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Eventually Alex and Meghan had fallen asleep but Olivia lay there awake. She didn't know how to feel. She knew that it was not best for Meghan to have and certainly not keep this baby. But part of her knew that because her mom raised her instead of giving her up for adoption that she had become the woman she was. She loved her mom and she knew at least part of her mom loved her but she really didn't know how to feel about the situation. Olivia was pulled from her thoughts when Meghan scurried out of bed and into the bathroom. Olivia laid there for a second until she heard Meghan start to cry. She got up and walked into the bathroom. Meghan looked up at her for a second the tears rolling down her cheeks and then leaned over the toilet to puke again. Olivia wetted a washcloth and then went to sit down against the wall next to the toilet.

"Here" Olivia said handing Meghan the washcloth.

"Thanks" Meghan took it and sat back on her feet. After a few minutes of whipping her face Olivia pulled her close and held her before kissing the top of her head. Meghan began to cry.

"Je suis Olivia désolée, je suis désolée ainsi." Meghan mumbled between sobs.

"Meghan you don't need to be sorry for anything."

"But I don't want to keep this thing."

"And understandably so in order to love a child truly and fully you have to get that child out of love not hate." Meghan just continued to sob and Olivia rub comforting circles on her back. Once Meghan had stopped crying Olivia decided to tell her what she was feeling.

"I was a product of rape." Olivia said bluntly trying to keep the waver out of her voice.

"What?" Meghan asked really confused at what this piece of information was supposed to mean.

"My father raped my mother and she had me."

"Are you telling me that I should have the baby."

"Well first off we don't even know if you are pregnant yet, secondly no I'm not saying that at all. My mother and I weren't happy when I was growing up. And with you not being ready to be a mother on top of that…"

"So I shouldn't have the baby." Meghan interrupted.

"No…" Olivia was getting frustrated. "Meghan in order for a baby to be happy the parents have to be happy."

"I see." Meghan said leaning more into Olivia's touch.

"Come on let's go back to bed." The two got up and Meghan brushed her teeth. Olivia chuckled when she saw that Alex had taken her pillow and spread out on the bed virtually taking up the whole king sized bed.

"Well I am kind of hungry anyway." Meghan said as she walked into the bedroom.

"Ok then let's see what we have to eat." Olivia replied as she walked into the kitchen followed by Meghan.

"How about just some toast." Olivia suggested.

"Probably the best idea but can I have some jelly s'il vous plait?"

"S'il vous plait…" Olivia paused trying to remember what it meant. "please." She replied excitedly.

"Yeah." Meghan said smiling and getting a glass for water. Olivia made her some toast and jelly and the two of them sat down at the table so that Meghan could eat. The two of then sat in silence for about 15 minutes while Meghan ate. Eventually when she was finished they retired to the living room. Meghan sat down on the couch and Olivia began to walk to the bedroom.

"Liv?" Meghan pleaded.

"Yeah?"

"Will you lay with me for just a little while please?"

Olivia contemplated the question for a few seconds before answering, "Ok."

Olivia laid down on the couch and allowed Meghan to lay down on top of her. She pulled the blanket over both of them. She began to rub circles on Meghan back and it wasn't long before both of them were asleep.

Alex awoke to the alarm clock going off and was quiet surprised to find that she was alone in the bed. She walked into the living room smelling the coffee. Meghan was in the kitchen making the coffee and toast while Olivia slept on the couch.

"Hey" Meghan said as she rushed past her to the bathroom. Alex then approached her sleeping girlfriend on the couch and planted a kiss on her cheek. Olivia stirred and opened her eyes to see Alex smiling down at her.

"Good morning Livvy."

"Good morning Lex." Olivia whispered back before pulling her girlfriend in to a passionate kiss. They only stopped when air was needed and when they did they heard the shower running.

"Are we still going to make her go to school?" Olivia asked

"Well since she is in the shower I would assume she wants to go." Alex responded pouring herself some coffee.

Some time after Meghan came out of the bathroom dressed and ready to go. "I'm ready." She announced to the room.

Olivia was dressed with portable coffee in hand, "Ok then let's go." Alex kissed Olivia as Meghan lead the way out the door.

Meghan was starting to feel like maybe she could get past this.

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