Chapter 25: Carried away. . .
A week later, Me and Goku had a night alone. Goten was at Chichi's again. During the afternoon Goku went to see Master Roshi. He offered me to come with him but I said no. I was going to surprise him. After he went out, I went to the store and got a ham. I didn't really know what else to get. What type of food is romantic? I know in France it's cheese I think. . .Ireland it's potatoes. I don't know. I'll make a nice dinner. I also got some candles. I went back home and prepared the dinner. Goku would be home by five o'clock so I had to hurry and get the ham made. I also got rose petals at the store. I sprinkled them on the table around the candles. Four o'clock came around quickly. The food was finished so I ran upstairs and took a shower. I did my makeup, put on my black dress and then went back downstairs. It was nearly five o'clock. I hurried and shut the lights off and lit the candles. I put on some really nice romantic music and then waited. Right in front of the door I waited. He was going to be frightened first. I laughed to myself a little bit.
Finally Goku came through the door.
"Alice I'm ho-" I cut him off as I jumped up on him and kissed him. He held me up and began to kiss back but I noticed he had something in his hand. I finished kissing him first then jumped down off of him. He held out a bouquet of flowers. They were purple and yellow tulips. I smiled brightly at the tulips. I loved them. Purple and Yellow were my favorite colors. I kissed him again then went and put the tulips in some water. He looked at the dinner on the table and looked at the stereo that was playing the music then looked right at me.
"You did all of this?" he asked.I smiled. "Yes."
He came over to me and picked me up and kissed me. I kissed him back quickly then led him to the table. We both ate rather quickly then went upstairs in his room and began to make out. It was sensual and wonderful. It began to get intense. Really intense. Our tongues clashed and danced. They played with each other at first but now they were sort of rough against each other. I twined my fingers in Goku's hair cause it was so intense. He held me in his big arms then began to remove my shirt and bra. I let him then I removed his shirt and pants. He let me then removed my pants. There we both were only in our underwear. We both stared each other in the eyes. Finally he spoke,
"Alice. . ." he whispered.
"Yeah?. . ." I whispered.
"You wanna. . .you know. . ." He asked, still whispering.
I kissed him. "Yeah. . ." I whispered.
The next morning I woke up curled up to Goku. He was hugging my bear body against his like a teddy bear. It was in between gentle and tough but I was fine with it. I couldn't help but be worried. We had sex. . .and the condom broke. What if I got pregnant? Yes. . .part of me inside would be happy cause I would be having a baby. But. . .what if Goku left me? What if he didn't want the baby? Dare I think it. . .what if he wanted me to get an abortion? I'd never do it. I loved him so much. . .I prayed he wouldn't do that. I began to cry silently.
Later, Goku went to get Goten then they were going to go visit Master Roshi. Again, I didn't go. I didn't want to. I called Sapphie. I needed someone to talk to. . . I got the answering machine. I called Emiko.
"Hello?" Emiko said.
"Hey Emiko. . ." I said rather quietly.
"Hey Alice. . .how's it going?" she asked."Fine. . .Fine. . .just great. I just need someone to talk to. . ." I said.
"Why? Is something wrong? You sound kinda down." she said.
"Well. . .Emiko. . ." I hesitated.
"Aw. . .Aunt Alice. . .You can talk to me about it. Did you get dumped or anything?" she asked.
"Well. . .no. Me and Goku. . .got carried away. . .and had sex last night." I said, letting out a sigh.
"Wow. . .bad images. . .but if you had sex you shouldn't be sad about it. . .you should be happy." she said.
"You don't understand Emiko. . ." I said.
"What?" she said.
"The condom. . .it broke!" I said as I began to cry a little bit.
"Oh. . ." she said.
"I'm afraid, Emiko. I mean I'd be happy if I was pregnant, I've always wanted a baby but what if Goku dumps me? Or if he wants me to get an abortion!" I said as I began to cry hard.
"Alice. . .Alice. Calm down. You don't know if your pregnant YET. Just wait. Okay? Can you do that? Just calm down, relax and wait." she said.
I kept crying, I couldn't help it. "Okay. . ." I said.
"Okay. . .now you try to go rest. You sound kinda tired." she said.
"Okay. . .Bye." I said then hung up.
A week later, I started feeling weird. For the past two days, I'd wake up and go to the bathroom and puke a lot. Morning Sickness. Then I started having cravings. I ate yogurt with eggs. Goku and Goten sometimes looked at me like I'd lost my head when I ate. The other night, I made dinner and I ate more than I usually would. I ate three plates of food when I normally only eat one. Also. . .I realized I was three days late on my period. It's time to get a pregnancy test.
I went to the store after Goku and Goten had gone to train and got some food and a pregnancy test. I went back home then went in the bathroom and pulled out the white stick. I read the directions, urinated on the stick then waited. It was the longest ninety seconds of my life. . .
Finally the ninety seconds were up and I lifted the stick. It was blue. I grabbed the box with the directions and it said blue means pregnant. I dropped the stick and dropped to my knees crying. Partially in happiness but mostly in fear. I cried and cried. How was Goku gonna react? I didn't want to lose him. . .I didn't want him to walk out of my life.
I got up, put the stick back in the box and threw it in the garbage. I walked out of the house and went to Emiko's house. When I got there I was still crying. She opened the door and looked right at me.
"Alice, What's wrong?" she asked as she hugged me.
"I'm pregnant. . ." I whispered as I cried.
"Wow. . .Congratulations Alice. Wait. . .did you tell Goku?" she asked.
I shook my head. "No. . .I just found out fifteen minutes ago. Emiko! How am I supposed to tell him?!" I exclaimed as I cried.
"Just. . .tell him. He seems like a really nice man I don't think he'd hurt you like you think he's going to." Emiko said as she hugged me.
I looked up at her. "Will you come with me?"
She smiled down at me. "Sure."
"Thanks." I said.