Chapter 16 – Listen To Me

Entangling her hand with his, clinging and holding on. She watched over him.. Not a day or night of sleep ever since she'd followed him into his room; waiting and praying for him to wake up. She had nurses come in to check on her.. She never left his side. Apart of her fed up with his "sleeping" for too long; another was dreading the wait, her heart ached.. she just wanted to see his beautiful enchanting eyes again. The gaze she wished she'd fall into once again. Even with her injuries, her deep wounds. She stayed with him. Sam and Maddie came in every two hours to give her a break, but she'd never take their offer. Refused every time, until they eventually gave up. They knew she wouldn't stop until he was awake. It was like a war with her, ever time they'd even speak of her getting some rest, or even they'd speak of it for themselves, she'd growl at them. She was not leaving him.

Each day was different. She'd change her moods so swiftly. One moment, so fragile, so afraid and worried.. Then the next; angry and fed up with waiting. It was typical of Fi. Sam and Maddie knew what she was like; it was just how she was. They didn't really know whether she was just waiting for him to wake up so she could scream at him for doing this to her, or to hold him and tell him how she really felt. They knew she loved him more than anything and anyone in this world; but they also knew she'd dare say it aloud. In fact none of them would say it aloud to one another; they both teased and kept it inside. But their eyes told them what they wanted.. Fi wanted more than just knowing he loved her; she wanted to hear it .. but she couldn't pull that off herself.. It wasn't something she could not herself let alone have Michael say it. She knew why he couldn't, it was the same reasons why she couldn't yet she pushed and pushed for him to tell her what she needed to hear.

Her mind filling with so many thoughts and words twirling inside, things she needed to say, things she wanted to say. She knew these words weren't going to be escaping her anytime soon. Even with him not listening… she wanted him to hear her. She began to wonder if she could, but she wondered… what if he doesn't hear her… there was a fifty-fifty chance he'd hear. They always say that those in a coma can still hear you, hence why they have people visit and talk or read to them. She didn't really believe it, but wanted to. Hesitation attacking her as she thought more into it. Could she possibly say what she needed to, whilst he was unconscious before her… knowing he'd hopefully soon wake up and tell her the same? Or ignore it. There was just too much going through her head; stacked up with exhaustion and dosages of pain killers.. She let her mind fade from it, sighing deeply she rested her head against his chest. Her hand still tangled in his, her fingers tied with his. Softly stroking his hand with her thumb. It was something she didn't even realise she was doing. Self-conscious to her actions.

"Michael…. I need you to wake up.."

Her lips softly spoke, still resting on his chest. The rhythm settling her and drifting her into her own world. A world of peace; Her idea of peace was with Michael, making explosives. She sighed deeply as she received no reply again. It had been seven days of waiting, watching and wishing. They were all so drained, fed up and wondering what was to come. They knew he'd wake, but when… They wanted and needed him, now. Fi's eyes closed slowly, drifting.. but her words collided her mind…

"If I had the strength I'd kick your ass to wake up.."

A smirk crossed her lips, smiling at her comment. She lifted her head to watch his face. So lifeless it petrified her. Trying to hide her fear, she swallowed and took In a deep breath before giving him a light punch in the arm.

"You're annoying me, and you're not awake… "

Taking out her anger on him, only slightly. She growled at him. Trying to hide her pain and sorrow. Placing it behind a wall, trying to make it fade away; but her heart ached. Yearning for him.. But she kept her cries in. Trapped. The waves of emotions washing over her so heavily. She was confused of herself. She didn't know what she was feeling anymore, it had been too long. She began to wonder if Darcy and Anton had other plans, or had just given up. There was no way they'd have given up; they were far too dangerous and determined to just pack their bags and walk away. She began to wonder if they were all safe. Could Michael still be danger? Could they still be hunting for him? The thoughts crashed with her..

Her eyes finally closed for the first time; her body couldn't handle any more of the strain, the force of being kept awake for seven days was enough. She was far too exhausted but she ignored it and pushed herself too hard to stay awake.. She didn't want to miss out on anything; even if it was just a twitch of his fingers or muscles.. She needed to see it. She felt she didn't need to rest, didn't need the attention and check-ups.. She didn't need to heal.. All she wanted and needed was Michael to be awake.

"What are you doing?"

The voice strained, hoarse and dull. A small hint of relief within his voice. Looking down at the one he loved, lying on his chest so firmly. Fi's eyes shot open; she jerked her head to face him. Her eyes locked with his. Her heart pounding and skipping beats, it was out of control. The sudden rush of adrenaline and shock causing her hands to shake, she was just too happy to hear his voice. Then to actually look at him, awake… Sure; he looked like hell and back, but he was staring her in the eyes, she watched him for a moment before realising she hadn't responded to his little question.

"… It's about time you decided to wake up"

She responded, faintly playing at him. Doing her best to hide the sudden jolt of happiness trying to break free. She wanted to scream of happiness, embrace him and never let go. But she kept her softer feelings aside, keeping them at bay. She returned his smile with a softer soothing smile.. She couldn't resist, leaning up closer to him kissing him softly on the lips. Just a peck, but it was so soft, tender and slow, a kiss of respite and adoration. Releasing the kiss, Fi slowly pulled away.. Wishing he knew what the kiss really meant, her heart hammered so fast wanting to leap out and reach him. Their eyes locked, they knew what they wanted to say. Fi was in heaven. She could finally breathe properly, freely. She was in the world she dreamt of ever since they had been in the mess they were involuntary forced into. Her cries had been heard. She didn't want to break their gaze. She was soon back to his lips, Michael pulled her in his hands gripping tightly on her arms pulling her in. His grip softening, he was holding her gently. He knew that wasn't what she liked, but it was all he could really bring himself to do at the time, still weak and lethargic.. But he had to kiss her once more.

Closing her eyes, she swore she could just die right then and there.. In his arms. Feeling the jolt of pleasure rush through her. Kissing him deeply, she didn't want it to end. Her hand moved from his hand and cupped his face firmly. She wanted to tug at him, but she knew he wasn't in the state to be pulled and tugged. Words didn't need to be said, the moment was just too bitter and sweet. She was lost in the embrace and tender kiss. Michael could stay there forever, he knew it's what Fi wanted.. he knew it'd get him out of talking, he knew it's what he wanted. The bitter silence of the room was soon interrupted by Sam's clearing of his throat… Standing at the door and a cocked eyebrow, but the smile so wide it made them cackle. Fi almost blushed as they were "caught" in their act.. Sam just stood there, he smiled.. he was so pleased to see Michael was awake, even more so that they've finally shown affection towards each other.

"You sure she's not your girlfriend, Mikey?"

Cracking a joke before Maddie walked in. stepping back and letting her in as he stood in the doorway. Maddie came into view, Fi slowly moved from Michael.. she really didn't want to.. but she let the only other women in his life to have him for the while. Fi moved over to Sam whilst Maddie sat in her seat. Fi wondered if she had seen what was going on before Sam had rudely interrupted them. Shoving her elbow into his sides, she looked up at him with a smirk..

"Thanks for ruining such a perfect moment, Sam"

Changing her tones, sarcastic and witty. She could feel so much happiness within her. It was bliss. She was still looking like a disaster, still wearing the hospital gown and bandages.. But she didn't care anymore.. Everyone was fine, they were all safe.

"You're welcome!"

Sam replied quickly with a high tone and cocky smile, returning her nudge with his elbow as he crossed his arms across his chest. Standing tall and watching Mother and Son bond. He was so relieved to see Michael well, he was dreading he'd never wake up.. That his body had enough.. But he could finally sigh in complete relief now.. It was all over. At least he'd hoped it was all over. Like Fi he'd come to wonder if Darcy and Anton had given up or are still on the hunt for Michael.. Either way, he'd be prepared. Whether it'd be in the hospital or at his loft, he didn't care for the environment.. he didn't care if he'd have to shoot up the place, he did whatever it took to keep Michael, Fi and Maddie from harm's way. But.. He'd warn the others of the attack if he knew it was coming… he was keeping a close eye out, watching and being alert at everything and anything suspicious and different. He was on guard.

The mood in the room was settled and calm. The atmosphere pleasing and warm. A nurse came in and asked everyone to leave, after she had checked his bandages and monitors. Maddie didn't want to leave, neither did Fi. Fi watched Maddie walk out, she walked out with a smile of glee, so pleased her son was awake.. She couldn't imagine the panic Maddie was going through; the thought of losing her son… After finding out Nate was alright, receiving the phone call after Michael was admitted into surgery. She was in so much distress, but the call from Nate helped her soldier on, mildly. She didn't inform Nate on the situation; let alone the initial car crash itself. She didn't want to worry him. Even after he had repeatedly asked over and over where she was, she lied and told him she was with a friend of hers.

Fi gave Michael a soft smile before stepping out of the room; they all stood at the window. Looking in, watching the nurse jot down notes on her clipboard. Checking his drip, recording numbers and notes on his monitor. She carefully made sure his bandages where on properly and doing their job. Fi watched her like a hawk; almost jealous of her hands all over him. Her eyes glowed with envy. A snarl escaping her lips. Sam and Maddie looked at one another with a confused and amused look before turning back to keep watch of the nurse.

Fi watched his face, he seemed so peaceful.. Settled and at ease. She wondered what was on his mind. Was it her? Their kiss? She began to wonder if he'd want to talk about it? She wanted to know what it meant to him.. Her mind started again, blowing questions at her. She was soon in a daze. Lost in her own thoughts once again. However for once; decent thoughts.

Her thoughts were irrupted by the sudden screeching bleep from Michael's ECG monitor.. It had flat lined…Before she could even react, two doctors rushed in screaming "code-blue". Fi, Maddie and Sam started for the door but were forcefully pushed and shoved back by nurses who let the doctors in, she tried her best to keep them at bay…

"Please, we need you outside…. You can't be in here"

The Nurse held her hand out at a halt. She kept her eyes on Sam, who was standing over her almost.. He wanted to push her aside but he knew… they needed to focus and do their job; Fi started again but was then pushed by another Doctor who rushed in with another monitor and panels…. Maddie reacted..

"This is my son…. You can't –"

Fi joined Maddie…

"The hell I'm staying out here…"

The nurse swung around, not taking any of their arguments and demands. Slamming the door in their faces, locking it. They quickly looked to the window, but only caught a slight glimpse as the doctors all hurried around Michael, the strong sound of the flat line was all they could hear.. Fi's eyes filling with tears, she wanted to scream… It was all they could hear, the loud screeching bleep, taunting them.. Make it stop! The doctors and nurses hastening around Michael, gathering their things… One of the doctors who was trying to jumpstart his heart screaming at everyone else in the room as he looked down at Michael…

"We're going to lose him, Hurry up!"

Authors Note:

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