Simple Plan- Welcome to my life (optional)
So. ...I really don't know how to put this. This break I had from writing due to me being out of town and having a constant busy summer is now coming to a close. However, I feel like I need more time. By that, Ive been under quite amount of stress. I can't explain why. I screwed up ...so many times in school, and I don't want to again. And my social life is very important to me, I can't just keep sitting around on my computer watching youtube videos and writing fan stories. I have to do something more productive. Plus, I feel like a completely different person when I type stories or make comments especially. This "other person" likes to take control and ignore anything that has to do with the outside world and focus on the internet. That to me is unhealthy. I want this person to get out of my mind and quit controlling me. I have friends, family, a swim team, homework, or school clubs I can attend to, but I choose not to and stay on my computer. I wanna change that, because that's not me at all. Ever since summer started, I got this whole thing planned out. My new life is gonna have a fresh start. I already have a girlfriend, I'm possibly gonna start a band, I'm joining media club, and I want to be even more outspoken. I still share time for the internet, but I just can't make it my entire life. So, if you read this far, you might be thinking that I'm probably quitting fanfiction. Well...Yes and no. Someday, I'm gonna return, but it'll be a while, and my stories will most likely be long forgotten until then. However, I still love reading people's fanfics, I just can't keep up with writing and such. (Also ChristianWolf, if you joke about this, or make any rude comment about my decision, it will show your true personality. I am being completely serious. But apparently that's too hard for you to understand) I hope you guys understand my decision, I'm not saying goodbye, I'm just...not gonna be here right now. Thank you guys for the support and to all my writer pals, please keep doing what you guys do, I promise you this, although I won't be writing, I'll still be reading...:)