When he lost his memory, I almost broke.
I was afraid to lose him altogether.
And I prayed.
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When he went missing I was lost.
I walked through the castle, storm above us.
And I though everything what I had heard that day.
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First time I doubt.
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When I heard that he was safe I was so releafed.
I stood there, thanking the gods.
And then I run.
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When I watched mother and son I felt jeleosly.
I wanted the same, to feel my mother's voice, her touch.
And at that moment I hated him so much.
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When he finally stood before me, I knew that our world was chancing, it scared me.
I saw it, he was equal with me.
And it scared me more.
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When I heard who he was, related with blood, I was shocked.
I tried to deny it.
And I had to give up, because I wanted.
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We are friends.
We are family.
We are brothers.
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When he told me about the dragon I felt empty.
My hate, my anger rose again.
I though, had he betrayed me?
The man who I though I know, was he something else?
Had he lied to me? All these years? Who was this man beside of me?
And my hate, my anger blinded me.
I couldn't hear him anymore.
I watched him turning his back on me.
And my hand did what it always did.
It threw the nearest thing what was there.
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I threw it.
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And it hit.
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When I watched him falling, I knew…
… Now I'm alone.
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Forgive me Merlin.
Please, forgive me.
Alright people, almost 100 reviews, keep it up! And my hand is killing me again, so I have to take again longer pause from writing. That's if I don't get any weird inspirations again. Thank you everyone! And special thanks to TheSaga who gave me the idea for this chapter. It was different, I hope you liked it.