It was the last week of school, and Emma walked with Manny like a zombie down the hallway as she went over how fun the weekend was.
The whole school raved about the dance.
"And I so hooked up with Lucas after." Manny gushed, leaning on the locker beside Emma's, "He deserved it." she joked.
Emma just nodded and slowly put the combination in her locker.
"What about you? Get lucky?" winked Manny and Emma almost jumped and stared at her
"n-no." she stuttered, looking back into her locker and the replay of her and Jay in the bathroom went through her mind. She even felt herself squirm a little
"Not over Jay?"
Emma went to glare at her and insist she was over Jay, but behind Manny she saw him leaning on his own locker down the hall, Alex and Amy around him and talking but he just stared right back at her with an unreadable serious look on his face.
Emma looked away and flushed, "Lets go to class."
"what's the hurry?" Manny went after her.
By lunch, Emma was greatful when Jay wasn't around, he must of skipped. She just couldn't look at him now, being so obvious that she was still inlove with him.
By her last class, she couldn't even concentrate and after she was done her test, she went for a walk around the empty halls.
When she turned one corner she saw Jay leaning on his locker and they connected eyes. Emma blinked and then turned trying to walk off.
He ran after her and grabbed her wrist, "Let's talk." he said firmly, looking more stable then the other night
"Lets not." she hissed.
Jay frowned, he felt fucking horrible now, what he probably made her feel after her...used her like that. She was anything but some..slut. He'd been upset about it since he woke from a hangover.
She went to walk off but cursed when he wouldn't let her go and he looked around before he shoved her into the janitors closet
He put on the light by pulling the string and looked down at her as she snickered, "I so don't need to be in here with you." she sneered, trying to leave but he blocked the door.
"I was drunk." he told her, trying to explain and cringed, "Not THAT drunk, but enough to see what I did was cruel."
Emma snickered bitterly, "Now you think is the time to say sorry?" she tried to move him but he put his hands on her hips, backing her up.
"Would you fucking listen to me for once?" Jay asked her.
Emma frantically shook her head, "No I can't, cause none of us can talk to another with no bullshit coming out of their mouths!"
"Whose fault is that!" he snapped at her and she shut up.
She sadly looked down and shook her head slowly, fighting back tears, "I can't keep doing this." she whispered, heart broken.
He saddened and walked closer to her, "Did you.." he drifted off, looking away jealously and tried to contain his anger, "Did you sleep with him?"
Emma gave him a look of disbelief and angirly spat at him, "I felt dirty enough letting you fuck me WHILE I was on a date with someone else, and you think I'd go and give myself up easy to him?" she shoved him as hard as she could, flinging the door open to leave.
She yelped as he grabbed her back in, pulling her into his arms and shut the door behind him, locking it.
She yanked herself out of his arms and turned madly, he was smirking and she wanted to slap it off his face, or kiss it. Kiss it lots.
"Forgot how fiesty you got." he teased, stepping infront of her again and leaned his forehead down to hers, "I missed it."
"I'm not your little fuck toy." Emma hissed, she wasn't that type of girl.
He laughed at her and pushed her gently up against the wall and she nervously yelped a little almost tripping and put her hands on his shoulders.
He leaned down and kissed her and she whimpered but kissed back, not being able to resist.
"You are my fuck toy though." Jay huskily whispered when they pulled apart but stayed close as his hands roamed her tight black skirt up a bit.
Emma bit her lower lip and protested as much as she could, "No I-I.." she gasped when he pressed up against her after unzipping his jeans and felt his hardness against her heat. She wore a thong and he easily slipped passed it, slowly pushing up into her as she pushed her thighs apart.
He lifted her up by holding each of her thighs apart and against the wall, and she bobbed up and down each thrust he gave, holding onto him with her arms around his neck and panting.
He looked down into her eyes passionately, but she also saw the sadness in his eyes, the pain of being away from her and she felt so connected with him again.
He kissed her softly while pulling out and whispered, "I'm sorry." he pushed back in and she moaned, throwing her head back and looked back up.
She bit her lower lip and nodded, but playfully grabbed his chin this time and he looked deeply into her eyes when she did that.
He usually did this to her, and she did it so well and had him weak for her as she stared into his eyes firmly.
"I'm not something to just fuck." she told him, as they stopped moving and he nodded. She slowly rised up and he hissed and she held his chin harder to make him keep looking at her.
He did
"No more fucking other girls." she snapped at him, and he groaned, holding her hips to him tighter, "Say it." she ordered.
He looked seriously into her eyes, "Don't want anyone but you, Em." he confessed
Her heart fluttered, but she stayed looking in control, she arched back, moving her hips up and down on him and he moaned and grunted and she smiled sexily, seeing she still had such an effect on him.
She knew it couldn't of just went away. Love really didn't just stop
She let go of his chin and ran her finger down the side of his face and he closed his eyes to her touch.
"tell me you still love me." she whispered and he opened his eyes painfully and she warned, "Only if it's the truth though." her eyes were serious.
Jay was being quiet.
More silence.
It was starting to scare her and she looked down at his lips, waiting for him to say something and then cried out when he leaned on the wall, shoving up hard into her.
"I love you." he panted, and she opened her eyes back open just as he leaned down and kissed her hard. they finished up and she smiled happily and then started to come as she still smiled and screamed for him.
They caught their breaths and he pulled out, and zipped up. Then carefully pulled her skirt down, kissing her forehead.
Emma was so flustered and he smirked at that and grabbed her hand, getting out of the janitor closet. Emma breathed in the fresh cold air and caught her breath.
She playfully let go of his hand when the bell rang, and she began walking off, "Have a nice day." she taunted Jay, walking off with a smirk.
Jay stood there shocked and then smirked as students piled the halls and she was out of sight.
The little she devil..
(One more time- Maroon 5)
You and I go hard at each other like we're going to war.
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the door.
You and I get so damn dysfunctional, we stopped keeping score.
You and I get sick, yeah, I know that we can't do this no more.
Yeah, but baby there you go again, there you go again, making me love you.
Yeah, I stopped using my head, using my head, let it all go.
Got you stuck on my body, on my body, like a tattoo.
And now I'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid, crawling back to you
