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After a dinner of pancakes and bacon I was left sitting there, still undressed and not any clearer on what the hell had just happened. It was that shock that left me stumbling over my words and actions around her. I knew things were different because they are different after sex, but to look at Bella one would never think that.

She laughed as nothing was wrong. She smiled just like before. She laughed as if we had never even touched and while overall I was happy with this since it was better than a crying, clingy girl, there was a piece of me that was completely unsettled by her behavior.

It was her happy grin that held my hand as she pulled me back to her bed. She didn't have to pull hard since I followed her every foot step. I wanted to be there, even if I refused to state it.

I let her push me down upon the pillowy mattress that was her bed. I welcomed her with rough kisses that tasted like blueberries as she crawled on top of me as if she belonged that close. I didn't fight her as she rubbed against me, letting her feel how eager hard and eager I was to have her again without saying a word. It was the most perfect, yet fucked up relationship I had ever entered into.

"You don't have to stay," was Bella's feather soft whisper against my lips as my hands slipped under her shirt. This was her out. It was her way of giving me what I wanted, but it wasn't what I needed. I needed to feel her skin once more and the worn out cotton of her old shirt was getting in the way of my wants.

I knew I didn't. Nothing was holding me there to her, yet there I was.

"I know," I replied in between kisses that made her moan as I cupped her tits in my hands. They were heavy and warm in my hands with her skin as soft as velvet as I caressed her.

The words that I wanted to stay were on the tip of my tongue as I fought the urge to tell her, not that it mattered since Bella took my silence as my surrender to her charms. What a willing defeat it was as her hand slipped over my belly to pull my boxers down without any hesitation or timid gestures as she sought out what she wanted from me.

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