We get back to the bunker and I quickly leave the car and run inside! Although they did let me go to the bathroom, that was hours ago and they wouldn't stop again! I finish washing my hands and when I go to leave the bathroom I bump directly into Sam. "Jesus, can't a girl get some privacy" I mumble annoyed.

He ignores my comment and forces his way into the bathroom, pushing me back inside with him. He shuts the door behind him and the small room feels smaller as I wait for him to tell me what he's doing. "What is this all about?" He asks me holding up an envelope!

I quickly pat myself but it doesn't take longer than 2 pats to realize what I'm looking for is in Sam's hand "shit" I say out loud.

"What did you do to those people!" His eyes are filled with regret and disappointment.

"I didn't mean to do anything!" I fight with him "I thought I was just learning spells!"

"Jackie!" Sam's face registers with disappointment "spells aren't this good thing, they come with a price!"

"No shit" I roll my eyes sitting down on the closed toilet seat "that's why I'm trying to get the book back and fix what I did" I sigh

He grunts back "you can't just fix it with more spells, that won't help you, it won't help anyone."

I glare over to him "what are you trying to say?"

"Nothing bad, calm down" he tries to put his hand on mine but I move it away.

I look at the wall in front of me, staring past his eyes and speak with determination "I can't. I don't know who I hurt or what I did to them. It's eating me" I confess to Sam. I don't know why I did, but there's a small bit of relief within me now that someone knows what really happened with Rowena.

"Honestly, there's probably not much we can do to figure that out" he passes the note over to me.

I look at him as I take the note from his hand and unfold it, then I start to read,

"Dearest Jaclyn,

I wish you the best with your future endeavors but I shall not spare you. You've made a choice to go with the Winchesters and for that I'm sure you will pay a price. I'm honored to have taught my dear friends daughter the first of many deadly spells.

Your oldest aunt,

Rowena"

"Aunt?" Sam says once I place the paper down on the sink.

"She knew my parents, guess that makes her think of herself as an aunt" I say blankly.

He shakes his head "well now that you know you can't fix it, what are you gonna do next?" He asks

I think about it for a minute. What will I do next? I haven't really thought about what I want now. I used to just want to hunt, it kept my mind busy. However, I'm a witch now and I feel something inside that was never there before. "My parents were witches." I look back up into his eyes, they stare at me waiting to go on like a puppy does when they are waiting to be walked. "They were witches and I am too. I share something with them. My whole life was a lie. I don't know what to do next" I finally summarize my feelings. He doesn't say anything "what do I do next?" I ask him now.

"Well," he starts off "let's start by getting you under control" he shrugs gently. I glance sideways at him not following him. His eyes adjust slightly upwards and he reaches his own hand to his head.

"Right" I say back remembering the incident when we were kissing. "I don't even know how I did that, how I had that power without saying a spell." I look down at my own hands now. Suddenly I'm being pulled forward and i'm pressed softly against his body. I smell fresh detergent coming off of his plaid shirt.

"I do" he mumbles before his lips push against mine. I lift my heels off the ground and push my toes hard into the floor as I wrap my hand around his neck. He kisses me harder when I do this and his hands find my ass and he lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his body and he pushes me against the only bare wall in the bathroom. With my body pinned between the two he takes one hand and reaches it under my shirt, slowly caressing my boobs. He moves his mouth to my neck and I grip his hair and pull at it with pleasure.

"I don't feel anything" I chuckle as he goes kisses between my collarbone, letting his lips linger.

He moves the hand from my breasts and down my jeans "well that's just not true" he smirks to me playfully.

I laugh in response "not what I meant" I add, and he lowers me from the wall as we begin to undress. Within moments were in the shower passionately kissing again. Our wet bodies stay together as he pushes himself inside of me. My back arches with familiarity of him being inside and I let out a pleasuring moan.

When we're done we leave the shower separately. Sam and I agree it's still best that Dean not know about our hook up. I find my way into the kitchen and see Dean sitting there with a determined look on his face. "We gotta get a hold of Rowena" he says angrily once I'm half way into the room.

The mention of her name makes me tense but I try and let it pass "she'll show up sooner or later" I try and brush it off.

"I'm sick of being one step behind. The shit is gon' hit the fan and Sam and I will have to stop it" He mutters back. I give him a scorned look "Sorry. You, Sam and I will have to stop it" he adds on knowing what I stared at him for. I may not be a Winchester but I've earned my name as a hunter. I'm a damned good hunter and to hell if they think i'll let them forget about that.

"Well we can deal with it then" I say annoyed back. His attitude about this is starting to really piss me off.

"What climbed up your butt?" He mocks.

"You're an ass" I simply respond before walking away from him.

On my way back to the room I run into Sam "what's wrong?" He asks obviously aware that I was upset.

"Your brother!" I stare at him "he's obsessed about finding this other witch! And it's really annoying hiding the fact that I'm the other witch from him when we're staying under the same roof!" I roll my eyes.

"It's just for a little while until we can figure this out. He'll move on from it eventually, when something else comes along." He tries to calm me down.

I snort back "like what, you gonna bring on another apocalypse?" Sam's face drops and I know I hit a nerve. He goes to walk away "stop!" I call after him "I'm sorry" I say. This gets him to turn around but stay where he was further away from me. "That was a real bitchy thing to say. I didn't mean it" I apologize. "I'm just so worried about slipping up around him.." I confess.

"Then why don't you stay somewhere else for awhile?" He suggests. I turn my head sideways at the suggestions. I don't know why I haven't thought of that myself. I'm mostly relieved that the solution is so simple but deep down a part of me is upset he wants me to stay somewhere else.

"I can do that.." I trail off.

"I'll get Dean on another hunt and this will blow over his head soon" he says now walking over to me and putting a hand on my shoulder "besides, sneaking around is fun and all but it'll be nice to let loose.." he adds on leaning down to kiss me on the lips.

I let his lips push against mine but it's over in a moment. As fast at they were there they were gone and when I open my eyes he's already walking away.