Raising his head he took Shiro placing him in his bed and covering him. Laying his bear next to him He came back outside to Ame holding her. "Ame, are you...okay? I'm sorry..." He lay his head on her shoulder holding her tightly. Ame cried in his arms. Cradling her in his arms he rocks her as he sits down with her. "I know, please...forgive me...Ame..." He hugged her to his chest not knowing what to say, he couldn't bring them back, and he couldn't erase what happened. Now only one child remained. Their son...
Ame cries until she falls asleep. Lifting her sleeping he places her next to Shiro covering them both. He was a disgrace to let his son see that, for his wife to see their precious daughters go, he was a disgrace... He looked back then walked out jumping through the forest he cut down trees in his way, and any demon who dared to say the wrong thing. He didn't return till late that night.
After waking up hours later, Ame made Shiro dinner and wait for Sesshomaru to come home to her. Walking in his face was all bloody, and his hands gripped. But seeing his wife, and son he eased up and exhaled with a weak smile. "I'm home." Ame says, "I made dinner while you were gone." Ame was having a hard time holding in tears.
He slowly walked up to her kissing her deeply then ruffled Shiro's white head. "Hmmm, smells delicious..." The six year old crossed his arms at his father. "Where were you father? Hm? Mommy was worried!" He pointed at Ame glaring at his father. "I'm sorry Shiro, daddy needed to take care of some things." Ame says to Shiro, "Now my son stop glaring at your father and eat your supper. It will help with that cold you are starting to get." Ame sat in a chair next to Sesshomaru. She ate her food with saying a word. Her mind on what happened earlier.
Grumbling Shiro sat eating coughing and sneezing every now and then. "Finished." He then silently went back to the bedroom to play with his toys. Sesshomaru finished and sat back with a sigh. "Thank you it was good." Ame washed their dish not saying a word. Shiro came out and hugged his mom's back. "Momma! I want mamma to smile! I want mama father, and Shiro to smile! What does Shiro have to do?" He sneezed.
Ame turned and hugged her son softly. Rubbing his eye he then clutched to her. "Momma what does Shiro have to do? I want to help." He sneezed then Sesshomaru ruffled his son's hair with a smile as he stared at Ame. Ame picked Shiro up and held him in her arms. She says, "You don't have to do anything." She kissed his forehead. Rubbing his forehead he smiled then hugged her neck. "Okay." He then looked over his shoulder to Sesshomaru. "Father, mommy wants a hug too." He smiled. Sesshomaru nodded and came hugging them both close. Whispering into Ame's ear he spoke to her. "How about we start over?"
Ame whispers back, "Okay..." He lifted Shiro from Ame placing him on the ground. He then winked at his son with a smile. Young Shiro covered his eyes running off to the other room. He knew what his father was thinking. "Hmm...I'm sorry for the vents but...I want to make you happy again...your son wants you to smile again too. So from this point on...we make new memories...new lives..." He then wrapped his arms around her stomach. It was to be that thing happen. That mishaps lead to another, and that deaths occur for a reason, but sometimes for the best.