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Chapter 23

Bpov

January 07,2010

New years was one of the worsted days of my life. I let Emmett get to me and now Alice knows the he is the father of my baby. I have to get out of here and I know when I can do it with out anyone seeing me. Everyone will be gone to classes or work on Monday which is the 11th so I will pack my cloths and go and stay at a hotel tell I find a apartment. I just cant stand to stay here any more, to see him everyday and now to have Alice look at me like she is sorry for me and I don't need any of that. I must of dosed off while I was thinking of my escape because next I know is Alice and rose setting on my bed shaking me lightly.

"hey what are you two doing up here thought you where going shopping or something?" I said setting up and stretching.

"we did and well you might be mad at me." Alice said looking down at her lap

"Alice what ever you did I wont get mad just tell me."

"um well I kind of let it slip about Emmett and the baby." she said not looking at me

"Alice how could you who did you tell please say not Edward and Jasper." I said standing up quickly from my bed. maybe to quickly.

"hey take it easy Bella don't need you falling and she just told me but why didn't you tell me I wouldn't have said anything unless you wanted me to." Rose said

"I don't know I was scared to tell any one I don't want any one mad at Emmett I mean it's not like he asked for it and then ran after. He didn't and now he is scared about his future and I don't want to take it away from him I love him enough to let him go." I said as I played with the him of my shirt, and trying not to cry.

"oh Bella don't cry we are here for you and you can tell us anything and we wont tell anyone if that is what you want .ok "Rose said hugging me

"I know you guys are and it is nice to have someone to talk to about everything. It just hard I love him so much and I don't know if I can do this by myself, I also know I'm going to have to." I said

"you wont be by your self Bella we will be here to help you even if the big dumb ass isn't. we all love you and until you say it is ok for Edward and Jasper to know we wont say a thing ok." Alice said rubbing my back.

"think you both so much but I do have one more thing to tell you and I don't want you to get mad ok." I said looking at them both

"ok" they said in unison.

"well it is really hard being here all the time seeing him and I need time to think so I'm going to move out for a bit. It wont be for ever just some time for me to think with out him around all the time so I'm getting a hotel room and I don't want anyone knowing where I am except you two ok." I said

"Bella we don't want you to leave but if that is what you think is best then we stand by you." Alice said giving me a small smile.

"thank you both I will be gone this after noon since all the guys are gone. Do you mind helping me get some cloths together." I said

"of course not and we can go shopping in a week or two because you and Rose both are going to need then you both are getting little baby bumps. It is so cute I want one." Alice said bouncing by time she finished .

"ok Alice calm down, and yes we can go shopping as long as Rose goes ok." I sad

"you think I would miss a shopping trip especially for baby stuff." Rose asked

"well no."

"ok then lets get some stuff packed." Rose said

"hey aren't going to say anything about your baby bumps?" Alice pouted

"Alice you and I know we don't have any baby bumps yet. See look." I said lifting my shirt up to my bra.

"oh my god Bella." Rose said

"see told you. Lift yours up Rose and let see yours." Alice said

Rose did as Alice said and my eye grew wide she had a small but noticeable bump.

"oh my Rose you have one too. When did this happen?" I said still stunned

"well I noticed them when we was getting ready for the New Years party." Alice said matter-of-factly.

"well why in the hell didn't you say something then." Rose almost yelled

"well they weren't as noticeable as they are now." she said with a shrug of her shoulders.

Looked back and forth between mine and Rose's belly's and started laughing.

"what's so funny Bella?" Alice asked

I calmed down enough to answer. " rose came here." I said she came and stood next to me

"well Rose looks like we have matching bumps." I said with another round of giggles where this time Alice and Rose joined in.

"you know your right, and your right to Alice they are cute." Rose said which caused us to giggle harder.

"ok we have to stop or I'm going to pee my self." I said wiping my eyes."

"ok now that is over I need to pack so cloths. I will be leavening everything else just taking cloths and a couple of pics." I said going to my closet and grabbing my bags

After almost two hours of packing and making sure I had everything I would need Alice told me I need to hurry because the guys would be home in thirty minutes.

"thank you both so much and I will call you both tonight and give you the room number ok.." I said giving them both a huge and kiss on the cheek.

"we love you Bells be safe ok" Rose said

"yeah be safe and we will keep your months shout promise." Alice said with a grin that said she was going to make Emmett pay for hurting me.

"I will and I love you both too. Bye." I said getting in my suv and pulling out of the drive way. I glanced in my rear view mirror and say them waving at me.

Rpov

Sameday

I was so beyond pissed right now I cant believe Emmett would do that to Bella and now she is gone. I will get him back if it is last thing I do.

"Alice are you ready to make his life a living hell?" I asked

"hell yes he hurt my cousin, but remember we promise no bodily harm." she said

"well what do you have in mind." I asked

"well the guys will be home in like ten minutes why don't we start then."

"ok"

" we can act like she just up and left with out telling us anything . She just walked out and left saying she will never be back." she said

"I love it." I said

We set there deciding what else we where going to do to him when we heard Emmett's jeep pull in the drive why. Time for our game faces. Edward was the first in the door and I launch my self in his arms and started crying. Jasper was next and Alice did the same thing. Out of the corner of my eye I say them looking at each other with worried faces. They just stood there trying to calm us down when Emmett walked in and seen us. He looked worried looking between us like he knew something bad has happened. Edward was the first to talk out load.

"Rose baby what is wrong are you ok, is the baby ok?" he asked and me and Alice just started crying harder.

I felt Edward pick me up and I guess Jasper did the same with Alice because her and him set next to us on the couch.

"Alice sweetie what's wrong?" Jasper asked

"s-she's gone." was all Alice said

" Alice who is gone?" Edward asked looking at his sister.

At this point a chance a look around and seen Emmett setting in the chair a cross from us watching us with worried eyes. I then looked at Alice and gave her a small nod letting her know she could say it that he was here and listening.

"Bella she's gone." she said

"what do you mean she's gone Alice where did she go." that was Emmett who was now standing in front of us with a shock yet still worried face.

"She just left didn't tell us where she was going just left and said she wasn't coming back ever." Alice said crying harder and baring her head in Jasper chest. I know she is trying not to laugh at him just as I was.

Empov

I looked around the room and stared at all the heartbroken faces of my friends. How dare they! They don't even understand the concept of loss! I just lost my Bella and my baby she is carrying. I ran into my room. I locked the door behind me and quickly took out the box again. The box containing the jersey and her letter. I never expected her to follow through, when she told me she was leaving. The last couple of days made me realize how much I missed my Bella and although I didn't like the prospect of being a father, I didn't want to lose her over this. It was just a lose, lose situation.

And now she's gone, really gone. What am I going to do?

Can I live through another separation, like the one we had for years.

Hell no!

That woman was my life!

Maybe I can talk her into adoption?

Or maybe I just need to man up like Edward and step forward?

Oh who am I kidding? She's gone for God's sake!

Gone with the wind I'll probably never see her again! I broke down right there and then, sitting on my bed and clutching her damn letter. I must have cried for hours, although real men shouldn't cry. When I heard Alice banging on my door I quickly composed myself and followed her back to the living room.

The following month was hard. I hardly slept, I rarely ate and I fucking cried like a pussy whenever the opportunity arose. Practice was a drag and I couldn't keep my head in the game whenever I was out on the field. People started talking about revoking my scholarship and just replacing me on the team, if I didn't get my shit together soon. I didn't give a shit! Finally I had an epiphany. After all this time renouncing the baby and Bella for the sake of my career as a football player, I now realized it was nothing compared to the warmth and peace that my Bella offered me. Her kisses, her embraces were worth a million times what football meant to me. The baby she was carrying would probably be an equally gentle soul as my Bella and he or she would be the finest of creatures ever born into this world. I had never laid eyes on him or her, but I knew I would love it with all of my heart if I opened myself up. But now, I would never have the chance to find out just how much I would worship our baby. I had been such a jackass. I was broken out of my reverie by the phone that was ringing in the living room.

Bpov

The last month has been good I'm still sad of course but it is getting better. As long as I don't have to see him I'm good, and Alice and Rose don't say his name at all. We have went shopping for baby things and stuff for me and Rose seeing as we no longer have little baby bumps but medium bumps now none of my cloths fit. I had went to my doctors appointment last month and Dr. Thomas said everything sounded good and I was do to come back on the 17th of February for my first ultra sound. Rose and Alice both want to be there as I will be there for Rose's. I'm so excited I cant wait.

Today Rose and Alice was going shopping by their self's because I had to study for at test I had coming up next week. So I was off to the library.

I had been at the library for about six hours when I decided it was time for me to head back I was getting tired and hungry. I gathered my things and headed towered the doors when someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back roughly.

"you stupid little bitch." some girl said I think her name was Victoria.

"excuse me what did I do." I said rubbing my arm where she had grabbed me. I knew there was going to be a bruise there later.

"I saw you with Emmett McCarthy at Alice 's Halloween party and now he wont even talk to me. You had better stay away from him he is mine and I will kick your ass if you go near him. Do I make my self clear?" she said pointing her figure in my face

"well first you don't tell me who I can see and cant see, and second I have know Emmett a hell of a lot longer then you so I will talk to him any time I want. Now you will excuse me." I said as I tried to walk away and yes I said try, because the stupid girl grabbed me again and pulled me back to her.

"you will listen to me or you will regret it." she said

"what ever." I said trying to get away from her, but the next thing I know is I'm being pushed or thrown and I hit the floor with my head and then everything went black.

Jampov

(James)

(He's a good guy)

I had gone with my sister to the library on a project we were doing together. When all of the sudden, Victoria, my bitchy sister, attacks this poor girl. I knew the girl of course, it was Bella Swan, a very nice thing she is too. People usually avoid me or mock me, because I'm a bit of a geek, but not Bella Swan. She's just one of those gentle people that handles everyone with the same amount of kindness. I might have even had a little crush on her for a while, but ever since I saw her with Emmett McCarthy last Halloween, I knew not to get my hopes up. So my sister is yelling at the poor girl, who is clearly pregnant. I mean it's plain to see, the little bump is there and she positively glows, even in her frightened and slightly angered state. All of the sudden my psycho sister pushes Bella down very roughly and I can hear the crack when Bella's head makes contact with the floor. I rushed over to her and tried to assess the damage.

Blood was oozing out of her head and she was clearly unconscious, I could feel the bile rising in my throat but I forced it down for now. I turned towards my sister, who looked ready to kick the girl in the gut, even in her current passed out state. I quickly positioned myself in front of Bella and glared at Vic.

"Get away from her, James! That bitch has got it coming!" She snarled as her face turned red in anger.

"No! You will not touch another hair on this girl's head! Over my dead body!" I growled back at her, surprising myself at the forcefulness of my voice.

"That can be arranged." Victoria answered in a dark tone of voice, while glaring daggers at me.

"You bitch! How low can you get! Attacking a pregnant woman! For what? For your Emmett, who hasn't looked twice at you ever since Bella came to our school! You're a pathetic piece of shit, Vic! You don't deserve a man and you will get what's coming to you! You can bet on it, if it's the last thing I'll ever do, I'll make sure you'll get exactly what you deserve." I growled a bit at the end and her eyes widened as the meaning behind my words became obvious to her.

You wouldn't." She said in an uncertain tone of voice.

"Oh I would! I've put up with your shit for too long. You've made my life a living hell and still I was stupid enough to jump whenever you needed me. Well, those days are over! You've gone too far this time and I will not protect you any longer." I said as I glared up at her.

She looked unsure for a moment and just when I thought she was going to attack me, she suddenly hung her head and backed away from me. I picked up Bella carefully, although I knew it was probably a bad idea to move her, but I wasn't sure if Vic was going to try and attack her again. I ran out of the library and to my car. I ripped the sleeve from my shirt off and wrapped it lightly around her head. I quickly got into my car and sped to the emergency room. When I got there with Bella in my arms, they didn't send us to the waiting room, thank God. The nurse instantly brought us to an examination room and paged a doctor. A Dr. Hayes walked in after barely two minutes and started firing questions at me. I told him everything that had happened and also about my fear for Isabella, that if I didn't move her myself, Victoria would do more damage to her. He nodded thoughtfully and then sent me out of the room. I had been sitting in the waiting room for about 40 minutes, when a distraught Emmett came waltzing into the waiting room, yelling at some nurse about his baby and how he needed to see Bella now. When they refused, he slumped down in the chair next to me.

Empov

"Hello."

"Yes, good evening, sir. Could I speak to one Alice Cullen, please?"

"I'm sorry, miss, but Alice isn't home right now. Could I take a message?"

"Erm...This is a private matter, sir. Is there another number where I can reach Miss. Cullen?"

I looked around and spotted Alice's cell on the kitchen counter.

"I'm sorry, she has left her cell at home. If you could just tell me what the matter is, I will surely pass it along."

"Alright, could you tell her the Seattle hospital called? It's in regards to a Mss. Swan. We would appreciate it if she came down here as soon as possible."

Hospital? Miss. Swan? The baby!

"Bella Swan! What happened to her?" I yelled out.

"We are not at liberty to discuss these matters, sir."

"She is carrying my fucking baby! Now, what is wrong with her?!" I growled into the phone. Who did this bitch think she is? This is Bella we are talking about.

"She has been attacked earlier today and suffers from head trauma. If you are truly her fiancée, we would appreciate it if you came down here as soon as possible."

"Thank you, I'm on my way." I didn't give her time to answer as I hung up and ran out of the door, not even bothering to put on a coat.

A twenty minute drive took me only ten to get there. I parked my car and ran in the ER entrance and strait to the nurses desk.

" my I help you?' I mid-aged woman asked me.

"Yes I'm looking for Isabella Swan please." I sad trying to catch my breath

"Are you family."

"No but she is pregnant with my baby." I said glaring at her

"well I'm sorry sir I cant tell you anything sorry." she said looking back down at a paper on her desk.

"you have got to be kidding me. She is my girlfriend and she is pregnant with my baby .now I want to know where she is." I yelled at her

"sir if you don't set down I will call security." she said

"please I'm begging you I love her." I said in a whisper

"sir if you set down I will tell you when the doctor is done ok."

"ok thank you." I said hanging my head and setting in a chair in the waiting room.

"she will be ok Emmett." some guy next to me said

"and how the hell do you know." I asked glaring at me

" hey didn't mean anything by it. it's just I was the one who brought her in. she has a bump on the head and she is unconscious, but I think she will be ok." he said

"you where there? What happened ? Who did this?" I asked all at once

"yes I was there and my sister went a little crazy because she seen you with Bella at Alice Halloween party she told Bella to stay away from you and when Bella went to leave she pushed her, Bella feel and when she did she hit her head of the floor pretty hard." he said

"and who does your sister know me?" I asked

"not sure but she told Bella you where hers to stay away."

"and how do you know Bella?" I asked

"we study together sometimes in the library. She is a great friend and I will make a statement to the police agents my sister if I need to. I don't like the way she is and she need to pay for what she has done." he said

"that you for bringing her in…"

"James my name is James." he said

"well thank you James I owe you one." I said shaking his hand

"no problem like I said Bella is a great friend and she is worth it." he said

" yes she is."

We just set there in silence waiting for the doctor to come out, when my phone rang. Not even bothering to look at the id I answered

"Hello"

"Emmett where the hell are you?" Edward asked

"shit" I mumbled under my breath

"man I sorry I should have called you sooner I was just scared. You and jazz and the girls need to get to the hospital now. Bella was attack and is unconscious and they wont tell me anything at all." I said

"we will be there in a minute don't go any where." he said and the line went dead

It was ten minutes later when all four came running in the door. Edward and Alice went strait to the nurses desk to see what was going on with Bella, and Jasper and Rose came to set next to me well Jasper set next to me and Rose came and gave me a huge and whispered in my ear.

"she will be ok and so will the baby Em don't worry ok." she said

"thank you Rose I just …I don't know…I'm scared…I cant lose them I love then so much." I said trying not to cry.

"I knew you would come around, but took you long enough." she said before she stood and set next to me and took my hand.

We just set there wait for Edward and Alice to tell us what was going on. It seamed like we had been setting there for days, it was only about ten minutes when they had walked over to us.

"What's going on? Is she ok?" I asked jumping out of my seat

"they said she was fine other then she hasn't woke up yet." Edward said

"what about the baby?" Rose asked

"they said it should be ok but they are going to do a ultra sound in a minute, but saidwe can go and see her before they do." Alice said

"they wont let us back we are not family." I said hanging my head

"well you see Rose is now Edwards Wife and Jasper my Hubby and you are Bella fiancée so we can all go back." Alice said with a giggle

Alice and Edward led the way to Bella's room and as we got to it Rose and Alice stayed out and stopped me.

"Emmett I wanted to thank you." Alice said

"thank me for what Alice?"

"for being here for them when we couldn't." she said

"Alice I will tell you the same thing I told Rose I love them and I cant loss them. I will do what ever it takes to get her back and when I do I will not let go. I had my head so far up my ass, but now I see that Bella and our baby is the most important thing in my life and I don't plan on living with out them." I said

" well that's go and it's nice to see that you have your head out of your ass I knew you would come around. You deserve to be happy and so does Bella." she said

"than you Alice, but can we go in now I want to see her." I asked

"yeah lets go in" she said taking my hand and walking in to Bella's room

As we walked in I almost lost it. There was tubes and wires every were, and she looked so small and fragile. Edward was setting by her head in a chair talking softly in her ear and Jasper was on the other side rubbing her hand. Alice and Rose went and took there places and started talking to her it seamed like for ever when the doctor came in saying they had to do the ultra sound. Alice went and whispered in her ear and she just nodded. we all started out of the room when Alice stopped me.

"the doctor said you can stay it is your baby too go see it and let us know ok." she said

" thank you Alice." I said kissing her on the cheek and almost running back in the room

Once I was in there the doctor set I could set on the bed next to her as long as I was still and I took that chance to get close to her.

"ok…um.."

"Emmett."

"ok Emmett I'm going to check the heart beat and a few other things and if you want we can see if you two are have a boy or girl." she said

"that would be wonderful thank you." I said

"ok ready?"

"as ready as I will every be"

She put some blue gel on Bella's stomach and then put the ultra sound thing on top of it.

"do you hear that?" she asked

"yeah it sounds like a train kind of." I said

"yep and that is your baby's heart beat and it is strong. Now would you like to see the baby?" she asked

"more then anything"

"ok well let me see."

"oh my" she said

"what is it? Is everything ok? Is the baby ok?" I asked getting scared

"well Emmett looks like you and Miss Swan are having…..

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