Ana

This has been such a fucked up two days. Grace was kidnapped. Mia was found. Jack Hyde was one of the kidnappers. Christian is in a coma. Christian..

He hasn't woken up in over a week, and that's starting to worry all of us. Even the doctors. He's noticed that Christian's blood pressure is really high, and they can't seem to bring it down. He's in a Goddamn coma. How can he possibly be stressed?

I tell the doctors to explain everything to me, but they're just giving me the same bullshit. I start arguing with them, but Luke has to pull me away before I punch a nurse in that fucking makeup plastered face of hers when she tells me to sit down. Botch how about you sit the hell down.

I run my hands through my hair, something I developed from Christian. I look over and notice Ray, Ashton, and Jason surrounding Christian. Mia and Luke had to leave because she had to get back to her room and be taken care of. Luke didn't want to leave her.

Carrick and Grace had to get back to work but they come to check on him each day. Elliot and Kate left and check up over the phone. Kate's trying to buy that bakery and Elliot's is going to be doing the renovations as soon as she gets the contract. I'm happy for her. Now I just wish I could get my happiness by Christian waking up.

When Ray had gotten here. He brought his friend Ashton with him. I remember Jason said that Ray and him were best friends and were in the army together, I just didn't know how close they were to the Greys, especially Christian.

I realized that when Ray visited, he would go visit them while I was either at school or work. Both Ashton and him. He told me about how they started getting close to Christian when Jason started working for him. They even told me how Christian kicked their asses. I told them how I tried to kick Christian's ass but he took me down too quick. They all laughed.

I was upset how Ray never told me about all of this. He said that Ashton and Jason spent time with me when I was a baby, but when my mom took me away so they never saw me again. I told them to please not mention her.

I started talking about the book Christian was writing, but I don't mention what it's about.

"He told us that he was going to have someone write a book about his life. I can't believe it was you. I think he was terrified when I told him that you were Ray's daughter." Jason says. "Why do you think he tried keeping you two a secret." Jason smirks. I cover my face in my hands to hide my blush.

"I don't like him!" I say quickly. Jason coughs.

"Bullshit." I glare at him.

"I don't." I say look over at Ray.

"Yeah." he snorts. "Says the girl who climbed on Christian's lap just to piss some blonde off who was harassing him." he smirks at me.

"I was being a good friend." I say looking to the side.

"Yeah, okay."

"Would you shut up." I snap.

"Baby girl, I know about you and Christian already." Ray says.

"But we're not dating." I whine.

"Yet.." he chuckles.

"You know I can't dad."

"Yeah Yeah yeah." they all say. I stick my tongue at them.

I lay my head on my crossed arms that are on Christian's Hospital bed. I wish he would wake up. I miss him so much.

Jason told me to stay away from Gail until he could get some answers from her. He knows she is hiding something, but he doesn't know what. It's aggravating the shit out of all four of us.

We decide to go to the cafeteria. I've been here since Christian has been admitted. Everyone has been trying to drag me home, but I just can't leave him. I'm lucky there's a shower in his room and a couch. It hurts my back, but I honestly don't care. I want him to know that someone is here, when he wakes up. If he wakes up.

I shiver at the thought. We finally started to become great friends and the games we play is so fun. I want him to be able to tell me the rest of his story. Showing how broken he looks right now makes me want to finally tell him my story. I want to be honest with him.

We are in the cafe I keep asking questions about Christian.

"Yeah, you really don't like him." Ashton mutters.

"I'm just curious you ass."

"Wow. She has an attitude. Guess she gets that from you." he says looking at Ray. Ray flips him off. I smirk.

"Let's just hurry the hell up so we can ask the doctors about Christian's scans." Jason says Stuffing his mouth.

"Yeah yeah. Calm down you big baby. He is fine." Ashton says. I roll my eyes. These guys act like they're teenagers.

After we finish up our meal, we head back up to Christian's room. As we are in the elevator, I yawn. That causes all of the men around me to complain. I hold my hand up to stop them from talking.

"If I want to stay here with Christian, I will stay here with Christian." I snap. They go back to being quiet. Ashton calls me a bitch. I hold back a laugh.

We step off the elevator and walk down the hall. When we get to Christian's room, I freeze as soon as I see who walks out of Christian's room.

Coming out of his room is Jose. He is walking quickly away. He is wearing blue scrubs, his hair is disheveled, he has a big patch of facial hair, and he is keeping his head down. Why was he in Christian's room?

I look back and see the guys looking as confused as I am.

"Why was Jose here?" Ray asks.

"Son of a bitch." Jason whispers, sprinting to Christian's room. We follow behind him.

When we reach the room, I watch Taylor push Christian on his side as he starts to seize. What the fuck happened? I run out of the room and scream for the doctors and nurses.

They all push us out of the room to get to him quicker. Before they can get us all out though, I watch as his heart monitor flatlines. My eyes widen. As I keep staring, the door is slammed in my face.

I feel someone grab my arm. I look down at the hand around my arm and look up seeing that it is Ray. I see tears in his eyes. I grit my teeth. All that is running through my mind is Jose.

I snap my arm away from Ray's.

"I will be back." I whisper. I feel anger, and I want to cry.

"Don't do anything you'll regret." Ray chokes.

"I just need answers."

I walk over to the nurses station and ask if a Jose Rodriguez works here. The nurse looked confused and shook her head.i snapped at her, telling her to fucking keep things under control.

I go searching each floor to see if I can find any sight of Jose. I am asking around to if anyone has seen anyone who looks like Jose but when they say yes it he has already disappeared. Goddammit, I can't believe I lost him. I can't believe I let him even get passed. I'm so fucking Disappointed in myself.

I walk back to Christian's room in defeat. I am so fucking stupid. When I reach the hallway to his room I see everyone in the hallway. Christian's family, Anderson, Hannah, Kate, Luke, Ray, Ashton, and Jason. Everyone is in tears, even the strongest men. When they notice me, they cry harder.

Ray tries to stop me, but I head into Christian's room. I open the door to his then close it. I turn around and feel my heart drop.

Christians lifeless body is lying against the white sheets. There are no more wires hooked up to him and his chest has stopped rising. His pale skin matches the his sheets and there are dark circles underneath his eyes. The only thing that is still the same is his beautiful copper hair.

He is still very gorgeous, no matter what happened. He still looks like the beautiful bastard that I should have fallen in love with. I'm going to miss him so much.

I grab his hand and kiss his palm. I then bring my lips to his one last time. I fall into the chair and sob into my hands.

I wipe away my tears and get up. When I get up I notice something under the bed. I bend down and see that it's a syringe.

Now I know how Jose killed Christian.