Yes I know it's been 13 days since I last uploaded but I do have a reason for the first week and a half aka 10 days, I had a really bad case of the flu where I could only sleep and throw up, it was horrible. Than the last three days I have been getting up to date with my school work which was a big pain and trying to get back on a normal sleeping schedule again after sleeping about 20 hours a day for the past 10 days. I am so sorry but it was out of my control so I couldn't do anything about it but I still feel really guilty. You want to know the worst part of this whole thing? Of course not because you just want the story but just stick with me because this is the LAST CHAPTER OF THE STORY SO NO MORE AFTER THIS ONE!

Alison's prov

I feel the biggest knot in my stomach of my whole life, I know I am over reacting but I have slight anxiety ever since my mom died which no one not even Em know about. One because they wouldn't shut up about it, two I would have to go see a shrink and three my dad would have to keep my home, and I don't want to spend the whole day at the office with him and Jason. I take a deep breathe and close my eyes tightly for that last bit of courage to get out of my car. I exhale after a second and finally open my eyes. I get out of the car and see Spencer, Mona and Aria in the normal spot. I don't know if I am relieved or saddened that Em isn't here yet, I guess both, if I can be.

That knot in my stomach is almost painful now when I reached my friends. I am hiding the nervousness which is consuming me but not fully which is annoying me. Spencer notices it first and nudges me raising a eyebrow. I give her a look not to ask which she responds with a quick nod and we turn back to the conversation or some what argument about whether or not one hot guy and another hot guy out of a TV should win a award for best hot guy from a TV, which I don't really pay attention too.

When I tune back in Hanna has joined the convocation and Spencer is rolling her eyes at them whilst being on her phone. "Ali what do you think Ian Somerholder from the Vampire Diaries or Jensen Ackles from the Supernatural for hottest TV actor?" Hanna asks me with a smirk snapping me out of my thoughts.

I roll my eyes "Spencer why are our friends such freaks?" I retort looking at Spencer who sniggers looking up from her phone.

"Children that's enough." Emily teases from be hind me. I feel like the nervousness and the knot in my stomach has multiplied by tenfold. I could just run away right here and now but that would make me loss Emily so that is out of the picture so I just have to suck it up. I zone out again until I realize they are all staring at me.

"What?" I snap crossing my arms.

"Do you wanna talk?" Emily asks and I shake my head to say no not being able to speak. How the nervousness has taken control, maybe my anxiety is a lot worse than I thought. "You sure?" Emily reassures and I do what I did the last time she asked. Emily drags me away from the group until we were out of sight "What's wrong?" Our hands touched for reassurance

"No, yes, I don't know, I think I have anxiety ever since my mom passed but I am going to do this because nothing is more important than you and I wouldn't trade this for all of the fake bitches in the world." I say honestly to not reassure her but also myself.

Emily smiles but then it goes into a face of concern "Ali anxiety isn't something you should just look over." Emily says

"Em I will get it worked out but lets go and let the world become super jealous of me because they know you are mine." I say intertwining our fingers as we make our away to the school.

After school

I am sat on Emily's bed with my head on her shoulder and her arm around my waist pulling me closer. My eyes are closed and I am in almost asleep after a night of sleeping horribly. The day wasn't really that bad, everyone was whispering about it until lunch where everyone seemed to move on with their lives and are now worshiping a girl from the Junior year who is like a version of me just a little less bitchy and pretty. I feel stupid for being so nervous about this because to be honest I had no reason to be after all.

Em kisses the top of my head and I sigh in approval. "I love you Em." I mutter in a sleepy voice. I feel her grip tighten around me pulling closer so everything which in this embrace can be touching is. I look up at her and our eyes meet and seconds later so do our lips in a sweet kiss. The kiss quickly turns into something sexual. I straddle her siting on her lap. I bit her bottom lip which makes her let out a moan. Her hands run up my shirt. Emily's mouth opens and I take the opportunity to explore her mouth with my tongue with I take.

However before it can get too far there is a knock on Emily's door. I then remember Em's mom is home and is knocking on the bedroom door. We break apart and I grab my phone quickly. "Come in." She calls just after she grabs a random school text book. After a very awkward conversation with Pam Fields we both look at each. Emily and I start laughing. My life is finally normalish, it isn't perfect but with Emily as my girlfriend it is pretty damn close and can only go up from here.

1 year later

In the last year all of us graduated and went to collage, Spencer is in UPenn and is doing Law, Hanna is in a fashion school, Mona is at Brown and is doing advanced computing , Aria is at a art school, Em got into Danby for her swimming. Now I know what you are thinking, where did Alison DiLaurentis go? Well I got into NYU and I am doing writing.

The only bad part about living in the same town as Em is that I only see her on the weekends. There is only about 30 minutes drive away from each other so it's not that bad. We are as strong as ever. My anxiety has almost gone completely, I get panic attacks when this get too bad or my mom comes. I am going home in the Christmas holidays where I am going to spend it with Em due to the fact my dad has went back to his second family since I left to college. Jason still lives at the house but I don't feel like going home. I can finally say this one line which I have wanted to say and it be true. My life right now is perfect.

THE END!