Hello once again. I am going to be short. When I started this story three years I started it with a good and hardly used plotbunny that I just had to get out for the world to see. Initially I was fairly afraid that this story wouldn't be well received like most of my previous stories that I have written. Wouldn't it figure that this is the most popular fic I have written. All of you have made me happy beyond a doubt with all of the supportive reviews and my beta Khalthar.
I do have this story plotted out and an outline set out for just where I want this story to go. My primary problem is writer's block. There are days, when I actually have the time and the energy to write that I can stare at the blank page and not write a single word. My second problem is work. I work anywhere from six to seven days a week. Third was my family life with my mother's health gradually declining and her unfortunate passing away, and having absolutely no help from the rest of my family to take care of her.
Fanfiction is my stress reliever. I write and read it to take my mind off of the many things that plague my day to day life. I read it to gain inspiration and to enjoy it. This fanfiction site was the first place I ever gained the courage to post anything. But in the (roughly) ten years that I have been on this site I've noticed a gradual decline of the site, the rules have gotten harsher...
And then there's people that don't understand the meaning of the words Excessive and Restraint by repeatedly posting their words over and over in full. I loved to reviewing was one of the few ways that I could encourage people to write more that their words were being read and well received, but how can/could I do this if I never could find any new or prospective writers buried under the SAME author's excessive cry for attention?
I know that all of you expect a new chapter from me but as of right now just being on this site isn't enjoyable anymore and my writing for these stories aren't a chore for me, I will have to say my stories are on hiatus until I can find peace and enjoyment in what I write.
