Disclaimer: I don't own KHR...you know you wished I did xD

Just in that awkward moment with m mom next to me while I'm writing this. I'm at work with her xD... I had almost no sleep. I was at my friend's birthdat party(which was the bomb-diggity xD) and I couldn't sleep and neither could my friend. So me and her stayed up with her, basically, giving me a therapy session about a weird dream I had a while back... but yeah. I finally decided to pass out around 5-6AM-ish. Woke up at Eight in the morning. How Ironic is that?

Chapter 25

I sit up in my bed... Why do I feel like I'm forgetting something important? Something that is, or was, important? I look to my side and see Akira asleep on my right. He looked so peaceful. I reached out to stroke his hair, well I tried. Other than sitting up, I seem to have no strength in anything.

"Lace-chan?" Akira sat up, rubbing his eye.

"Yes, Akira?" My own voice sounded foreign to me. It happened again. Byakuran must have... how can my body withstand this much of the drug?!

"Are you alright? You've been out for three days..." Three days? Jegus that's a lot of lost time.

"Akira..." Tears brim my eyes but my face doesn't show anything but a blank and distant look. "Tsunayoshi is dead."

"I know... You killed him." I froze. Akira's voice actually went cold. The tears spilled down my cheeks.

"Yes I did." I didn't want to. "He is dead because I shot him."

"Why did you do it?"

"Because I cannot disobey direct orders from Byakuran." I stopped calling him Byakutan, because...he's a pedophile to me now.

"Why didn't you defy him? This isn't like you Lacie." I passed out and my spirit exit my body. I looked at Akira before tapping his shoulder. He whirled around but didn't see me. I poked his forehead and made him pass out as well before entering his head.

This place shocked me. Everything was happy on one side, and the other half was dark and sad.

"Akira..." His head turned to me and he actually glared at me.

"Now what do you want?! First you merge our family, without out consent, with the enemy. Second, you act like you hate me, push me away, ignore me and don't even look at me then you return to normal like it never happened. Third you come back being carried by Byakuran unconscious only to here that you killed Tsuna-kun-"

"Akira, shut you mouth right now." He froze, I just realized that I slapped him. "YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING! YOU THINK I WANTED TO KILL THE MAN WHO ACCEPTED ME?" Yeah, I considered Tsuna a man. If you grew up with him like me and the people around him... you would understand. "-WHO CARED FOR ME? WHO ACTED LIKE THE BROTHER I WAS MISSING?" He flinched. "IF YOU'RE NOT EVEN GOING TO LET ME EXPLAIN, THEN FINE!" I turned to walk away but he grabbed my wrist.

"...I'm sorry..." I just stayed there. I was angry that he brought Tsuna up at a time like this. "Can you explain to me what happened...?" I turned to him and nodded.

"Akira, ever since the merge, well my first meeting with Byakuran, I've been under a drug. It's called Lithium. Lithium is commonly used as a psychiatric medication. It's usually used medically as mood-stabilizing drugs, primarily in the treatment of bipolar disorder. Enough of it can...well, you've already seen what it can do to a person. I'm an example. You wouldn't believe how many needles he stabbed into me..."

"Tell me how many." I shook my head. He wouldn't be able to handle the amount. It was a shitload, man. A shitload.

"No."

"Why not."

"Because you'll flip and threaten to kill him."

"Fine."

"...Akira, please don't tell anyone..."

"Why would I do that?"

"I know you wouldn't...but I still want to make sure..." He hugged me, which took me by surprise.

"Better safe than sorry?"

"Exactly."

"Lace-chan?"

"Hm?" I was honestly just staring at the fake sky above us until I felt his hand touch my face. I shivered, I hadn't had physical contact like this... in a long time. I didn't realize until eight seconds later that Akira was kissing me. I hadn't expected this. Uh, well then. I stayed frozen but didn't push away. When he pulled away I kind of just stared at him before smiling. "Thanks, Akira...and sorry."

I didn't give him a chance to reply as I disappeared from his head. I stood away from my own body, staring at it in disgust. Then I looked at Akira as he woke up but then I looked back at my body. Honestly the thing could move on it's own without me. It had a mind of it's own because of the Lithium. So I decided to pay a visit to a special someone.

By that, I mean the Pineapple Kind himself.

I literally waltzed into his head. He looked at me and just stared as I walked up to him with a poker face. I stopped a few feet away from him.

"You killed him," He growled through gritted teeth.

"I warned you to tell him not to come," I retort. He looks surprised then the look of remembering splashes on his face.

"...how long..."

"What?"

"You know how everything is going to play out, don't you?"

"...I do."

"Tell me," he sighed out, "were you forced to kill him?"

"Mukuro," I laugh, "I'm under a fucking drug. See me now? I left my body because it just makes me sick. Do you even know how many times Byakuran stabbed me with those fucking needles a few hours ago? Thirty-FUCKING-SEVEN."

"Why so many?" He breathed out with eyes slightly wide.

"Because, Mukuro, my heart will always lie with Vongola. He drugged me to make me forget them. That empty vessel has no memories of Vongola."

"...when do you think you'll break from the drug again?"

"When I die."

His reaction almost made me laugh but I only disappeared from there and wandered aimlessly around the base. That is, until, I ran into the pedophile himself. Byakuran.

Well, I didn't really run into him. More like, he walked right by me. Of course he couldn't see me. I'm practically a ghost.

I decide to follow him just for the fun of it. He was talking with the Real Funeral Wreaths, and there was a chalk board across the room from them. I smiled evilly as I stalked over to the board. I didn't even know if I could pick the chalk up at all, but I guess we'll find out now.

Turns out I can. I can touch physical objects and use them. This, my friends, should come in handy.

I lifted up the chalk onto the board, noting that the RFW and Byakuran haven't noticed. So I smile and start writing in semi-big letters.

I

I note that everyone freezes and I could feel their gazes on the chalk board.

am always

I could hear them walk closer to the board. Okay, so maybe I wasn't writing as big as I thought...

watching Byakuran

"'I am always watching Byakuran'..." BlueBell voiced out.

I know everything and see everything

I was writing slowly for the suspense. Slow enough to feel the tension in the room, fast enough to write all of my message.

You ruined everything by trying to get all worlds in your hands. You will fail.

Byakuran knocked the chalk out of my hand but what I noticed was that his hand went right through mine. I smirked.

So I can really only touch physical objects, not physical beings...

I now have plans all the way until the Choice Battle, at the most.

I should probably make a list.

I picked up another piece of chalk and wrote something down, just for the fun of it.

My name is... Gamzee-MOTHERFUCKING-Makara, and you have every right to be scared :o)

My life...

Is complete.

HoNk HoNk MoThErFuCkErS.

Awwwweeeeee...I had them kiss! ;3

Hope you guys are happy xD

Though this is a short chapter... still.

If you get the last four lines, I will love you even more than I do now xD

Anwyays, reviews!

xXnazaraXx - Nah, it's okay really. And totally! I kinda have to! ^_^U

Angelic Fluffle - I was about to cry over my own story when I wrote the last chapter. Ironic, huh?

Uknown Being -I really hope not. *shivers*

zero-amu - I swore I felt them too =A=U Of course they have to save 'you'! 'You' are like, one of the main characters in this story bro! xD

MeWubFranxx - Omg, I died x'D And no, she's gonna die from all that shit ._.

Yukihito - Yeah, if you haven't read the poll results...xD

Soul Vrazy - No, not this chapter. I'm actually planning on making the Choice Battle a long chapter...maybe. But I am planning on making a super long chapter at some point.

RainyAme - *nods* Akira is from Watashi ni xx Shinasai. Check out my website for this story. It holds most information of this story. :3

Okay, so it's obvious all of you want me to continue considering the Poll results xD

So let it be written, let it be done. I shall continue till the end...well try to xD

Sooooooo, I haven't updated in a bit, but I have an excuse!

I had a birthday party to go to(otaku friends of course. Screw the social life bro xD).

Work the next MORNING. Adding the fact I only slept for two hours that day because I was basically having a therapy session with my friend about a dream I had the other day.

So, yeah.

I bet you guys are like, "*blink blink* You're fourteen...and you have a job...?"

Yes, I am fourteen and I have a job. For your information I will be fifteen in... EIGHT MONTHS!(Estimated, anyways.)

It's family business so of course I work there xD

Also adding the other factors of having to clean almost everything out that I don't use or doesn't fit me because A) we're having a yard sale this weekend maybe and B) my Nana, Uncle, and cousin are arriving next week; hence why we are holding a yard sale.

Anyways, off to bed.

QUESTION TIME!(BETTER ANSWER, MOTHERFUCKERS): What is your favorite movie snack/candy at a Cinema?

Mine is...Sour Straws :3

Cya later, alligators xD

Bye-Bii~