DPOV.
No matter how much I tried to protect Rose, something always come along to hurt her. But this... this was different. I was the one that had hurt her. My own hands and my own feet had caused the damage to the woman that I loved.
My own stupid ignorance had caused this sitoation, and no matter how many times others said that it wasnt my fault, I would always blame myself for it.
Lissa had partially been able to heal her, but not completely. At least she wasnt dead right now, thats better than an hour ago, when she was. Lissa was simply to tired to pull if off completely. She had used alot of compullsion today. Right now Christian had forced her to go to the feeders, so that she could build her strength back up.
It was not knowing anything that was hell. My beautiful woman was currently in theartre. And there was nothing that the doctors could tell us until they knew themselves.
I slumped against the wall, sitting down on the balls of my feet. My hair grasped tightly in my hands, like I could pull it from its roots. I deserved pain, and even that pain was nothing compared to the knowledge of what I had done to Rose.
Seeing her laying there, blood leaking from the sides of her mouth, and holding her ribs. I had her blood on my hands.
The only one thing that made me happy right now was knowing that Tasha Ozera was dead. Finally dead. Thank-god.
Now the only thing I could do was to sit here... waiting... waiting...
"How are you Dimitri?" Janine asked. She too was in bits over her daughter. Why the hell woukd she try to comfort me?. Why was she not ripping me apart?. I want to rip me apart.
I shook my head as a silent tear escaped my eye.
"Dont blame yourself Dimitri. Rose wouldnt blame you" She bent down and sat beside me. All eyes were on us. And all of them were smiling at me, comfortingly. Sad smiles... that is true. After all... what is there to be happy about rught now.
"It could of happened to any of us. Its not your fault that it happened to you. It was Tasha" she spat Tasha's name like the monster she was.
"It was my fault Janine. I should of just gone with Tasha, like she wanted. Non of this would of happened then. Rose would be safe, and-" she cut me off.
"And what Dimitri?. Yes she would be safe. But she would be miserable without you. Those babies wouldnt of had a daddy. And she would of been alone. Youve got to know the good always outweighs the bad. She will be fine" She said the last part, with so much determination in her voice. Like willing it to her.
Not to mention that she loves you, too much to lose. Shes going to need you. You have got to be strong, for her" she added, and with that she gently patted my knee, and walked back over to Abe.
Lissa and Christian came back then. Lissa ran straight over to me.
"Is there any change?. Have you heard anything?." She asked, shakily.
I shook my head. "No, not yet, Lissa." I said, in a pained voice. I needed Rose. I needed her to wake up. I needed her to open her eyes. I had to hear that she loved me, and forgave me. Only then would I be able to forgive myself.
"Thats It" Lissa yelled. "Ive had enough" she stormed through the doors that we prehibited from going through. I followed her.
"I appreciate that Dr Olendzki, But I am a hundred percent now. I am going to heal her, one way or another. So I suggest that you get out of my way, and lets get this over with." She half yelled. I was shocked, I had never heard her put her foot down that way. But this was for Rose, and she would do anything for her, just Like I would.
Dr Olendzki sighed. "Very well, Princess" she said. Then she ushered us into the theartre. I gasped.
I had never seen Rose looking so vunerable, ever. It simply wasnt her. She was hooked up to different machinery. A large tube was coming from her mouth to a ventilator. It was the worse sight that I had ever seen. Her long dark hair was matted with dirt and blood. It layed to the left side of her head. There was purple bruises covering every inch of her. My breathing faltered as I realised that it was me that had had done that to her. Tasha's bullet wouldnt have caused that sort of damage to her face.
Lissa had the same reaction that I had had. But she calmed herself down quicker than me. She instantly jumped into action. She ran over to Rose and placed her hands in hers.
At first nothing happened. Then after a moment I saw the bruises begin to fade, until they was almost gone, Just then I heard her heart beating a healthier rythm. Lissa removed the tube from her throat, then healed her completely. Until the last bruise had totally vanished.
Then Lissa had to sit in the chair close by, pulling it closer to the bed. It made a horrid screeching sound against the floor, then Rose gasped loudly, and jolted upright on the bed.
Oh well there it is. hehe
Rose is alive
But will she and dimitri make it?.