here are some notes passed on the train. Fair warning: talk of a sexual nature scattered throughout.
prongs has the worst timing. i hate him
You don't hate him. you just hate his bad timing.
do you have ANY idea how close I was? !
well, its all well and good for you! you came already!
STOP LAUGHING ALREADY
im serious! (dont you DARE make a stupid pun) i was so CLOSE! and honestly, you look insane. stop laughing
moony, its NOT FUNNY
stop it
my apologies...I just couldn't help myself.
I love you.
you should be sorry.
i love you too.
Can I make it up to you later?
oh fucking hell yes. you need to finish what you started
That can definitely be arranged...and you better be a bit more careful the next time you're pulling at my hair. My head hurts, I think you pulled some hair out.
i thought that you liked it when i pull your hair. you were moaning.
Of course I enjoy it, but that does not mean you can pull my hair out! There's a difference.
sorry. i'll try to remember... though its hard to think when you do that thing with your tongue... its brilliant
Sadly I have no idea what you're talking about...because I don't really think about it that much, I just do it, but I'm glad you enjoy it.
you know... that flicky thing you do at the tip. makes me hard just thinking about it. thank merlin these robes hide everything.
Oh...that. And really? Well, at least you aren't asking for my book anymore. Poor thing.
if i had your book, id probably rub one off with it right now. i cant wait to get you all alone so you can see what you do to me. what if i didnt even wait? what if i showed you right now?
Ew, my book! You can't say things about my book like that!
And seriously, Sirius, you can't show me right now. We're on the train, sitting with our friends who probably think I'm mad for laughing like crazy for no apparent reason just a little bit ago.
i know that you dont care about us being in public. remember when you dragged me to that muggle library? you were gagging for it. even more so after I told you that we could be caught.
I think this is a little bit different though, considering these are our friends and we haven't exactly told them about our relationship yet.
true... i dont really plan on telling them either
what if we went to the room of requirement later? after everyone falls asleep.
Of course we can. And wait...so now we're not telling them?
theres a thing that I want to try. youll love it
i mean we CAN... its just that im scared. ive already lost one brother. i dont want to lose another one.
Should I be scared?
And that is completely understandable. You know that no matter what happens though I'll be with you. We're in this together, so if we do tell them then both of us have to agree to do so. I wouldn't tell either of them if I knew you weren't ready yet.
yes.
it might take awhile... til im ready i mean. is that ok?
Oh dear.
That's fine, Sirius, honestly. There's no need to rush things. Take as long as you need to, and when you're ready let me know and I'll hold your hand the whole way through it if you'd like.
you will be completely at my mercy and I shall reduce you to an illiterate puddle of goo.
you always understand exactly what i need. i love you so much for that.
Well, it's a good thing I trust you then.
I like to think I know you pretty well, you know.
it really is, or else I wouldnt be allowed near that perky little bum of yours.
you do. better than i know myself
Or anything else for that matter.
that's not a bad thing though, right? I mean, it's kind of a good thing and all, but I guess it could be kind of bad at the same time.
true. but most importantly your bum, because its going to be involved in all or most of our activities later.
its a very good thing. well, its bad because you can tell whenever im planning a prank on snivilus or about to say something mean to henry and stop me... but its mostly a good thing
What exactly are you planning? I feel like this could be heading into territory we have yet to really speak about.
Yes, you would think those were bad things, wouldn't you?
no, im not talking about THAT. i know that youre not ready to go all the way yet. all i'll say about what I'm planning is that im going to be VERY hungry later and i might just try to eat you.
they ARE bad things!
I see...
They aren't *that* bad! I've saved you from plenty of trouble, stopping you from pranking Snape, and it's just not polite being mean to poor Henry when you know he's no competition.
eat you like youre covered in chocolate.
you know i cant help it! and i NEED to be mean to henry. he was your first kiss.
Can I cover you in chocolate?
You don't *have* to be mean to him, especially because of that.
no, tonight is MY turn. besides, chocolate was just a metaphor. there shall be no chocolate. wanna know why?
yes i do. i have to be mean to everyone who stares at your arse and wants to shag and kiss you thats not me.
I don't know...do I? Okay, yes, I do.
I guess me telling you that you're 'wasting your time being mean to those people since I don't want any of them besides you' would be pointless then?
because i wanna TASTE you
yes?
Fair enough...
I still wish you wouldn't be mean to them though.
damnit how are you staying so calm? !
i know. im sorry
I've had way too much experience with keeping my emotions in check. You know me. Internally I may just be freaking out. Does that make you feel better?
It's alright, I guess... I still love you.
cmon moony, relax. no one but us will see these notes. write what you're really thinking about my plans.
i love you too. i can try to be nicer i guess
Okay, so fine, I am freaking out a little, but at the same time I really do trust you. And I've felt comfortable enough to do everything else with you so far, so I'll be fine.
I would love that.
are you sure? because we can just kiss and put my extremely talented tongue to other uses
im only trying to make you happy
It'll be fine. Just as long as I get to take care of you and make up for earlier, since we were so untimely interrupted.
You do make me happy. Even when you're being ridiculous.
you dont need to. it seems like you always take care of me. its my turn to take care of you... and its sortof been a fantasy of mine to... yknow. eat.
im glad. i love you
Well...maybe I like taking care of you.
you take care of me every day. not, you know, sexually, but emotionally and stuff. so its going to be my turn now. i WANT to.
And you have already done more than enough taking care of me too (and not just sexually). Besides, you know I'm going to 'take care of you' either way, because I'm stubborn like that.
please moony? i WANT to
Okay, okay, but I don't see why I can't take care of you afterward.
yeah, ill probably need it.
Exactly.
i cant wait