Vanessa's Point of View:

I got up the next morning feeling happy. I thought about the what ifs of Ryan and I dating. That would be rgreat, but on the other side of me that still loves Justin says that it'll break his heart.

My life's so complicated. I sighed. I got dressed, ate then left. I met Ryan at the bus stop as usual. We chatted on our way there.

Class was just normal, some homework that I tired to finish in my free, spare, study hall, whatever you want to call it class.

I received a text from Justin saying that he's in town and that he would like to meet after school.

I replied with "There's nothing to talk about. We're done."

He texted back instantly saying he still wants to talk, maybe there was a way to fix it all. I didn't reply to that text.

5 minutes later, I got another one from him saying he'll pick me up after school.

I just put my phone away after and finished my homework.

Ryan and I had lunch like always. Chaz wanted to join us today. He took my hand and wrote "Bake Chaz cookies" on my palm for me to remember.

I took his, wrote "I know." back just to leave ink on his hand like he did with mine. We all had a good laugh about it.

I was feeling fine, not anxious about seeing Justin again afterschool. Part of me moved on. I know the rest will soon follow after it.

Class began again, no homework from it luckily.

The bell rang signaling that school ended. I went to my locker and packed all my things up. Put on my jacket and grabbed my bag and walked out the door. I texted Ryan telling him I'd be going with Justin afterschool. He said alright.

I wasn't sure how I was going to meet Justin. Do I look for his car? Will he come after everyone left? No idea. I was just walking around while everyone piled onto the bus or walked home. There was only a few people around me left waiting for their parents. I looked around, no black range rover.

All of a sudden, I felt 2 arms wrap around me from behind. I jumped at first until I knew that it was Justin. He loves to hug me from behind when I'm not looking.

"Hey, I missed you." Justin said kissing the top of my head.

"Hi." I replied. Just that.

I felt Justin take a step closer and felt him press himself against me. His crotch was against my ass now. His body and mine incredibly close together. His grip around me also tightened for a second, then it relaxed.

I pulled away and turned to face him. He looks sexy. I haven't seen him in about 5 days and he comes back looking sexier than when he left. Damn. I kept all that to myself though.

"Talk. You said you wanted to." I said in a monotone voice.

"V, don't be so cold to me. No kiss? I haven't seen you in a long time." He said.

What the fuck? He was acting a little different today. I looked up to his eyes. They were glazed.

"You plan to talk to me when you're high? Really? You don't even respect me enough to talk to me when you're fucking sober?" I asked getting mad.

"Whaaaat? No, I'm not." He tried to cover it up.

"Bro, fuck off. Go home. I'm done talking." I said turning around to walk away.

"Wait!" I felt Justin grab onto my wrist.

"What?" I spun around at him.

"Come to my house? Nothing a little make up sex can't fix." Justin said winking at me.

"Let go. You never had the fucking intention to talk." I pulled my hand away.

"No, Vanessa. Don't." Justin said pulling me into an embrace.

"Justin! LET GO!" I said trying to push him off of me.

"No, come with me!" He said pulling me towards his car.

"FUCK YOU!" I screamed and kicked him in the balls.

I ran after that. I held onto my bag as tight as I could and ran. I had to get to a more public place with lots of people around as fast as possible. Justin's high. He can't think straight. He just knows he wants me, he doesn't realize that he could have raped me right there and then.

My vision was getting worst each second. I was starting to cry. I don't know if it was out of anger or fear of what could have happened back there. Either way, I wanted- no. I needed to see Ryan now. I'll get to a crowded place, call Ryan. He'll come. I know he will.

I was running, my vision was terrible. I blinked. When I did, I collided with someone. Their arms went around me to keep me from falling.

"Whoa, calm down! What happened? Why are you crying?" He asked.

I know this voice! It's Ryan! Oh my gosh! I didn't reply, I just wrapped my arms around him and cried into his chest once again. I felt safe in his arms. Like how I used to when Justin wasn't like how he is now.

"Vanessa, where's Justin? What happened?" Ryan questioned.

"He's… He's fucking high when he said he wanted to talk to me! Then he tried to pull me into his car and drive back to his place!" I said when I calmed down a bit.

I knew that when I said drive back to his place, he knows I was talking about how Justin wanted sex. The fact I ran and was crying probably gave away how I felt dangerous in the situation and I was probably about to get rape by Justin.

Raped by Justin Bieber. Teen pop sensation, sounds weird. I can't believe it myself. Well Justin is a different person then who his fans know him as.

"Want me to go beat the shit out of him?" Ryan asked after hearing my story.

"No. Let's just leave. I'm gonna change my number. Don't give it to him, please." I asked.

"I won't. Do you want to go back home or my place?" Ryan asked.

"Mine, please." I replied.

Ryan put his arm around my waist. I put mine around his and we walked the rest of the way to my house.

During the way, Ryan made small talk to distract me from what happened earlier. It was helping, a lot.

Half way there it started to rain.

"HURRY!" Ryan grabbed my hand and we ran in the rain.

"Wait! Haha." I said pulling back.

"Are you crazy? You'll get sick!" Ryan yelled and tried to pull me again.

"I like the rain. Plus, it's not that heavy." I said looking up at the sky.

"Still, it's rain." Ryan insisted.

Our hands still interwinded.

"Wanna know who I like now?" I asked out of the blue.

I just felt that it was the right time to tell him. In the rain, when we should be getting to the nearest roof.

"Tell me later." Ryan said

"No, now or never." I smiled at him.

"Fine. Since we're already wet. Who?" Ryan gave up and stood next to me.

"The one I kiss." I went on my tip-toes and kissed him on the cheek.

I pulled back to see a stunned looking Ryan. I bit my bottom lip fearing his answer to me.

"Me?" He asked dumbfounded.

"Yeah…" I hesitated a bit.

Ryan smiled and kissed me on the lips. It was sweet. The rain around us, his lips on mine. It felt magical. I stepped closer and so did Ryan. He wrapped his arms around me as mine went to his neck.

We pulled away after a minute. I had this cheeky smile on my face while he grinned at me.

"Do you, maybe wanna go out with me?" Ryan asked blushing.

"Of course!" I laughed.

Ryan smiled big. I felt really happy at this point. I forgot about everything that happened earlier. Justin Bieber no longer exsisted in my world at that moment. Everything felt right being in Ryan's arms.

"Well, you can't if your sick! So let's go?" He asked.

"Haha. Yeah. Let's go." Our fingers interwinded and we ran the rest of the way home.

"We're here. Do you have the key?" Ryan asked me.

"Um, yeah. I reached into my bag and pulled it out.

I heard Ryan's phone ring.

"Hello?"

"Alright… I'll be right there. Bye mom, yeah. I love you too." He whispered the last part.

"Sorry, Vanessa. My grandma just arrived. I have to get home."

"Oh. That's alright. I'll see you tomorrow then." I smiled, understanding the situation.

"Yeah. Bye, need anything just call me." Ryan said

"I know. It's on 24/7." I said quoting him.

We smiled and he bent down to kiss me on my cheek. I blushed.

"Bye, Ryan." I waved at him.

"Bye!" He waved back.

I unlocked my door and walked in. I took off all my wet clothes and laid on my bed thinking about what just happened.