Chapter 25
Walking into our dorm, as soon as the door is locked, Juice picks me up and carries me to the bed. Crashing his lips with mine, we quickly start shedding clothes before he enters me roughly. "Fuck. Fuck me harder Juice. Fuck that feels good." I moan as he slams into my hot, wet core over and over hitting just the right spot. "Shit baby, you feel so fucking good. I don't know if I'll last." he moans. He reaches down and starts to rub my clit as he slams into them over and over and before I know it, I'm cumming so hard I'm seeing stars with him following right behind me. "Fuck Maci. You're gonna kill me." he says laughing a little. "We'll both die happy." I tell him. "I don't think I've ever cum that hard." I tell him. Pulling me into his side, he gets quiet. After a couple of minutes, I look up at him and say "Talk to me." He looks at me and says "I don't want you to think I'll screw up again. I promise baby I didn't know she was coming here." he tells me. "Baby, if I thought you knew? I would have had Happy and Koz handle you. Clean slate, remember." I say. Kissing me softly he says "You know I wanna marry you right?" he asks. "I wanna marry you too." I tell him. "You do?" he asks. "Yeah. Juice, I love you so much. I have never loved anyone like I do you." I tell him.
The next morning I wake up with my back to Juice's chest. I feel him start kissing on my neck and shoulder and I start to grind back against him. Hearing him groan as I feel his hand slide across my stomach and down between my legs. He starts to rub circles on my clit and I start to moan. "Fuck, Juice. Don't stop." I say. I raise my leg up and move my hand to position him at my entrance. He enters me from behind and starts to thrust in and out while still rubbing my clit. "Don't stop. Holy fuck." I moan. He moans in my ear "Your pussy feels so good baby. Fuck I can't get enough." he moans and it causes me to fall over the edge and he follows right behind me.
We get up and dressed and head out to the main room. Walking up to the bar, I sit down and Juice says "I gotta get to work." He kisses me softly before walking out to the garage. Koz sits down beside me. "Hey Princess." he says. "Hey Koz." I say. "Heard what you did to that chick last night." he says smirking. "Yeah. And?" I ask, smirking back. "Proud of you. Glad you and Juice worked things out. Seriously." he tells me. "Koz, are you okay?" I ask. "Yeah. Just...remember I love you Princess." he says before walking off. I look over at Hap and he looks at me confused. He walks over and asks "What's up?" I look at the door and back at Hap and say "Something's wrong with Koz." I say. "What?" Happy asks. "He just told me he was proud of me about last night and then say for me to remember that he loves me. Something isn't right Hap and I don't know what it is." I say and start to panic a little. "I'll see what's going on." he tells me. "I wanna know what you find out." I tell him.
That night, we are hanging out at the bar and I look around and don't see Koz. "Hap, you seen Koz?" I ask. "Not in a while." he says. One of the croweaters says "I saw him head for the dorms earlier." I look at her and say "He have anyone with him?" She shakes her head no. Me and Happy both head to his dorm and the door is locked. "Koz. Open up. It's me." I say as me and Happy both knock. "Back up Princess." Happy says and Juice pulls me back. Happy kicks the door in and Koz is on the floor, with a syringe lying next to him. "Koz!" I yell before running into the room. I feel for a pulse and find one. Happy comes to pick him up and Juice runs to turn on the cold shower. Gemma shows up beside me and pulls me close. "What was he thinking?" I ask with tears in my eyes. "I don't know baby." she says. They get him to come to a little and Tara comes in with her medical kit. Laying him on the bed in dry clothes, Tara gives him something to counteract the drugs.
An hour later, I am still sitting by his side and Juice is next to me. "Baby, do you need anything?" he asks. "No. I'm okay I think. You're okay with me being in here right?" I ask. "Yeah baby. He's your friend. Do you want me to stay?" he asks. "No. I'll be okay. Just, don't go far?" I ask. "I won't baby. Let me know what you need." he tells me. Kissing me softly he says "I love you." I look at him and say "I love you too." He wipes the tears from my eyes and kisses me one more time before leaving the room.
Later that night, he starts to come to a little. "Maci?" he asks. "Koz. You're awake." I say and the tears start to fall again. "Why are you crying Princess?" he asks. "What were you thinking Koz?" I ask softly. "I was stupid. I didn't mean to scare you." he says. "Why did you do it?" I ask. "I wanted to take away the pain. I hurt you." he says. "I forgave you for that. Koz, you're still one of my best friends." I tell him. "But I haven't forgiven myself." he says. "Koz…" I start. "Maci, I still love you. I'd never try to come between you and Juice but I still love you and just can't handle shit." he tells me. "Koz. You can't do this shit. Please. I still need you here." I say as the tears start to fall. He wipes my tears and says "Go on out there to your Old Man." I look at him and he says "Go on. I'm gonna rest." he tells me. I lean down and kiss his cheek before walking out and walking to the ladder to the roof.
Sitting up on the roof, I start to cry. I must have been up there for a while, because I hear someone walk up and it's Tig. "Hey Princess." he says. I don't say anything. I just lean on him and sob. "What's wrong sweetheart?" he asks. "He did it because he still loves me." I say. "Shit." he says. "He told me he won't do anything to come between me and Juice but he still loves me and he hasn't forgiven himself for cheating on me." I tell him. "Baby, he's gotta forgive himself in his own time." Tig tells me. "Yeah, maybe." I say. We sit up there for a little longer before climbing down. I walk to Juice and ask "Ready to go home?" He nods and we head out the door.