Feels Like Falling
Chapter 25
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of 6teen
By: Desiree
"Mom!" Kendra yelled running to her mother. They were curretnly at Nikki's house packing to move out. "I have a question for you," she said.
Desiree followed her and ran to Jonesy."Yeah dad, I have the same question for you!" she said.
"Okay..." Nikki looked at the girls."What's wrong?"
"Well..." Kendra started."If Desiree and dad never ended up moving here and we didn't end up meeting would of you guys still kept the secret of us being a twin from each other?" she asked.
"Yeah and for how long was you guys going to keep it a secret?" Desiree asked. "Exactly when were you planning on telling us the truth?" she cocked up an eyebrow.
Jonesy and Nikki looked at each other and then back at their daughters. "Well..." Jonesy gegan looking at Desiree. "I have thought fo telling you many times, but I just couldn'tcome to terms with it. I was afriad of how you were going to react..." he told ehr.
"So what? You were going to just keep lying to me for the rest of my life?" Desiree yelled. "You were going to keep Kendra a secret from me? And you knew how much I wanted a sister and all this time I had a twin one?" she started to freak.
"Desiree, I would of told you... if I had contact with your mother then, I knew you would of went crazy and since back then I didn't know where your mom was I couldn't tell you, I didn't have any contact with her at all until a few weeks ago and then..." Jonesy was cut off.
"So, why didn't you tell me there truth then?" Desiree yelled. "You so had the chance but if it wasn't for Kendra and I being friends online and meeting up, you wouldn't of told me now wouldn't of you?"
"Uh..." Jonesy stopped. Jonesy looked at Nikki.
It was Kendra's turn to freak out."Same with you mom, you could of told me," she said. "And I heard that fight you had a few weeks ago and I heard dads name come up, and you didn't even tell me about sis... I cannot believe it... and if all this never happened would you ever tell me the truth?" Kendra cocked up an eyebrow.
"I would of told you before if I had contact with your father..."Nikki tried to explain.
"So, why didn't you tell me when you started talking to dad on MSN?" Kendra asked."And dad, why didn't you tell me about sis when I spoke to you on MSN huh?And why didn't you tell her about me?"
"You guys are just over reacting," Jonesy said.
"No, we are not,"Desiree yelled. "We have the right to be pissed off,"
"Girls," Nikki started to get mad. "Go upstairs, I don't want to hear any of this bullshit from the two of you," she said.
"Well what about the bullshit that you've been giving me for the past fifteen years, about me being an only child?" Kendra snapped.
"KENDRA!" Nikki yelled.
"Whatever," Kendra ran out of her mothers bedroom and Desiree followed her. They went back to Kendra's room to finsih packing up some of Kendra's stuff.
Nikki sat down on her bed and she held her face in her hands. She started to cry lightly."I am the worst mother on the planet," she said.
Jonesy qucikly ran next to her and wrapped a strong arm around Nikki's small body "No, no you're not," he said. "We both made the same mistake, people make mistakes..." he said.
Nikki cuddled into Jonesy's warm body. Over the years Jonesy have devloped a more well built body after all those years of hockey practice and she felt extremely safe and happy in his arms. "Oh Jonesy, we screwed up... we should of told them the truth, what if they never forgive us," Nikki looked up into Jonesy's chocolate brown eyes.
"They well," Jonesy reasurred. "Don't worry," Jonesy softly kissed Nikki's forehead. He played with her natural black hair. "I love you..." he told her.
A smile grew on Nikki's lips."I love you too," she closed her eyes and then opened them. "But I can't believe we made the mistake of keeping that secret away from them," Nikki said.
"We made even a bigger mistake than that," Jonesy said.
"What's that?" Nikki asked.
Jonesy pushed Nikki down on her back and her held her down. "Letting go of each other... I should of chased you out the door... I should of never let you go... that was the biggest mistake," he said.
"I love you so much," Nikki closed her eyes again and Jonesy kissed her passionately on the lips but Nikki stopped him. "Hang on..." she said getting up off the bed and walking across the red carpet on the floor. She shut the bedroom door and locked it and she dimmed the lights and turned on an old CD, it was a Staind CD of course, her daughters favourite band and a band that she had also taking a liking too. Then she jumped back on her bed and started to kiss Jonesy very passionately. " I love you ..." she told him again.
"I love you too," Jonesy smiled. He was glad to have Nikki back and they were going to be married in a few weeks and they finally going to meet up with all of their old friends again just before the wedding, things were going to get very interesting.
Okay, I am so sorry I had to cut this short but I also done a short update of "Nobody Does It Better" I'm going to nans tonight so... yeah, anyway, love to you all, xoxoxo.
.:.:Des:.:.