helping. All I could imagine was Bella being exactly what James said. And the motherfucker was right. All she needed was a bit of a push in the right direction and BAM! The tigress comes out…

Hold up.

"What are you trying to get at, James? I don't understand where you're going with this."

"Oh, I'm just wondering if Bella would be worth my while. I come to you because I thought you would talk to her, or see her at least outside of school. You know, tell me what she's like."

"And why would I do that? Why the hell would I help you?"

"Because, it's not like you're screwing her. I'd heard you say at one time that you don't think of Bella that way. That she's more like a sister than anything else. You care for her, don't want her to get hurt and you feel like she's part of the family, but you wouldn't screw her."

Fuck. I had said that, hadn't I? Man, how things have changed. Now, I couldn't wait to get into those pants of hers and make her scream out my name in pleasure…

FOCUS!!

I must've been quiet for too long because he nudged me and said, "Right?"

"Oh...yeah, sure, you're right. No fucking. But that doesn't mean I approve of you, dickhead."

He laughed in amusement. "Well, we'll just have to see what Bella wants, now don't we? I'll give her a bit more time…you know, make sure that she's not some fluke or anything. I don't want to waste my time and energy if she's not up to par…you know what I mean?"

I couldn't help it. All I saw was red. That was Bella he was talking about. And although I shouldn't've been mad at what he was saying because that's the way we spoke to one another, it still made me furious to hear him talk about Bella that way.

I grabbed his shirt in my fist and slammed him into the nearest wall. "Don't talk about her that way, do you hear me? She deserves a lot more respect than what you show her and I pray to fuckin' God that she decides to turn you down, you sorry piece of ass."

James became angry and threw me off of him roughly. "You sure are defensive of her for someone that doesn't really talk to her all that much and has no claim on her, don't you think?"

Goddamit…I had to bite my tongue on what I wanted to tell him. That I do care about her…that she means more to me than what he knows…that she deserves better than him. Instead, I just lied.

"Of course I'm defensive. She's like a sister to me, remember?"

He smirked back. "Yeah, I remember…but make sure you do. I'll see you around, Cullen."

And just like that, he left. Extremely pleased with himself.

I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall. Fucking Shit!! Doesn't anything go right?!

For the life of me, I couldn't figure out why I'd stood up so strongly for Bella. It wasn't like me to give a fuck about anyone. I'd closed off all of those doors long ago. I didn't need any of that shit to come back and haunt me…to bite me in the ass. I didn't want to care for her…or treat her better than I'd ever treated anybody else. I didn't want to bring her into my room, my sanctuary, and have her scent linger there…her memories of what we do there together. I didn't want to break all my rules for her…

But I did. I did and I knew that I'd keep doing it, over and over and over because I'm a glutton for punishment.

And a fool.

I couldn't do this to myself or to her. She really did deserve so much more and while I knew that James wasn't it, I knew as hell it wasn't me either. If I could finish with her quickly and push her off to James, she'd get over her fascination with him and move on to someone worthy of her.

And I had to act fast. Because James was going to be gunning for her. He's already eyeing her and it'll only be a matter of time before he makes a move. I had to make Bella become ready…faster.

Tonight, she'd be learning how to give a proper blowjob. I was kind of hedging off on that for a little while because, well, once that door is open, there's no going back. But now I realized that I had to go a bit faster if I wanted her to be ready to go out on her own.

And really, it was better this way.

For her…and for me.

Lunch droned on its usual and boring way with skank one and skank two tailing me but I was really in no mood to deal with them. I actually hadn't needed any of their services since I'd been getting myself off with Bella…

And tonight…

Damn, I really needed to get my mind out of the gutter when it comes to those lessons. I don't know what in the hell those girls and Bella were thinking of when they put their trust in me.

I heard the bell ring signaling our cue to head on over to class when I was cornered by the dangerous duo.

"Edward, we've got to talk to you."

"Rose, can't it wait? You're going to make me late to class."

Alice huffed. "Oh like you care. You only use that excuse when it's convenient for you."

"Exactly. Now if you'll excuse me."

"I don't think so Eddie."

Rose knew I HATED it when she called me that. "Why the hell do you insist on calling me Eddie?! Now I'm really not going to stick around. I'll see you later."

"Edward!" Rose yelled after me.

"It's about Bella!" Alice yelled right after her. That got me to stop. What could they want to talk about involving Bella?

I turned back around and glared at the two of them. "Talk. You've got 3 minutes."

Alice smiled and let Rose take the floor. "Look, long story short, Bella told us that she hasn't learned how to give a guy head yet."

"How did you know…"

"Actually," Alice interrupted, "we kind of bugged it out of her. Apparently, she knows what it's like to receive, but not to give."

"Hmm…and what did she say about my giving skills?"

I should've known I'd get smacked in the arm by Rose. "That's not the point, moron. Focus!! James is going to want to have a go round with our little miss innocent and she'll be too innocent to know what the hell to do when the time comes!!"

"Yeah, and not to mention scared out of her mind when James whips that bad boy out in all it's wondrous glory."

Ugh. Alice clearly had no tact.

"Look, I appreciate your concern for Bella but I've got it all under control. I'm actually planning on speeding things up so she's going to be learning very soon."

"How soon?"

"Very soon."

"Today soon?"

I sighed in exasperation. "Yes, okay? Today soon. Don't tell Bella though. I don't want her to worry about the lesson. She tends to worry too much."

"I know, you've really got to work with her on that," Alice chirped as she walked away. Rosalie snickered at her as they made their way to the next class.

"I don't think so. That's your job!" I yelled after them. I quickly picked up my pace to Biology. Dammit, I was late and with no excuse to cover my ass.

Biology went as well as could be expected. I could sense that Bella wanted to question me regarding why I was late to class, but I needed to dodge that bullet. I know she wouldn't take it too well if she knew that Rosalie tried to speak on her behalf…and about giving a blow job no less.

I almost laughed at the look that would've been on her face.

Then, of course, I noticed James checking her out. He was at it already. I think Bella must've noticed it too because she was blushing while standing in front of the class. Or it could've been because of the fact that she was standing in front of everyone. I'm going with my second guess.

I'd have to say the most priceless moment was the one where I told her to bring her toy to the practice with her today. She had a look of shock, surprise and…excitement? Or was that just my imagination? Again, I'm picking my own guess and I was going with excitement. It wouldn't hurt to stroke my ego every once in a while.

As much as I wanted the day to slow down because of my nerves for the evening, it did eventually come. I was nervous as all hell and not just because I was going to get a blow job. It was because I was going to get a blow job from Bella…and I had no idea how she'd take it.

I showered before she came over because I figured, hell, I didn't want her first experience to be a bad one, and patiently waited for her to show up.

Oh who am I kidding? I was pacing a hole on my floor. I actually jumped when the knock came in to my room.

Bella let herself in looking around my room in an anxious manner. As nervous as I was for this whole ordeal, I needed to keep her calm as well. She was going to do fine…right?

"Hey Bella, come on in. Did you bring the vibrator like I asked you to?"

She nodded shyly. "Yes, I did. It's in the front pocket of my sweater." As soon as she said it, she produced it. My mind started drifting to all the wonderful things she probably did with it while she was alone…

Goddamit! Focus!!

"Alright, well, why don't you come and sit down on my bed here and make yourself comfortable for now. Do you know what you're doing today?"

She shook her head no, but I could see that same gleam in her eye that I saw earlier today – and fuck me, she looked excited. This might go well after all.

"Okay, well, today, I'm going to teach you how to give a proper blowjob." As I expected, her eyes widened, but the gleam in her eyes got bigger too. "So, are you ready to learn?"

"Yes…umm…Yeah, I think so."

Nerves.

I chuckled at her. I couldn't help it. She looked too damn cute. "Say it, Bella. Ask me to teach you to give a proper blowjob."

She was debating with herself while she sat across from me and I could tell she wanted too. But whether or not I'd see the same commanding Bella that I saw last lesson was still a mystery. I was hoping I'd made some type of progress with her.

Just when I'd given up hope that she'd answer me, she got up on her knees and leaned over into my face and said, "Please, Edward, show me how to give a guy a proper blowjob. Please…teach me."

Oh. My. Fuck. Bella had turned into sex on legs. I had to scramble to get my thoughts back in order. This was what she tended to do to me when I wasn't prepared for her.

I cleared my throat. "Alright, well…" I cleared my throat again. My voice came out a bit more strained than I had originally planned.

"Right. Well, the art of giving head takes practice, which is why I asked you to bring your little friend along."

She raised her eyebrow at me. "Art?"

"Well, yes…at least to Rose and Alice, it's an art. You can't just open your mouth and sit there like a bump on a log. You've got to use your mouth, your lips, your tongue and on occasion, your teeth as well – but ever so gently of course."

I had clearly made her even more nervous. Apparently, she had been planning on just opening wide and letting my dick just rest in her mouth.

I smiled at her in what I hoped was an encouraging way and continued. "Now, I want you to try putting the fake dick in your mouth and show me what you plan on doing to me when my dick is in your mouth."

I waited for her to pick up the toy when she suddenly looked at me.

"You mean now?!"

I fought hard not to roll my eyes at her. "Yes, now would be perfect."

Bella took a deep breath and positioned the stiff dick in front of her. She eyed that thing down like it was the last assignment she had to complete on earth and dove right in. I watched in fascination as her mouth opened and she slowly put it inside of her. She wet up the cock until it was nice and slippery using her hand to stroke the base where she couldn't reach. Every now and then, she'd pop the dick out of her mouth with a resounding 'pop' and licked the head with her beautiful pink tongue. Then, she'd start the process all over again, diving her head back down on to the cock.

I had died and gone to heaven.

I watched her go at it a bit longer before my own cock was crying to get out of my pants. It looked like she knew what she was doing and I wondered how that was so. Maybe, she'd actually practiced with that thing before.

"Bella, you're doing extremely well. I'm impressed. Where did you learn how to suck a dick like that?"

She smiled brightly, glad that she'd done something right on the first try. "I actually have tried this before with Rose and Alice. They're the ones that taught me a couple of things."

Ahhh…I should've known the evil harpies had something to do with this. Teaching Bella something that she wasn't quite ready for. But then again…

I let her go at it a couple of more times, although my dick was yelling at me the whole time she was doing so. I used my hand to guide her head as to how quick or slow the movements should be and told her not every dick is the same in length and girth…much like girls tits. She seemed to understand that but what she said next made me want to hug her, thank her, and record her all at the same time.

"You mean not everyone is as big as you are? I mean, you are one of the bigger boys out there, right? How small can it actually get?"

"First of all, thank you. You complimented me without even knowing you did so. Secondly, most guys are not as big as I am…in fact, most of the guys at our school are about average in length. Except for Emmett and Jasper who are about my size as well." No need to tell her how I know that…

"What is average in size?"

I motioned the size on the rubber dick she still held securely in her hands. She looked up at me and said, "So, if I can take you on, then I'm pretty much set, correct?"

I had to laugh at the way her brain thought these things out. "Yes, you could say that. Now, are you ready to try?"

She looked nervous again but the confidence was gaining through. I knew she could nail this, as long as she remained comfortable. She nodded her approval as I set to lean in and kiss her full on the mouth. I figured I'd loosen her up a bit and ease her into taking that step below my belt.

We made out for a while, relishing in the feel of each other's tongues and mouths when she finally made the first move. Bella quickly made her fingers work the button of my jeans and the fly of my pants before I could have a moment to stop her. Not that I'd want to, I mean, this was for her.

Or at least I kept telling myself that.

Finally, I was able to help lower my jeans and boxer-briefs to below my knees as I laid myself bare before her. She broke away from my fervent kisses and made a hasty get away to stand in front of me, kissing my neck and making a wet trail down my chest, down my stomach, past my bellybutton, until she was staring at my straining cock in her face.

The stupid traitor twitched right in front of her as if to say how excited and pleased he was to finally meet her face to face. She looked up at me from under her eyelashes as if asking my permission to carry on. I showed her with my eyes that I wanted her to keep going and she took the first step by kneeling down in front of me on the floor. I propped my body up on my elbows on my bed and looked down at her, waiting for her to make the first move…wanting her to do what comes natural to her.

She took my dick into her hands and slowly, carefully stroked me up and down. She could see my head straining for more contact and it took all I had to keep my inner beast down from just attacking her.

Bella took one more glance up at me before opening her mouth and taking me into her. All I could do was stare at her...watch her in all her glory as her lips closed around me. Her head bobbed up and down, slowly, tentatively, and her mouth was wetting me up as her hand stroked me up and down. She sucked gently on me, making sure not to hurt me and trying to open up wide enough to allow me into her mouth.

I felt her mouth do small sucking motions as she pulled on my cock using only her mouth and lips to do it with. I watched as she darted her pink tongue out to lick up and down my length, circle around my head and then swallow me back up again. I could see that she would close her eyes and then look right into mine when I would least expect it…and it was filled with lust…desire…and want.

I continued to gaze down at her, but it was becoming a bit too much. I fisted my comforter in my hands as I tried to speak to her…reassure her she was doing a good job…a great job.

"You're doing great, Bella. You're putting just the right amount of pressure on my head and stroking me just right…"

I think that was about all I was able to get out. I was trying so hard to control myself from jamming my cock down her throat. I knew she wasn't ready for that.

But then, she did two things that were my undoing.

She grabbed my balls with her free hand and gently started to pull on them…while simultaneously humming and moaning all around my cock…like she was enjoying herself.

My momentary lapse of self-control cost me.

I took the back of her head in my hand and jerked my hips up off the bed and attempted to fuck her mouth. Like I said, I was trying so hard not to lose control.

Unfortunately, rubber dicks don't move back up against you so Bella was unprepared for my reaction. She did the only thing that came natural to a first timer who had a dick stuffed up her mouth.

She gagged at first…then she bit down.

HARD.

I immediately let her go as she scrambled off of me. I closed my eyes as I willed the pain to go away…or at least die down in intensity. After a couple of moments, when my breath finally returned to me, I opened my eyes to find Bella. She was still kneeling by the bed, but this time, she was closer to me, looking at me with worried eyes.

She'd wiped the tears away that she had from her gagging experience but she still looked horrified. I had to try to placate her…let her see that this wasn't her fault.

"Bella…" Just as I thought, that's all I was able to get out.

"Edward, I'm so, so, so, so, so sorry!! I didn't mean for that to happen. I feel awful. I mean, I bit down on you…hard. I felt it when I did it and I knew it was bad, but I didn't know it would be that bad."

I looked down at my own dick and noticed it was red and a bit raw right where her teeth would've been. It still hurt.

I took a deep breath as I spoke to her. "No, Bella. Look, you have to understand that this was my fault. I didn't warn you what would happen when a guy gets really excited about what is happening to him. We tend to respond back to the stimulation that you're giving us and that's what I did. Except, I didn't prepare you. This is totally my fault."

She just shook her head. "No, no, no. Anybody with enough common sense could see that this was going to happen. I should've known. I shouldn't have freaked on you. I'm really sorry."

I sighed. There was no way that I was going to ease the guilt off of her so I just shrugged and gave her a hug. "Let's just agree to disagree, okay? It'll go better next time around."

She pushed herself away from me. "Next time?! Next time?! Are you seriously going to let me near your dick again after what I did to you?"

I had to admit, as much as I was afraid of what would happen the next time we tried to do this, I knew I couldn't just leave things the way they were. I wanted her to be able to do this…and to do this with me.

"Yes, I'd let you try again…and again and again, until you get it right. That is, if you want to."

Bella shook her head. "You sure are brave to allow me anywhere near your southern region again. But I do want to learn…"

"Great. We'll try again next time although we might have to wait a week or so to get the feeling back in my dick."

She laughed at that. "Alright, we'll wait. And Edward? Thank you."

I caressed her face with my hands, kissing her eyes and her nose and finally her mouth. "It's nothing, Bella. Whatever you want, I'll do."

And I hated to admit to myself or to her just how truthful that statement really was.

AN: Well, what did you think? You really thought everything was going to be smooth sailing on their first time?! Come on! This is Bella we're talking about here…and of course, me. I'd never let things go so easily!

Please leave your thoughts, reviews or concerns for me. I read every single one and I write back if I can. Remember, reviews are better than having that awful memory of having that be your first blowjob experience!!