No more games
Hutch POV in "Partners" epi. Set at night in hospital after the crash. (BR by Provence :D)
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I'm cold. Inside.
I don't know how to set myself free from this trap I put us into.
Will you forgive me when you hear the truth? Will you still be my partner? Will you respect me in the morning?
Damn chase!
It's the only way I found to make you understand I care for you in my own clumsy way. I'm so relieved we got out of this alive and relatively unhurt. Yet what hurts me most right now is not the pain in my body; it's the bruise in my heart when I see the sadness in your eyes as you believe you've lost me.
I can't find a proper way to tell you I'm sorry, Buddy, for lying to you and playing this stupid comedy.
They say your whole life flashes before your eyes when you're about to die. And now, it hurts me more to hear you go through those cruel moments of our lives when we were there for each other and saved our mutual butts.
It finally hit me: that's what our life is all about: LOVE!
And trust! Because you're up digging all those memories we shared and launching them as messages in a bottle in my sea of solitude.
For the last few hours, I desperately wanted to reach out for you. You're the one to be comforted. Not me!
I feel you breathing next to me, unable to sleep. I can't sleep either and all I want is dive into your forgiving arms and even see a mischievous smile in your eyes.
I felt so miserable when I saw your reaction when you suddenly faced that complete stranger.
You didn't lose me; I almost lost you.
Trust me on this. I swear I'll never play such silly games with you.
Never again, Partner!
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