Dreams and Desires By Troubled Tazzy
A/N Well here I am again saying the same old thing over and over again, I do not own these characters, even if I did I wouldn't have a clue what to do with them, well I know Draco and Harry can go to my friend Sarah cause she is like obsessed with both of them, but other then that these characters do not belong to me, Enjoy Everyone :)
Chapter 25:
James smiled to himself as the memory faded and he was left back in the hospital wing again. He turned his head slightly; but as he did so his eyes nearly popped out of his head. Lying just across the room from him was Lily, a name that he will never in his life forget, a girl that has never left his thoughts, an angel that will see to him when he dies. He stared at her face, it was white and pasty; it didn't have the redness in her cheeks that showed when she was embarrassed or the line across her forehead that was there when she was concerned, she was just blank, no smile on those lips, no sparkle in her eye. It broke James's heart to see her like this; he couldn't even get up to be with her. A single tear rolled down James's cheek as he blamed himself for everything that went wrong, for everything that he did. He couldn't undo what he did, he could only tell her the truth.
"Would she believe me?" James thought to himself as he kept watching her
"Would she forgive me?" James thought more as his eyelids slowly started to droop.
"Will she ever love me again?" was his last thought before he fell into a deep dreamless sleep.
(A/N – People have different points of views for comas, either your in total blackness, you dream, or you go back to the past, well I thought that they can dream/ past so yeah enjoy)
The last Lily saw was of her falling to the ground taking only a few last breaths, blackness filled behind those green eyes, it went on forever, no spec, no light, only darkness. She felt coldness over her, she tried to move her hand, but could not move it, she tried to move her leg, same result. She was a memory floating in forever darkness, darkness that had no will to ever let her go. Lily felt herself suddenly spin, how, she did not know. Feeling light-headed Lily looked harder into the darkness realizing then that she could see something, a spec that was growing at a fast rate. A white square that was spinning towards her, until suddenly she was inside the square room that she had seen from a top view. Lily looked down at herself, she could feel her legs and arms move, she did a little twirl to make sure, but as she looked around the room her mouth dropped. She was in her bedroom; the bedroom she had grew up in until her parents died.
Lily looked over to her small basket, it had all the teddy bears she had ever owned on it, she walked over to them looking at them curiously, until she found the bear she was looking for.
"Lolly," Lily whispered as she reached out for a bright orange bear that had been one of her favorites when she was a child. She picked the bear up, but as she brought it close to her, it turned into sand, falling to the ground as she moved her hands. Lily's eyes grew wide with astonishment as she looked at the small pile of sand that had now started to move, by making a small circle. The circle got larger and larger; it had formed itself around Lily, swirling around her like a twister, it started moving upwards, going faster and faster until it had swallowed her up and was swirling her into oblivion darkness.
"Now I know how Dorothy felt when she was in that house," Lily thought to herself as she started to feel queasy.
Lily closed her eyes, she felt her limp body move in the direction the wind was taking her, she could not fight it and she needn't bother as it started to slow down. As Lily felt herself stop she opened her eyes; her mouth opened with shock as she looked up into the face of a smiling James, Lily tried to reach out to him but as she did his face changed into a horrible serpent, hissing at her and snapping its fangs, it reached out to bite her, but Lily ducked in time, it disappeared by her movement, leaving her in darkness once again, but only one thing had changed; a small light was in front of her, a light that she found herself walking to. Lily tried to withdraw, as she felt a bad vibration come from it, but it was sucking her in, the light was getting bigger, it was swallowing her up. She found herself screaming, screaming she wanted to live, screaming that she wanted to see James one last time.
A/N Well what did you think, good or bad or half good?????? Interesting light though I wonder where it leads he he he you will have to keep reading to find out, so please review it would be nice to hear from all of you :) Thanks heaps for the last chapter reviews they were great :)
Love Always Troubled Tazzy