Sorry this took so long but I've been practicising for my Jado mixed Martial Arts comp... which I'm pleased to say I never fell on my bum lol I was gonna put these next 2 chapters as one but it was getting veeeryyy long so I split it. Hope you like :0)
Chapter 2
KURTS HOUSE 7.30am
Burt lent against the door of Kurts room and watched his son staring out of his window. He had his arm folded against his chest as his eyes were transfixed by something outside, sadness filling them.
"Is he still there?" Burt asked as he started to walk towards Kurt. Kurt turned his head and looked at his father, he then turned back to the window a sigh leaving his lips as he slowly nodded.
Burt came and stood next to his son, he looked out to where Kurt was staring. Across the street sat on a wall was Blaine, he was looking up at Kurts window watching and waiting. His shoulders were hunched up against his neck as the chill of the morning wrapped its self around him, sadness etched on his face.
"He's been out there everyday at this time for the past week" Burt said as they watched Blaine. Kurt didn't say anything to begin with he just continued to stare at Blaine as he tried to pull his coat in tighter around his body. Kurts eyes slid to the side of Blaine, there on the wall sat 2 coffee cups, Kurt sighed as he turned away from the window and walked towards his bed.
"This is the time we usually meet for coffee" Kurt whispered sadly pausing at the side of his bed as he absently rubbed his hand.
"Why don't you invite him in?" Burt asked him as he watched Kurts actions. "You obviously miss him"
Kurt tipped his head down to the side to look at his father. "I'm not ready" he said, then he laid down on his bed with his back to his father, his voice laced with emotion. Burt watched his son then turned back to the window, watching as Blaine lowered his head to the floor. Blaine rubbed his eyes with his hand then slowly stood, picked up the coffee cups and threw them in the bin as he walked away.
Burt turned and walked towards Kurts bed, he sat next to him leaning forward with his arms resting on his legs. Turning his head he looked at his son.
"It obvious he still cares about you" Burt said softly. "Misses you" He added as Kurt didn't responded.
Kurt slowly turned to face his father his eyes brimming with tears. "And what about when he finds out?" Kurt asked, pain falling from his lips from fear of rejection. "Do you think he will want to know then, understand... Still want to be with me..." Kurt said as tears started to fall "Someone who is ... tainted!" Kurts breath hitched as he tried to stop the sob that threatened to escape.
Burt sighed and placed his hand on Kurts, he understood Kurts fear. He knew how much Kurt cared about Blaine even if he hadn't really said, he could see it in his eyes.
"I think you under estimate him... how much he cares about you." Burt said as he looked into Kurts eyes. Kurt looked at his father then turned away from him so his back was now facing him. Burt sighed and pulled himselfs to his feet, he turned to face his son. "It's not fair on him Kurt... you need to either talk to him or... tell him that you don't want him to come back... he deserves that much." Burt walked out the room as Kurt closed his eyes as his tears started to fall faster, he knew he needed to talk to Blaine or loose him completely.
He just wasn't ready!
AT DALTON 9am
Blaine walked into Kurts dorm room sighing as he looked around, he should be in class but he just couldn't face it. Every morning he would do the same thing, he would buy 2 coffees and go and sit outside Kurts house, hopeing that one day Kurt would actually invite him in, talk to him. He would then return to Dalton and open the windows to air Kurts room making sure it wasn't stuffy when Kurt finally returned, if he returned. Blaine had no idea if Kurt would come back, he knew that he had opened up and told his family what had happened to him but other than that he didn't know anything!. Kurt wouldn't take his calls or see him, he would answer his texts but as soon as Blaine asked any questions he wouldn't reply for a couple of days. Just texting I'm not ready!.
Blaine had seen Mercedes and Finn but they wouldn't reveal anything just that Kurt was working things through and he would see him when he was ready. Mercedes had also told him that Kurt was angry at Finn because Finn had gone to school on the Monday and slammed Karofskys head into the lockers, what ever Kurt had told Finn had really made him angry. Teachers had to pull Finn off Karofsky, both of them had been suspended as neither would reveal why Finn had acted so aggressively towards Karofsky. When Finn had tried to defend his actions Kurt had simply said "Your stupid, I didn't go through everything I did for you to risk being arrested and to ruin your chances of college acceptance, because it will now be on your permanent record!". Kurt had then shouted. " Your exactly like Dave!", which had made Finn really angry and shout back at Kurt. "I am nothing like that arsehole!," Kurt had then responded by saying "Then don't act like him... Your better than him!." Apparently after he had calmed down and after a few choice words from his father, Kurt had appologised to Finn for over reacting, he understood why he did it but had told him never to do it again!. Blaine was confused, he didn't understand how things had gotten so bad!
Blaine walked around Kurts room running his hand over his desk, his fingers brushed against the scarf that was hanging over Kurts chair. He picked it up and brought it to his face inhaleing the scent that still lingered on it. Blaine smiled to himself as the aroma of Pomegranate seered his senses. His eyes began to brim as he walked into the bathroom, he looked around as spied what he was looking for, Kurts pomegranate moisturiser. He walked over and gently brushed his fingers over it, wandering how it would taste on Kurts body. He was startled out of his thoughts as he heard 2 voices entering Kurts room, they seemed to be arguing.
"Look there's not alot we can do if he won't even talk to him!" David said forcefully as he entered Kurts room he sounded irritated. He walked over to the dresser, he seemed to be looking for something. Blaines brow furrowed, he had heard his friends arguing a lot lately but they always seemed to stop when he moved closer to hear.
Wes followed David placing his hand on Davids arm he turned him around. "But if we can get them talking, maybe Blaine can convince Kurt." Wes said frustration in his own voice as he tried to win David round to his thinking. David sighed and ran his hand over his face.
"I understand that but it's Kurts choice" David said his frustrations riseing with every minute, he hated arguing with Wes. " He's had so much taken away from him that we have to let him do this his way."
Wes sighed and looked at the floor he seemed to be more upset than he should be at the fact that Kurt wouldn't speak to Blaine. David understood where Wes was coming from and he did feel sorry for Blaine, but he also had to respect Kurts wishes and maybe he could eventually talk Kurt into seeing Blaine. David had to get Kurt to trust him first and pushing him would not help.
"What's really wrong?" David asked Wes, his frustrations evaporating as he watched Wes. Wes slowly lifted his head, David was shocked as he saw that Wes's eyes had moistened. David took Wes's hand in his and rubbed soothing circles on the back with his thumb.
"Come on babe, talk to me" David whispered a concerned look appearing on his face. Blaine moved slowly to the bathroom door listening to the conversation, saddened at the thought that his 2 best friends were arguing about him and Kurt.
"It's just.." Wes started his voice hitching as he tried to control his emotions, he knew he was being silly " ... I know if you stopped talking to me... my heart would break in two, so i know how Blaine feels." A small tear slipped from Wes's eyes, David looked at him his own face saddened as he wiped Wes's tear away with his thumb.
"That will never happen" David said softly.
"But all we do is argue lately" Wes said as he looked back down to floor, embarassed at how emotional he was getting. David sighed as he placed his fingers gently under Wes's chin lifting his head up so he could look in his eyes.
"We only argue when we're going to see Kurt" David said as he looked into Wes's eyes "But that dosen't mean that I'm gonna stop talking to you" He tryed to convey the truth through his eyes. David placed his other hand on Wes's cheek gently rubbing them both with his thumbs.
"I love you.. you know that right?" David said as he raised his eyebrows in question. Wes looked at him and gave him a small watery smile as he nodded.
"Besides... It means we have great make up sex!" David said with a big grin as he wiggled his eyebrows. Wes gave a small laugh as he rolled his eyes then he pulled David into a soft kiss, not passionate like they usually do but tender and loving, letting their love for each other seep from their lips into the others soul.
"That's was so cute David " Blaine said as he walked out the bathroom, David and Wes jumped apart as David screamed. Blaine looked at Wes with a smile his eyebrows raised in question, the he looked at David.
Wes stared at David "What is it with you and the girl scream?" Wes asked as he laughed, David just looked around as if he hadn't heard him as his cheeks started to redden.
"As I was saying before you screamed like a girl" Blaine said smiling, Davids mouth gaped open with disgust at being compared to a girl for the 4th time. "That was cute until you spoilt it by bringing back to the gutter!" Blaine said as he moved to stand in front of them. Wes sniggered as David glared at Blaine as he crossed his arms not realising that he now had a diva stance.
"Why aren't you in class?" David asked Blaine with a knowing look, his face relaxing into a smile.
Blaine looked down towards the floor his face fallen, "I'm just airing Kurts room" he whispered. Wes stepped forward and placed his hand on Blaines shoulder, they knew all about Blaines little ritual.
"Just give him time ok" Wes said as he slid his arm around Blaines shoulders pulling him into his side. "He'll come around"
Blaine looked up and turned his head to face Wes "And when is that going to be?" He asked frowning as his eyes started to water.
"Look, he's got a lot to sort out... to decide" David said as he took a step to stand infront of Blaine.
"Yea" Blaine said as he looked at David. "So you guys going to see Kurt?" he asked with a hint of sadness in his voice.
"Yeah... he wants this moisturiser and his favourite scarf" Wes said as he moved towards the bathroom to look for said moisturiser.
"I see you've found his scarf" David said as he watched Blaines eyes fall to the scarf he currently held in his hands. David reached a hand out to Blaine. "He says he finds it difficult to sleep without it, something about a smell" David gave Blaine a confused shrug.
Blaine gave a small smile as he handed it over to David, David sniffed the scarf then frowned. "Why does it smell like pomegranates?"
"Found it" Wes called from the bathroom. Coming into the room he smiled as he held the moisturiser in his hand. "Why does Kurt have edible moisturiser?" He asked as his eyes slipped to look at Blaine.
"Don't ask me!" Blaine said with a grin as he held his hands out, David laughed as he shook his head.
"Come on lets go" He said as he gently pushed Blaine out the door. "It's not good for you to hang out in Kurts room... and besides we have to take this to Kurt before next lesson or we'll be getting texts all day from him."
Blaine sighed as he realised that Kurt texted David and Wes more than him. "Ok... I'm gonna go hang out in the music room " Blaine said as he stopped walking. "I'm not in the mood for classes today."
David and Wes gave him a sympathetic look "Look he'll come around soon.. just hang in there" David said as he gave Blaine a hug.
Blaine gave him a small smile and nodded as he started to walk away waving bye to the guys as they headed out the doors to go see Kurt.
Blaine walked into the music room and sat a the piano, tinkering away thinking about Kurt.
I know he will talk to me when he's ready Blaine thought.
"I just have to be patient and be there for him when he does". Blaine whispered to himself.
He started playing a tune a song that he felt would show Kurt how he felt, if he got the chance to play it for him.
"This is for you Kurt" Blaine said his voice tinged with sadness. He began to play with all his emtions evident in his voice.
(Kris Allen To Make You Feel My Love )
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
Ive known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
Oooh Ooooh Ooooh
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You aint seen nothing like me yet
I could Make you happy, make your dreams come true
No there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
Blaine finished singing, his voice nearly broke at the end as his tears started to fall. He rubbed his eyes with the heel of his hand an attempt to wipe them away, but they only fell faster.
"I miss you Kurt" He whispered as his breath hitched within his throat.
Blaine slowly rose from his seat and headed for the door of the music room, he needed to get to his dorm room before he completely broke down. As the door closed behind him a shadow emerged from behind a curtain in the music room, Jeff wiped his eyes as they began to moisten. He had watched as Blaine, David and Wes had chatted hearing that the 2 boys were off to see Kurt. He watched as Blaine walked off towards the music room, hoping for another opportunity to film him for his you tube account, people were getting impatient for his next installement of KLAINE. Jeff had snuck in behind him, it wasn't difficult as Blaine was lost in his own little world. Jeff had 2 choices: 1. he could upload his video to You Tube (The way Blaine had just sang it he knew it would recieve enormous hits) OR 2. send it to Kurt. Jeff contemplated for a while and then pressed send.
At Kurts house Wes and David had just left having just dropped off his scarf and moisturiser. Kurt was currently sitting in his front room as his phone pinged, Kurt picked his phone up and stared at the number a frown appearing on his face.
"What's up?" Burt asked as he watched his sons face change.
"How did Jeff's number get on my contacts list?" Kurt asked absently as he clicked open on his message.
"Who's Jeff?" Burt asked as he had never heard Kurt mention this Jeff. Kurt didn't respond as he sat staring at his phone, music seemed to be coming from it. Burt frowned as he recognised Blaine's voice, He had heard him singing enough when he had come round before. He watched his sons face as pain and sadness began to rise , silent tears starting to fall. When the song had finished Kurt through his phone down onto the floor and ran out of the room, his hand was touching his lips as he tried to hold in his sobs.
"Kurt!" Burt shouted as he watched his sons retreating back, he frowned as he reached for the phone. He looked at it then back to where his son had just ran, hearing the slam of Kurts door he searched for Jeffs message then pressed play. Blaine's voice rang out full of emotion, sadness was breaking through his words pullling at Burts heart strings. "I miss you Kurt" he heard Blaine say at the end. Burt placed Kurts phone down and ran his hand over his face, he stared at the phone thinking, wandering if what he was considering doing would be best for Kurt. Standing up he almost ran up to Kurts room taking the stairs 2 at a time.
It's now or never Burt thought.
Well that's it but the next chapter will be up today as well. Hopefully you'll like it.