Chapter 25- A Day of Sadness
Four months later Sierra haven't got out her coma and her mom and the doctor thinks it is best that they pull the plug on her and John and Sandra was fighting with each other Sandra thinks it is too soon and John thinks it is for the best they did and than Rene will never get out of jail for killing her and little Johnny was getting better and he like to hold his sister she like him too always smiling at him.
"You still mad at me,"
"Do what you want to do John but I think it is wrong but go ahead,"
"What in the world happen to you?"
"What happen to you there is nothing wrong with me only thing that happen to me I became a mom now my point of views had change some but it is only been four months John give it a month or two,"
"When you leaving,"
"Tomorrow," Sandra said whispering.
"You can run for ever,"
"No I can't they was about to do the same thing to my grandmother and than she die on her own let the same thing happen to Sierra yes she had did both of us wrong I never wanted to see this happen to her,"
"Mommy Sandra Marcie crying for you,"
"Thank you Johnny,"
Sandra want into her daughter's room and she was crying and Sandra look at her everything going to be alright Sandra was bouncing Marci and she felt a tear coming out of her eyes she didn't want to see her step son lose his mom like this and Sandra heard her door shut, and knew John left.
"Baby girl what is mommy going to do?" She kissed Marcela's head as she quieted down, and went back to sleep. "Johnny where are you,"
"In my room,"
"Where is daddy go,"
"He left he sayed he be right back,"
"Oh okay,"
"Mommy can I ask you something,"
That was the first time he called Sandra mommy and not putting her first name in front of it Sandra was about to cry but she held it in.
"What is it?"
"Is my mommy going to go to haven?"
"Will we hope she does?"
"Why you daddy always mad at each other,"
"We just not seeing eye to eye right now but we do love each other,"
"Is daddy coming to Nevada?
"No he is getting ready to go back to work soon and your daddy is busy now and we going to see him less,"
"Oh you still love my daddy,"
"Very much,"
"Why is daddy being mean to you?"
"He just so busy and he is sad your mom is sleeping,"
"I don't want to see you or daddy sad no more,"
"Me either milkshake but we are sad for your mommy,"
"Sandy,"
"Daddy you're back,"
"Yes champ I am back um go in the family room and TV while I talking to mommy Sandy okay champ,"
"Can we go in our room?"
Sandra and John walk into their room, Sandra sat down on the bed, she looks at John, and he sat next to her and she move away from him.
"Sandy I need you stay just one more day okay,"
"No you are right and I am wrong I want you to know I will always love but you didn't had to hit me like that,"
"I was mad I know I have to get over it but you didn't have to say what you sayed,"
"I am sorry about that and I think you should wait little longer they going to put Rene under the jail regardless if Sierra is alive or dead,"
"Yeah but she still can get out two 20years now for good behavior,"
"Look John I am not going to fight you okay I am leaving tomorrow,"
"You just can't keep on running like that,"
"I am not really not running I am going back to work not running,"
"So what it is over,"
"No, no just think about your son for a change instead of you he wants his mommy to be alright he ask me is his mom going to haven what do you say to a three year old you know it is going to scar him knowing his dad pull the …"
"Hello what are serious what is her mom saying to do it I see are you sure there isn't nothing else to do alright be down there okay bye,"
"That's the doctor,"
"Yeah," John whisper
"Did they do it?"
"He wants me and down at the hospital to sign the paper to go ahead and do this,"
"Should I go with you?"
"Please," John whisper, "I don't want to fight with you no more either I want my buttercup back,"
"Just tell me when the funeral is and I'll bring ….your daughter is up again she having a hard sleeping even though we been here since May,"
"She don't want to see her mommy and daddy fighting no more,"
"Yeah that might be it or she sense something going to happen,"
"Yeah or she don't want to see us sad she want to be happy,"
Sandra want into the room and she pick up her daughter and clam her down and she wouldn't stop crying until she hear her dad and Sandra gave Marcela to John and she still cry and after while she stop and look at her dad in the eyes and he smile at her.
"Why you crying so much huh mommy and daddy is here for you we are not going to leave you okay sweet pea,"
"Can you watch her I am going to change my clothes,"
Yes I can,"
"Thank you,"
Sandra left out of the room to change her clothes and John want into the family room and with Johnny and he was watching cartoons and Johnny sat next to his dad and little sister and they was talking.
"What are you watching?"
"Shrek,"
"Cool,"
"Yeah daddy why is mommy dying,"
"She got hurt real bad,"
"Because of Miss Rene,"
"Yes she was driving too fast that's something I hope you never do,"
"I won't do that,"
The phone ring and it was Sandra boss.
"Hold your sister," John said handing Marci to Johnny. "Sandy telephone,"
"What,"
"Get the phone,"
"Oh okay thank you,"
"Daddy why her eyes green,"
"They are not green they are hazel color,"
"Why,"
"Because of my blue eyes and mommy Sandy brown eyes,"
"Oh why do I have blue eyes than,"
"Because me and your mommy have blue eyes,
"Cool,"
"Why say it is cool,"
"Because grandmom said it good that I have blond hair and blue eyes it means I am part of you,"
"Who told you that?"
"Grandmom Jones,"
"Will you are apart of me but your hair might change colors when you get older,"
"Really,"
"Is my hair going to be same color as your or mommy,"
"I don't know son it could be same color as Marci's,"
"Which Marci's Aunt Marci or baby Marci,"
"Aunt Marci her hair is black,"
"Yes but I like it the way it is,"
"It might change,"
"No,"
"You don't know that,"
John seen Sandra coming out of the room and she was dress nice and John smile at her.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yes everything is fine I need to go downtown tomorrow before we leave I think they going to open a firm here,"
"That be great and you can run that,"
"I don't think so you see they want people with experiences over twenty years so I won't be a partner I'll be nothing but someone assistants,"
"Oh baby you don't need that than,"
"You saying I should become a stay home mom now,"
"You don't have to work full time remember what we use to talk about,"
"Yeah I do," Sandra said in low voice.
"We better get going,"
"Yes we do,"
"You want me to drive,"
"You can drive,"
"Come on Johnny time to go,"
They drove to the hospital and Sierra was still in the coma her mom dad and sister and brother was there John got the paper and the mister was praying over her Sandra had big lump in her throat she didn't want to see her die even though she didn't treat her right when she and John started to dating she never want anything to happy to her and Johnny want over to the bed and sat next to her put his hand on hers and John sat in the back of the room trying not to cry.
"Sierra Lynn Jones please go in peace and let the lord take you into his kingdom in Jesus amen,"
The doctors go over towards the bed and unplug her from the monitors and everyone broke down and cries Johnny ran over towards Sandra and sat on her lap and he was crying.
The doctors walk on the other side and take out the IVs and her hand move John walk over and held her hand and he kiss her hand the nurse check her pulse to see if she still alive and Sierra pulse was moving slower John told Sierra sorry for this happen to her that he will always will have a special place in his heart for her.
"I love you Sierra forever,"
Sierra started to move, her eyes open and she move her hand she sat up, and Johnny and John want over towards her.
"Oh my god oh my god you are alive thank you god for bring her back,"
"What happen?"
"You was in a coma for four months,"
"Oh who are you,"
"I 'm your doctor Dr. Kasson that's your sister and brother your mom and dad your son your ex boyfriend,"
"I have a child,"
"Yes he is three years old his name is Johnny,"
"You're his dad,"
"No I am your doctor this his your son dad,"
"No defends but you are dorky looking,"
Sandra had smile and tears coming out of her eyes at the same time.
"Oh god she don't remember loving him,"
"That means she don't remember the accident either,"
"Do you know what today's date is,"
"August 31, 2005,"
"John that's the date you ask Sierra to marry you,"
"Yes it was that day,"
"Aw look at her can I hold her she is beautiful,"
"That's John's love child he made with her,"
"Mother please," her sister said
"What's her name?"
"Her name is Marcela,"
"Mommy that's my step sister,"
"You also fall in love with that dorky man,"
"Yes, yes I did," Sandra whisper.
"Why,"
"Just happen,"
"Bull you ruin their relationship,"
"Momma not now,"
"Sierra how old are you,"
"28,"
"Your birthday date is,"
"June 10th I think,"
"Your son birthday,"
"March 26th,"
"Where was you born at?"
"Dorchester Mass,"
"No sweetie you was …"
"Mr. Mrs. Jones your daughter is suffering from some kind of drama temp of memory loss out of all the question I ask her she only got two right I am going to set up some test to see how much she loss it might come back right away it might not,"
"What's your name?"
"Who me," Sandra said
"Yes what's your name?"
"Sandra Moore,"
"Was we friends,"
"No we wasn't at first than you came around and we become friends,"
"Why we wasn't friends,"
Sandra took a deep breath and sat down next to her on the bed.
"You was in love with him," Sandra said pointing to John. "And you wanted him back we had a bad fight and you set him up so I would leave him and um to be honest with you that's all water under the bridge now,"
"I want to know,"
"Honey you don't talk to her she is the reason …."
"Mother stop Sierra had change for the better and you hated let her be the way she was before the accident,"
"No, no we are friends she wouldn't do anything to hurt me,"
"No I wouldn't,"
"She looks like a little doll here take her I need to laid down my head hurting,"
"I think it is time for you all to leave now she do need to rest,"
"We have to make some calls thought we will be having a funeral,"
"Yes momma you do I knew she was going to live you and John written her off,"
"John wanted her dead more than me so he can play house with that woman you are the reason why Sierra started hanging out with Rene if you didn't come into his life they would be married now its your fault yours!"
"Lord forgive me what I am about to say to this woman she is not giving me no choice let me tell you something your daughter slept with my best friend husband she slept with John's best friend I did not ruin their relationship she ruin her relationship with him not me all I ever wanted to be his friend nothing more I am so sorry we fall in love I am sorry that she got caught up the lies that Rene was telling her to do I am sorry that …"
"How dare you, you knew that they was trying to get back together,"
"Mother stops it!"
"I didn't know if I did I wouldn't bother," Sandra said putting Marci and Johnny in their car seats. "How did I know he had girlfriend when kept that to himself he didn't say anything if he really love… I am out of here John you coming,"
"Yeah I think you need to get your fact straight Mrs. Jones your daughter wasn't no angel yes we'd talk about getting back together but it wasn't nothing solid she knew that she was the one act like she didn't wanted me not the other way around," John said getting into the car.
On the ride home Sandra and John was so quiet and John ask Johnny did he wanted McDonalds for dinner and he was happy about it and they pull up to McDonald and want inside and they let Johnny played and they talk.
"I want to say sorry to you and the hell that I put you through,"
"Will we put each other through a lot?"
"Yes are you still leaving tomorrow?"
"I don't know I really don't want to leave now um we will see what happen at the meeting I have in the morning before I leave,"
"Cool,"
"I guess I um notice something you got sad when Sierra called you a dork why,"
"Because that was her pet name for me when I act up she said dork stop it or something,"
"Aw I didn't know that,"
"Yes the date she said March 26th is when we met back in 2005,"
"Really so she do somewhat remember you,"
"Yeah strange huh,"
"But she isn't 28 is she,"
"Yes,"
"Oh okay,"
"What,"
"No wonder why she hated me I was older and mature than her,"
"Yeah Sandy I am going to be honest with you I don't want you to leave me I love you so much and it was stressful time and I …"
"I am over it I am going back to Carson City finish up my master degree and um I think they going to opening a new center here if they do I'll keep my promise I will transfer down here I am not going to keep you way from your daughter,"
"What about us,"
"We have to work on that but I love you too and I am not going to give up on you …"
"But,"
"But you need to get your anger in check I never seen you act like that the way you act that night can you do that for me the last time you explode like that was with your father I am going to ask you straight out are you taking steroid if you are we can't be together until you get off of them,"
"I am not on steroid baby I just keep things ball up and I do that I been like that since I was kid yeah the bad one I had with fabulous I know it look like a person on roids but I am not baby I am telling you the truth can you do a me favor,"
"Anything for you,"
"Watch my son for me since I am out already I am going to check into the same place that Randy want to for my anger,"
"You think that that is wise for you to leave for rehab,"
"Yes plus I am also going to be a doing a movie soon,"
"That's great news so um are you leaving wrestling now to seek out Hollywood,"
"I am going to do both sweeties,"
"That's cool try again who knows this might be the one you get award for,"
"I don't know about that,"
"You never know,"
"True,"
Then they got quite and Johnny came over towards them.
"Can I get ice cream?"
"Yeah sure want one Sand,"
"I'll take hot fudge sundaes with nuts,"
"What these nuts,"
"Very funny," Sandra said smiling.
"Can't Marci have an ice cream too?"
"She too little for it,"
"Not really if you soft it up for her maybe she can eat it,"
"No I don't think she would want the ice cream,"
"Why not mommy,"
"Because it might hurt her gums,"
"Oh can we go to Basket Robbins,"
"Sure bud if it is okay with mommy Sandy,"
"Can us,"
"Sure,"
Than they left McDonald and want to Basket Robbins and John got them a ice cream cone and sundaes and they laughing and talking and John got a call from WWE telling him that they going to hold off on the movie until February of next year to make sure he is heal up and John look at Sandra and wipe her mouth she had little chocolate and she smile at him.
"Thanks,"
"No problem that was my boss and um the movie is on hold until next year so I am going to rehab my arm and my mind and I working on this relationship I can't lose you,"
"You're not going to lose me,"
"I going to rehab I won't be here for you or the kids,"
"I am use to being alone beside I going to be busy god knows what I'll be doing,"
"You think Sierra will get her memory back,"
"Yes I do she is a tough girl and I have faith in her,"
"Yes been a long day ready go home now,"
"Yes I am,"
"Ready bubby time to go home now mommy has to get up early,"
"We still leaving," Johnny said
"For a little while than we be back,"
"Cool,"
Than they got home and Sandra and John put the kids to bed and they sat on the sofa and talking about different issues.
"Okay if I do get deported back to Florida will you have a problem of me working part time?"
"No you can work part time if you want I just want you be close to home with the kids,"
"Yeah me too,"
"Good what you thinking,"
"I miss how we use to be so close and how we just laugh and have so fun I want that back,"
"Me too baby I want it back to where we was before all this happen you think this time we going to make it,"
"I don't know,"
"I hope we can make it,"
"Me too,"
"I never thank you for not telling none of my fans that we are getting married or have a daughter Vince thinks it is good idea to let my fans think I am single and I still can have any woman I want,"
"What he is ashamed of that you fall in love with a woman who is older than you and happen to be Afro American I mean I can understand but sooner or later you going have to tell it or people going to talk about you,"
"You sayed it yourself that they thought Randy and me was gay lovers so let them think that,"
"Yeah I did say that but John don't you want to tell it,"
"Not really come on you knew that some of us had girlfriends right,"
"I said it day one when I started to like you I told Suzanne I know he got a girlfriend he to good looking to be single,"
"Did you believe me when I said I was single?"
"Some what when you said it in 2004 when you told that you and Liz broke up I believe that and you was single but than when 2005 roll around before I met you and I heard Right Now when you say To girlfriend Let's Get It On Like The Slow Jam I knew from that day on you had a girlfriend and I had a bad feeling and I keep telling Suzanne he got a girlfriend that's all I keep saying she sayed god bless her soul try not to hurt my feelings saying you don't know it is all in my mind stuff I knew …"
Sandra favorite song came on and she smile.
"I love this song,"
"You like Lenny Kravitz,"
"I love him I love this song because it is so true it isn't over until it is over,"
"So in a nut shell you knew I was lying from day one but you still wanted me why,"
"Someday I did some days I didn't I wanted Rhyno or Paul or Dave or someone else you wasn't the main guy I love until Terry got fired for breaking that vest man anywho so after I met you that's when you came the number one guy and I fall hard for you than when you decide to kiss her I still love you but I knew you was taking some days I wanted you bad and some days I didn't and than when Liz came out of the closet about you all relationship and stuff I was like fuck it I can't get him at all and even though you still was my number one favorite to be honest with you I was starting to fall in love with Adam I always love Adam from day one when he started in the old WWF days and one time I had crush on Randy please do not telling him I call secret on that anywho so I thought will I never going to get him and he might be married now and got a kid and that's why he cut down on doing autograph session and lot of things want thought this crazy my mind of mind ,"
"You really had it all plan out huh,"
"I just try to convince myself not to get caught up what Vince was doing to you and what happen I did I should had known better that you wasn't single in my mind I knew but my heart told me something else and I don't know why I listen to my heart,"
"If Suzanne told you that I was single and she was dating Randy would you believe her?"
"No that's why she never told me all she told me his name was Randy and he travels a lot I never put two and two together because I knew Randy was a married man at the time so why would he be with her you know we are not the drop dead super models you know,"
"That's why we love you,"
"Yeah we love you too god why can't this relationship run smooth,"
"Because if you got everything handed to you, you would have a boring life,"
"Yeah that's true but I want my relationship have way run smooth why do I have to have a fuck up relationship,"
"Because it makes us learn from our mistake come on I forgive you and you forgive me we are happy we are together?"
"I always be happy that we are together I thank god everyday I am with you because if I wasn't with you I would be still getting into bad relationship,"
"Yeah,"
"Yeah I was about to do the worst mistake I was going to call my ex boyfriend if things didn't go well that weekend,"
"You serious,"
"Yes,"
"I am glad you had a great time that weekend,"
"Me too,"
Than they finish listening to the radio and John look at Sandra in the eyes and smile and their song came on and they smile at each other and then they started kissing and making out with each other and they turn off the radio and want into the room and they made love to each other and the next morning they didn't say much to each other and Sandra got ready to go to her meeting and John watch the kids and she want there and everyone was looking at her and didn't say much and they look over her profile and they told her she wasn't qualify enough to be a partner and offer her a sale rep job and she told them that she will take it but she only going to work part time and wants the same paid and they agree on her working part time but told her she have to take a paid cut and she ask about the manager position and again they told her she wasn't qualify she was getting man but she told she will get back to them and she left and want back home.
"Hi babe how did it go,"
"I am moving to Florida but not as a partner or manger I am back to my old position you go out have a kid this crap happen to you,"
"So sorry babe at least you be working Monday through Friday 9 to 5,"
"No I am going to work part time you are so right and I got a month to move back here so isn't that good,"
"You still leaving to go Carson today,"
"Yeah I'll be back so um what you going to be doing,"
"As much I love this house I want the kids to have their own rooms so I am thinking maybe we should get our own place,"
"Are you for real you want us to get our own place?"
"Yeah we can stay in the neighborhood it is an empty bigger house around the corner for us to move in if you still want to marry me,"
"Yes I still want to married you kidding but we got to work something's out before we do,"
"Yes we do and we can make it baby I know we can,"
"I know we can too and we going to work it out and be ourselves again,"
"I love you Sandy,"
"I love you too and nothing going to hurt us again,"
"I hope you are right about that,"
"Yes I do,"
"Come here the kids are taking a nap so you want to be for you leave,"
"Yeah sure why not,"
"Mommy Sandy you are back,"
"That's your son," Sandra whisper to John, "Yes I am back you miss me,"
"Yes are we still leaving?"
"Yes but we will be back very soon,"
"How long we are leaving,"
"Two weeks vacation and guess what,"
"Since you been a good boy and you help me with Marci I am taking you to Disneyland how do that sound,"
"Daddy going with us,"
"Daddy have to get his arm heal up and we going to move into a new house so you can have your own room like you use to have,"
"When is mommy coming home?"
"When mommy Sandy comes back,"
"Cool is she moving in also,"
"Yes,"
"I can't wait to go to Disneyland,"
"Yeah I might come out there also,"
"Cool I hope you mommy get better soon,"
"We will and we will be stronger than ever,"
Than they left to go leave to go to the airport when Melissa called Sandra to tell her that their favorite band is getting back together again,
"Missy is you sure it isn't rumor,"
"I don't think people magazine would lie about that,"
"But if they do get back together what record label is going to pick them and who they going to tour with and are they bring out a cd with it and would my fiancé would go with me to the concert would your husband go will Suzanne and Roxy and Andrea and Jessica and everyone in our old group will we be able to go,"
"It will be a girl's weekend Sandy I know we … wait you and John is back together again,"
"Oh you didn't hear the good news will I am coming back to Carson but I am transferring to their new office down in Tampa and I am going to be working part time and um Sierra is alive and she will be coming out of the hospital soon and she have little memory lose and her mom blames me for it,"
"Oh wow that was shocker huh she just woke up and said I am not going nowhere,"
"Yeap and I was shock and I was scared that if she die than Rene walks free,"
"That's great she can't walk you just have to pray that Sierra get her memory back that's all,"
"Yeah I know I'll talk to you when we land see you than,"
"Alright see you have a safe trip,"
"Thank you,"
"Let me guess you are planning a girl's weekend right,"
"My favorite group might be getting back together again,"
"Who,"
"New Kids on the Block,"
"Oh no you are kidding me right,"
"That's what Missy said she read it in People so we will see,"
"I am not going with you to that concert,"
"Good I didn't want you to go either,"
"Good,"
"That be so cool if they do,"
"Please tell me why you want to go back to them years for,"
"I don't know it was fun we was young and didn't have a care in the world why you trying to be Mr. Olympia I loved New Kids on the Block especially with Donnie,"
"Really I thought you might be more Jordan fan,"
"I liked him too but Donnie and I have something in common,"
"What's that?"
"We share a birthday," Sandra said smiling.
"That's cool but I got you he don't so there come on lets get you three on the plane I'll see you in two weeks okay,"
"Yeah,"
"Johnny I want you to be a good boy listen to mommy Sandy okay,"
"I will bye daddy I love you,"
"I love you too bubby be good I'll see you baby girl be good too buttercup I'll see you and we got some make up to do,"
"Yeah we will," Sandra, said giving John a kiss on the lips and giving him a hug, "Next time I see you the sling should be off right,"
"It's off now I am just wearing it so I won't hurt it again,"
"Oh okay I love you,"
"Love you too,"
"Come on Johnny Milkshake,"
"Mommy,"
"Yes,"
"You daddy staying together,"
"Yes sweetie we are I love your dad very much we was stress out so no more worrying,"
"Oh okay cool,"
than Sandra got on the plane and she finish her fan faction and Marci had woke up and Sandra try to clam her down and Johnny started singing a song that Sandra was surprise that he knew and she clam down and want back to sleep.
"How do you know that song?"
"I heard daddy singing it,"
"Oh okay you like that song,"
"It's okay,"
"Alright good take a nap for me,"
"Okay,"
Sandra smile and she took her phone out and text message John and she smile the rest of the flight and when the plane land Dave was waiting for her at the airport,
"Hey what you doing here,"
"Your man ask me to pick you up wow she getting beautiful everyday,"
"Thank you and you are getting handsome too,"
"Thank you hey little bubby how are you,"
"Great where Athena,"
"She is in school she is in LA,"
"Why,"
"Because she got a very important job there,"
"She does," Sandra, said getting her bags,
"Yes she work at Disneyland,"
"Ssh don't tell Johnny it is surprise he knows we going there but he don't know she works there you still looking hot as ever,"
"Thank you ,you do too got most of the baby weight off that's cool now that you are single mom and I am single now don't ask what happen,"
"Aw I thought it would work John and I are back together we talk and clam down and we made up and um Sierra isn't dead she is alive she came out of her coma when they was pulling out the tubs,"
"What are you for real?"
"Yes oh yeah I am moving back to Tampa my job deported me to a desk job,"
"Will it is for the best but you do keep your pay right,"
"Nope I am taking a pay cut," Sandra said getting into the jeep, "Its suck but what can I do I have two kids to take care off John got custody of Johnny until she gets her memory back,"
"That's great her mom still hates you,"
"Yes she does,"
"Is he coming to help you?"
"Yeah to move thank god his dad and step mom and sisters and my mommy are helping they should be getting started we are planning into a bigger house so the kids can have their own rooms and we have room for our cars,"
"That's great I am happy for you two,"
"Yeah right you was hopping we hook up didn't you,
"Can man dream here,"
"Yes you can dream,"
"You are glowing and smiling that's one thing I miss your smile,"
"Aw I miss you too and I miss your sweet kind words that comes from you too you look good the other night when you was standing on the rope and you had them tight jeans on your black t shirt on man you still got it,"
"Stop making me look good but I will say thank you,"
"You are welcome,"
"I am going to miss this house,"
"Yeah we had some fun I mean I had some fun hanging out with you and Melissa and Anglo are you sure you doing the right thing,"
"Yes I am sure he is getting help I know I am not that weak little woman but if I had hit him back I would had been in jail you know that,"
"I don't think so babe,"
"What was I suppose to do huh his girlfriend was dying he had a broken arm he had two kids to help raise he and I was under a lot of stress he told me he promise he will work on his anger and I believe him,"
"Sandra case the next time you two get in a big fight like that he do that again are you stand by him,"
"No I am going to leave and he knows that,"
"Alright here we are home sweet home,"
"Thank you for the tickets to for us also I almost forgot to tell you,"
"You are welcome baby doll come lets get these kids in the house,"
"Yeah,"
Than Sandra walk into the house and everyone was helping her mom was cooking in the kitchen and her soon to be step mother in law was there too and Sandra came in there and thy gave her a hug and they was talking.
"David picks you up,"
"Yes mother he did,"
"What's wrong?"
"I wish I could stayed in the position I was in I brought a lot diverse in it and stuff now I am back to my nine to five job,"
"Now you are and John back together or is it over,"
"As right now we are still together I know I am wrong to take him back but we both sayed some nasty things to each other and we talk last night and we going to give it another shot mom don't look at me like,"
"How am I looking?"
"Like you got to be kidding me I raise you better than that both of you giving me that look,"
"Listen to me it is something you brought out of him never …"
"Linda comes on now you know he can get help and he is going to get help have some…"
"Remember the last person he attack like that his father than he cry and express his feeling I seen this in a lot of people yes he going to get help now for it but it took you to say what you had sayed to him now he getting help same like Randy I know about Randy's problem now he haven't had no more problem but it can come back case he start feeling sorry for Sierra and want to help her with everything,"
"I'll deal with it when it happen she don't remember him but she remember when she got engage to him and when they started dated but I will be alright,"
"Hi grandmom Linda," Johnny said coming into the kitchen.
"Hey look at you,"
"Hi grandmom Martha,"
"Oh look how big you gotten looking like your dad everyday,"
"Hey I'm back,"
"We are in the kitchen,"
"Hey my beautiful wife my beautiful grandson and soon to be daughter is still a go or not,"
"It's a go for right now,"
"Maybe he gets the help he needs,"
"Yeah, yeah,"
"Dinner ready yet,"
"Yes so when is the date,"
"Sometime next year John wants to get back to work make sure Sierra is okay and I am back home plus we are planning to buy a house together,"
"When were you going to tell us this?"
"I did what you think I am making a mistake?"
"No but did he tell you that Sierra staying with you all," John Sr. said
"Yes I know that she will be staying with us,"
"You don't have a problem with that plus you are not train to do that,"
"She going to have a nurse it will be okay,"
"Just in case god forbid she do and they get close than what,"
"John is going to be way I don't know when he going back to wrestling but he going to get help for anger just like what Randy did so I don't know they going to have time to get back together again,"
"Alright seem you two figure it out huh,"
"Yes we did Linda I know where you going at and I think you for that but I think we will be alright,"
"Good luck to you both,"
"Thanks,"
Two weeks want by and Sandra kept her promise to Johnny and took him and Marcela and John came with them and he didn't have the sling on no more and he was more happier and Dave want also and had his two grandsons and they had good time and Sandra and Dave his grandsons and Johnny all got on the rides together and John watch them because Marcela was too young to go on the rides yet.
"Oh look at her she getting so big its me John, Athena,"
"Hey look at you I didn't recognize you, you playing Jasmine,"
"Yeah want your pic taking with me,"
"Sure thank you,"
"Hey Dave bring the kids here,"
"Look who is that over there guys,"
"Jasmine," all the boys said
"Want to meet her," Sandra said
"Alright let's go over there," Dave said
"Is that your baby girl?" Sandra said smiling
"Yes it is don't say nothing," Dave said
"Hello Jacob Aden and Johnny,"
All the boys had their mouth wide open they could not believe that she knew their names, Sandra, John, and Dave all was smiling and they look at them and wonder how she knew them.
"You know us,"
"Yes I do I have magic and the wizard told me your names,"
"Mommy she knows my name,"
"Yes it's a reason why she knows your name,"
"There is,"
"Yes you don't know your girlfriend when you see her," John said smiling at his son
"Athena, Athena it is so good to see you,"
"Aunt Athena that's you," Aden and Jacob said
"Yes it is Ssh keep it down I am not suppose to talk to friends and family when I am in this hot …"
"Yes you are hot..." Johnny said
Everyone was laughing than Johnny started to look sad.
"What's wrong Johnny,"
"Where is the real Jasmine at?"
"She will be out soon don't worry little bubby okay,"
"Alright,"
"Let's get a group pictures everyone,"
"Alight than I'll go get the real Jasmine for you little dudes,"
"Thank you so much you made their day,"
"You are welcome,"
Than Athena ask one of her coworkers to take the pictures and than she had to go and Johnny gave Sandra a big hug and thank her for a wonderful time and they want to go to eat and some of the characters came around the table and everyone was happy and John was being a flirt with Belle and Sandra laugh at him and the night falls they watch the light show parade and they watch the fireworks and John and Sandra kiss each other and enjoy the fireworks and they left to go back to the hotel they was staying at,
"I haven't had so much fun in a long time,"
"Yeah it was great look at our babies they so tired,"
"Yes they are I am too tired to kiss you,"
"Yeah right,"
"I am I going to change be right back,"
"Alright I'll be here looking for something to watch,"
"Aren't you going to change John, John are going…"
Sandra walk over towards their bed and kiss John on the lips and hug and the next day they to go back to Tampa and Sierra memory started to come back some and her mom was mad at John for taking Johnny to Disneyland.
"Mommy,"
"Hi sweeties how are you,"
"I am doing good you know who I am,"
"Yes you are my handsome and adorable son who I had with this dork over here,"
Little Johnny laugh at his mom when she call John a dork.
"Mommy why did you call daddy a dork for,"
"I don't know I am surprise I want with him he isn't really my type of guy,"
"That makes both of us," Sandra said whisper to herself
"You say something Sandy right,"
"Yes, yes no I was just thinking how you smiling a lot you never did that before,"
"It's a lot of things I never do,"
"Mommy what's that,"
"A poem I wrote,"
"Sierra I knew for a good five years you never wrote anything matter fact you hate writing,"
"That's what my older sister from Boston said she wanted me to stay with her but I really don't like her she have a nasty mouth and she crazy,"
"Can you read it?"
"I don't know you read dork,"
"The name is John but I let it slid for now," John said smiling.
"This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to,"
"Start reading dork," Sandra smile said and blowing a kiss to John and mouthing I love.
"You two a cute couple you know that,"
"Thank you I wish you never mind what I was going to say," Sandra said
"If I could
catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you
its beauty
on the days you're feeling blue.
If I could
build a mountain,
you could call your very own
a place to find
serenity,
a place to be alone.
If I could take your
troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
but all things I am
finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
or
catch a rainbow fair,
but let me be what I know best,
a
friend who is always there. That's very nice Sierra I like it,"
"That's nice mommy,"
"I hope we all can be friends again I keep seeing the accident and it was a bad one I keep hearing that I almost die,"
"Couple times," John whispers.
"Your arm is better now,"
"Yeah got out of the sling month ago,"
"Cool so when you going to work,"
"Soon I am clear but they feel I should take little more time,"
"I bet Steph said she wish you came back that next week,"
"Yeah ready to go,"
"Yeap I am ready,"
"Yes I am not a big fan of hospitals," Sandra said.
"Where is your little girl at?"
"She is with her grandmom my mom lives in Orlando um John and I thinking on moving into a bigger place,"
"Cool planning to have more kids,"
John and Sandra look at each other and started laughing and John push Sierra in the wheel chair and the doctor was there to sign the last of her papers and gave them instruction on if Sierra has a nightmare and he gave them a prescription to take sleeping pill and she be getting help and counseling for her depression if it should come up.
"Thank you for helping me,"
"You are welcome,"
Than on the to Sandra mom house Sierra was little scared being in the car Sandra told her everything will be alright and she clam down and they want to Wal-Mart to get her prescription fill John want to Sandra house to drop off Marci clothes she spending couple days with her grandmom.
"Marci be a good girl for grandmom okay I love you baby girl," John said giving her a kiss on the cheek. "You sure you don't mind her staying here,"
"No she is my only granddaughter and I want to spend time with her god knows when I get to see her,"
"We staying in Florida,"
"Yes I know I hope you and my daughter work out and no more hitting her,"
"I know I am going to be leaving again for rehab for my anger I didn't know that Johnny seen it that's all I need on my hand is my son beating up on woman and girls and I don't want that for him thank god she was too little to see it,"
"If you hit my daughter again I'm coming after you,"
"I understand she did hit me back hard on my bad arm,"
"Yes she can be heavy handed,"
"She punk me out good,"
"You see way she was single so long,"
"Yes I do now,"
"Good so how is Sierra doing,"
"She freak out little getting into the car Sandy had to clam her down and talk to her I don't know we might move to over this way I don't know yet we will see,"
"Sandra knows about this,"
"Not yet she is picking up some of Sierra meds and shopping probably buying John a toy every time they go there she ends up buying her a toy,"
"Gee I wonder she got that from,"
"From you,"
"Yes has he throw a fit yet in the store,"
"With Sandy no but with me he has and I gave in,"
"Why,"
"Couple of wrestling fans was near by that's why he did it because he knows I couldn't yell at him,"
"Smart kid you have there,"
"Thank you,"
"Is Sandra still breast feeding?"
"Yeah she pump out a weeks worth for you,"
"I wanted to do that with her but I had to go back to work,"
"Yeah Sand told me she also told me she taking a paid cut and going back to a 9 to 5 schedule she look bum about it,"
"Will she liking what she was doing she is at peace like she is with you at peace I know you two agree that if she comes back here she only work part time so she won't be way from her daughter…"
"Hold that thought hello yes alright I'll be there okay I will,"
"That was Sandra she needs me to come so we will be back in a week Sierra have to go to the doctors than Sandy was little mad when they cut her paid but she seen to be happy not working them long hours I was scared for her when she carrying her,"
"Alright when you going to go to rehab,"
"Next week everything happen so fast I am glad my arm is heal up and I will try not to injure it again,"
"Better be careful now you have two children to take care of,"
"Yes mom I will,"
"Alright see you before you go,"
"Yeap you will be good girl alright,"
"Bye,
"Bye-bye,"
Than John want to pick up Sandra and Sierra from the store and they couple bags and John was little mad but when he found out who it was for he wasn't and than they drove down to Tampa and they got in about 8:30pm that night and Sierra look around the house and ask question and Sandra show her the room she is staying at and she thank them and she took her meds and want to sleep for the night and Johnny slept in his room and want to sleep.
"Sierra never goes to be this early,"
"Maybe she don't remember being up all night and stuff,"
"Yeah Sandy can I ask you something,"
"Shoot,"
"Are you happy that you are working part time I know what we talk about it but I want you to be happy?"
"Yeah I am cool with it um who knows I might go back to it I love being a CEO but I have three kids to take care of,"
"Three kids," John said raising a eyebrow
"Yes three you are the third kid,"
"I'll show you how much of kid I am,"
"Bring it on,"
"You know we shouldn't do this,"
"Why baby,"
"Case Sierra wakes up or Johnny,"
Sandra took a deep breath and got up.
"What,"
"Nothing I am going to bed coming,"
"Yeah be there in a minute,"
Sandra want into the room and she was little mad because she wanted to make out to him and he turn her down and John came into the room with little box for Sandra.
"Sandy,"
"What,"
"Are you mad at me?"
"Why would you think that?"
"Because you left this behind,"
"What is it?"
"I know your birthday was last month and I want to make it up to you,"
"Open it,"
"Alright Cena what are you up to what is it you need to tell me."
"Nothing bad I just want to tell you I love you so much and you are the best wife to be and mother and I want to give you this to remind me how much we love each other,"
Sandra took off her reading glasses and she open up the box it was heart shape pendent with diamonds in three different sizes.
"Oh John thank you so much it is beautiful and it have a matching ring with it alright what did you do,"
"I found us a place I am telling you going to love it,"
"I thought we was going to look together,"
"Will I didn't buy it yet I want you to check out with me in the morning,"
"How long going to be gone,"
"A month,"
"When you coming back to wrestling,"
"That I don't know doctors had clear me but the great writers haven't came up with anything,"
"So what are you going to be doing while you are home?"
"Watch my kids and help Sierra get her memory back and loving you and maybe moving our new place,"
"I see than sometime next year we are getting married right,"
"Yeah most likely after Wrestlemaina,"
"Around Marci birthday,"
"Yeah that's when I am done with my new movie also at end of May of next year I am going to do it,"
"No honeymoon?"
"Yeah we going on a honeymoon,"
"What I spend a week with you in New Orleans,"
"Come on Sandy you have a good time there plus I will be there for Fat Tuesday if we get married around that time,"
"I have a kid now I can't be acting crazy,"
"Yes you can momma and you will you know why,"
"I am scared to ask why,"
"Because you are so beautiful to me," John whisper and walkover towards Sandra on the bed and kiss her on the lips and it was hot and deep and John smile at her and he pull out another box.
"What is that?"
"I was surfing the net couple weeks ago and seen this ring,"
"Nice ring looks like a engagement ring for a woman who has man's fingers,"
"Sandy that was wrong,"
"My bad but it does look like that,"
"It's a male engagement ring and I want you to ask me,"
Sandra bust out laughing and John was not laughing he was dead serious about it.
"I am serious,"
"You want me to ask you to marry me,"
"Yes,"
"Alright sit here on the bed I'll be right back,"
"Where are you going?"
"Come out here on the sun porch,"
"Alright,"
John walk outside on the sun porch and she put on their song and John sat on the patio sofa and Sandra got on her knees and look at him and smile
"John you are nuts and I love you too death I wish I knew I would brought everyone over but that's cool just us I never thought my dreams would come true and they did the day I met you and I knew you was different from any other wrestler I love I always dream that you would be the one that push me and you do everyday you push me and I want to ask you these words to you John Felix Anthony Cena will you have the honor the cherish this moment forward to be my husband I love you so much and I do believe we was born to be together and I am glad you are in my life I love you god have us together for a reason and I think him every night no more fighting or hitting understand,"
"Yes I will have the honor to love you and be the best husband I can be,"
"Make love to me right out here,"
"Yes baby I will make love to you anywhere you want me to,"
John and Sandra had made love that night and every other night they was back to was at and John left for rehab and Sandra was helping Sierra everyday Sierra was getting better each day and one day she remember everything that happen that day and she still was calling John dork and she starting to have a new out look on everyone and her family didn't like the new her but she couldn't go back to her old self again.
"Thank Sandy for helping me,"
"You are welcome and it is great to see you laughing and smiling like this before you didn't smile that much but now you are,"
"So you and dork are okay,"
"Yeah but you can call him John or JC,"
"Okay for my son sake I will have you spoken to him,"
"Yeah he called the other night he is up to something because he is in Europe promoting the pay per view and he isn't even on it and he said watch Survivor Series,"
"Maybe he going to be a guest ref,"
"I don't know but Rated R Killers needs a another guy on their team,"
"Yeah that Dave guy is hot is he single,"
"You like Dave,"
"Oh no don't tell me I slept with him already,"
"No you never like anyone with brown skin,"
"I am changing,"
"Yeah I can see um I am planning a wedding as you know I would like for you to be a bridesmaids for me,"
"That's so cool thank you,"
"You are welcome and um so are you ready to go to court for this,"
"Yes I want it over and done with so I can move on to a new life don't worry Johnny and I staying in Florida and I am going to my own place did John buy that place for us,"
"Yes he help you with it you get child support from him and um you was going to school for your business degree,"
"Oh okay I don't know if I want to do that now I want to do something else,"
"Whatever you do I know John and I will have your back,"
"Thank you,"
"You are very welcome."
"This is a nice house why don't you guys just add on you have room to make a upstairs and keep maybe two spear bed rooms down stairs for guest,"
"Dork I mean John I was thinking the same thing and I was over ruled on it,"
"Oh why,"
"Because he don't want his prize cars get ruin,"
"They are some nice cars he has,"
"Yeah I know I ask him what he going to do with them when he die can't take them with you and he said I'll be getting them and the kids,"
"He is too funny hey we should go out it is nice night out and I think Christen wouldn't mind watching the kids,"
"I better not you use to party too hard for me,"
"Come on for two hours anyway I can't drink not when I am on my meds,"
"Next week we can go out John's co workers are going to be here and um they doing a TV tapping and you can meet everyone,"
"I use to be good friends with the divas right,"
"Some of them um some of them didn't like you and I talk to my friends there and they kind of shock about how you change,"
"Yes I have god knows I needed to change and I hope I can be friends with them and tell them sorry for what I might had done,"
"My bff that means best friend forever she is married to John's best friend Randy and they have two girls who are one years old and they always crash here when they come to town but since you are here they staying at the hotel with the rest of the wrestling family,"
"That's cool yeah I'll should you a picture of them this was their last year Christmas card,"
"He is hot,"
"Yeah he is hot,"
"I slept with him,"
"Yeah,"
"I wish I can remember that,"
"Why,"
"He seems like a very smart fun guy to be with he knows how to put a smile on your face if you are down,"
"Yeap he can do that,"
"Was he single at the time when I slept with him?"
"No he was going through a divorce at the time,"
"Oh I am so –so sorry that I did that was I the reason for it,"
"Um for what I hear it was Randy bad temper that cause it,"
"He looks like a teddy bear,"
"God woman the man have a ego size of this room but yeah he chill out a lot since than he did some crazy things but he is cool now,"
"Thank god,"