HI ! Guess what I found my usb drive and decided to post this chapter up! Don't kill me ! Please don't kill me for what happens to Jacob and NEssie. Don't hate edward and bella too, they are trying to do what is best for their daughter. I know Edward is being a bit harsh but its just fictional. There is a nice "Twist" to this story don't worry. Here on the story will getting super exciting and I know you guys won't be expecting what happens next muahhh! so Review my lovelies!
Two months went by since Jacob said goodbye to Nessie. Soon after he realized he cannot say goodbye without her being okay. Though he would secretly go visit her from time to time.
Carlisle would sneak him when Edward/Bella would be at the house. Carlisle did not agree with Edward and Bella. He felt that Nessie had the right to choose what she wanted in her life.
"Jake, Edward is starting to notice. I can't help you no longer" Carlisle said sadly. He didn't feel right by hiding things with Edward. He had to think about controlling his thoughts.
Jacob sadly said, "It is okay." He knew the final goodbye will come back someday and the day was today.
He couldn't handle seeing her that way.
She was like Sleeping Beauty but she was connected with bunch of machines measuring her heart rate and helping her to breath.
"I can't stand seeing you this way Ness "He said kissing her hand delicately.
" I simply can't. Why are you doing this to me? Saying Goodbye to you could be easier if you were okay and out of this hospital. I just wish I could be with you right now. I hope you understand that I only wanted what is best for you," He said kissing her in her palm.
"I miss you. I miss your hugs and your kisses. I miss the way you would just lighten up my day by your presence. I wish I could hold you in my arms right now and kiss you" Jacob said as his lust increased.
He felt wrong and like a prev. Here Nessie is in a coma and he still will fantasize about having sex with her.
Then he had an idea. Something he wishes to do for such a long time. Give her a kiss.
He knew it would be different since her lips wouldn't be moving along with his, but he had to kiss her a final time before his official goodbye.
He felt like a perv but he still didn't care because he needed her the worst way possible. He brushed her curl from her face and brushed his lips with her.
When he got the courage he kissed her. The kiss wasn't like the other ones they share. This was quite different. It was cold. He needed to feel her sweet hot breath.
He needed a connection with her. "I love you," He whispered without noticing that Nessie's pinky was moving slightly.
She was waking up from the coma. She was like sleeping beauty. She needed a kiss from her prince charming to wake her up from the deep sleep.
Nurse came in as Jacob left her room and she was taking her vitals. As she finishes taking her vitals she noticed something different about her patient. Her vitals were higher then what they were originally.
Nessie finally opened her chocolate brown eyes and stared at the room confused. She didn't know what was going on. She just felt that a big part of her was missing. She was incredibly dizzy and confused.
She felt a huge lump in her throat preventing her to speak. She just started to cry. It was an overwhelming sad feeling; she couldn't help but to cry.
There were tears falling from her sweet face. "Dr. Cullen" the nurse called for him. "Dr. Cullen" the nurse screamed again.
"Renesmee" He said surprised as he stared at her crying. "Why are you crying sweet heart?" He said as he was checking her heartbeat.
"How do you feel?" He asked as he checked for her reflexes. "Do you remember what happen? " He said as he forced Nessie to remember what happen.
"Motorcycle wouldn't stop," She breathed out as she kept on sobbing. She didn't know why she was crying but she felt like crying. It was like if she was mourning over something she lost.
"Yes, Renesmee. Sweetie, what is wrong?" Carlisle asked as tears fell from her eyes.
"Dunne" Renesmee said again. "Jacob" She asked
As she asked for Jacob, her parents walk into the door. "Sweetheart, you are awake" Bella said as she hugged her tightly.
"Where is Jacob?" She asked confused. She was unaware of the amount of time has gone by since the accident. She wanted to be with Jacob.
"Jacob is doing stuff. Honey, how do you feel?" Bella answered her but she was worried. She didn't know how to tell her about Jacob.
"Drowsy. What is wrong with me?" She asked Carlisle.
"Sweetie, when you fell, you hurt your head. You were in a coma for three months sweetheart" Carlisle said checking her IV.
"Three months" She said softly. She couldn't believe how much time has gone by. She felt exhausted and confused.
She closed her eyes and drifted to sleep again. She was placed under observation for a month before she was released to go home.
Carlisle was monitoring her heartbeat, weight and getting physical therapy for her broken leg. Especially her weight, she lost around 25 pounds while she was in a coma. Renesmee had to gain ten pounds before she left the hospital.
During her stay in the hospital she tried to text, call, and even email Jacob. But, she would get no response. She felt so confused. During her coma she slightly remember his sweet husky smell and beautiful voice talking to her.
On the car ride home was quiet. Renesmee barley talked after she woke up from her coma. She kept conversations at a minimal.
She felt there was a part of her that went missing in that accident.
"Honey, Grandma is cooked all your favorites" Bella said happily. She was glad to have her daughter back home safe and sound.
"Great" Renesmee said sarcastically " I am going to my room and take a nap first " She said going to her room. She stared at herself in the mirror and she didn't recognize the person who was looking back.
Tears slip through her eyes and went to rest on the bed. She needed him so bad. She needed his arms around her. She needed his body heat to feel warm. She needs for his support and to talk to him.
Her parents were over-bearing talking about colleges and the future. Every minute of the day was being planned and carefully monitored. She stared at the engagement ring on her finger and suddenly it didn't feel right anymore.
There laid the pink laptop that she left there before going to the bonfire that night.
She quickly opened it up and there it was Jacob was signed in on msn. She needed him so bad. She was mad that he wasn't there for her when she needed him.
Did he have something else more important to do? Did she even matter anymore to him? There was no phone call or even a text message from him.
"Jake" She I.M. him and hoped for a response. The most cowardly thing Jacob could have he did. He signed off.
After a week Renesmee was hit with the news that the whole family is moving again. Since they came out of "Hiding"(because of Nessie's accident) and people became suspicious after seeing them. It was appropriate if they move because people were starting to talk.
"Everything is ready for the move to Connecticut and later on to Pennsylvania." Alice said happily
"That is great. The house is beautiful and I can't wait until I decorated it" Esme said as she started repacking kitchen supplies and other appliances.
"Yeah sadly, we could not stay here for longer. I missed Forks. Hopefully we can come visit soon" Bella said sadly. She will miss her father a lot. He has gotten better and did not need of her help as much.
Bella promised to often visit but she had to move to protect her family.
"When she we start to head out to the other side of the country?" Emmett asked as he carried the heavy cardboard box out to the garage.
"Nessie is leaving to San Francisco for the spring semester of the academic year. Which starts in two days. After she goes to college we could leave for Connecticut" Bella was telling Edward.
"Yes that will be quite wonderful" Edward said kissing her cheek.
"Everything is packed for when she was going in the Fall Semester. Comforter, blankets, clothes, toiletries, and other necessities" Alice said happily clapping her friends.
Nessie was starting to bug out because she was sitting there and she felt ignored. She insistently told her parents she is not going to San Francisco but her parents kept on making plans without her consent.
"Why are you talking like If I am not even here"! She yelled. "Its my life! Mine not your or daddy's ! It mine! And I want to go to Forks Community College" She yelled again.
"Renesmee you should not confined yourself to this town. Honey you will like San Francisco and you will meet new people" Edward said happily.
"I don't want to go. My life is at Forks and with Jacob" She said crying. She was so unhappy.
"Your life is with a person who hasn't called you for the past five months. A person who hasn't even gone to visit you in the hospital" Edward said angrily.
Renesmee just ran to the room after she heard her father cruel words. Her father was right. He didn't care about her anymore. She cried for the rest of the night.
The next day when she finally had the courage to go find him. She needed an answer from him. Why!
Why was he acting this way? Why was he avoiding her? Did she do something wrong?
Her excuse for leaving the house was to buy college stuff. Her parent surprisingly believed her.
She needed an answer and wasn't going to leave before getting one.
"Jacob" She said as she climbed into the window of his apartment building.
Jacob was there with a towel covering his modesty and surprised. Then it was completely overcome by another emotion fear. Was she really climbing the window when she recently got out of a coma Does she want to end up in the hospital again?
"Renesmee" He said softly. "What are you doing here?" He said seriously.
"What are you doing here? That what I get after five months of not seeing you" Renesmee said bitterly. Jacob stood there in silent.
"Jacob what happened? Tell me please? I need to know. What is wrong? Did I do something wrong?" Nessie pleaded to know what was wrong.
How did thing go from being so good to being horrible?
"You didn't do anything wrong" He said hesitantly. It wasn't her fault; he made the promise to her parents. The last thing she needed is to feel guilty.
"Jacob, I miss you and I love you so much. Why weren't you at the hospital? Why aren't you hugging me right now?" She demanded to know what was wrong.
The man she loves so much was so cold towards her. She needed to feel his love; she needs to be in his arms.
She instantly ran to her arms and Jacob gave in for five seconds. He hugged her tightly and smelled her rose like hair.
Feeling loved Nessie whispered to Jacob "Jake, my parents want me to go San Francisco. Jake, lets leave please right now. Anywhere, I will go anywhere as long that I am with you" She said as she hugged him tightly.
Jacob felt his heart drop as he thought about what he had to do. "Renesmee" He breathed out. He needed strength; he needed to be strong to do this.
This girl—the girl who he loved so much was willing to run away with him, just so she can be with him.
"It was the best thing for Nessie" He told himself million a times.
He pushed her slightly. God please give me strength for this. "Renesmee, I think you should go. It's a good opportunity for you." He said as he stared how Nessie's eyes were overwhelmed with sadness.
"Jacob why? We wouldn't be together for months. Jake, I want to be with you so bad. I can't leave your side, Jake. I love you." She said kissing his lips lightly.
Oh, baby, I love you too so bad. Please, forgive me for this. Jacob thought as he kissed her.
"Things have change while you were in the hospital" Jacob said as he tried to avoid her eyes.
"Change how Jacob?" Renesmee said as her heart skipped a beat. She know something was not right
"I don't want to be with you anymore. There is someone else " He said and Renesmee gasped.
"Well, that does change things. A lot. God, I feel stupid" Renesmee said as she wiped tears from her eyes.
"Enjoy California" Jacob said wishing her the best and hoped that one day she will forgive him. HE hoped for many things. One of them was to have Nessie by his side again.
"Jake, is that what you really want to tell me" He nodded
Jake, I can't believe this… I trusted you…I loved you" Renesmee said in disbelief.
"Things change" He said coldly. He hated himself for hurting this way. He turned away because if he saw her beautiful sad brown eyes, he would change his mind.
She headed towards the door but then stopped and said: "The reason why I fought against you in the beginning was because of this right here" She said hysterically.
"I think you will want to give this to the other girl" She said heart broken as she took off the engagement ring and gave to Jacob.
"I didn't want to be the girl crying at nights with the broken heart. But don't worry you will be forgotten and you will be nothing but a bad memory. " She yelled and ran out the door. She was determined to do anything to get Jacob out of her heart.
She drove to the house and angrily slammed the car door. Her parents were packing up the rest of their belongings.
She is wiping her tears as she heads towards her room and says " I guess you win! I am going to San Francisco"!