A/N- Okay guys now I must warn you...there may be some smut in this chapter between Noah and Ally but it won't be sex at all trust me!:) Now...you've been warned... Anyways I wanted to just say you guys are awesome reviewers and I love you guys for all being so positive!:) Love you guys!:)
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Clarity
Ally's POV
Have you ever been afraid of the dark?
Remember when you would go to bed when you were little and look at the closet, thinking that the boogie man would burst through the door and take you away from your family forever?
Well that horrible story has turned into my reality.
And by that I mean that Noah was my boogie man and I was just waiting for him to take me away from my family forever. Instead of him being a supernatural creature he was truly evil and cruel. His smirk sent cold icy daggers at my heart making my own body shake with fear. The way he answered everyone of my questions with another question was remarkably scary.
The way his voice would sound all sweet in cheery while the words that came out of his mouth were like venom dripping from his bubble gum colored lips. Those beautiful crystal blue eyes were just a wall, hiding the black darkness.
Then you ask yourself; how can something so beautiful be something so dark and twisted?
How could something so alluring say words of wisdom but say the darkest meaning's at the same time?
Each one of these questions filled my head like a waterfall. Nothing could top how fast my heart was beating as the car hit a bump in the road. My eyes were still covered with the black blindfold.
Darkness was still around me. I could now tell that it was probably around seven-ish.
My fingers were intertwined in my lap as I sat in the seat uncomfortably. The silence made me squirm in my seat, I couldn't stand too much silence. It bothered me, now here I was paranoid as ever just waiting for something to happen.
Suddenly the car to a halt.
I heard one of the car doors open and close swiftly.
I could feel my body stiffen as I felt my passenger door open. "Let's go." Noah's voice snapped gruffly.
I swallowed back some fear as I stepped one foot out in front of the other trying to feel the earth underneath my feet. His arm hooked onto my arm sending another shock through my body due to our sudden contact.
The dirt underneath our feet crunched as I heard a sudden squeak.
"Hear my direction's clearly angel, climb all the way up." He whispered huskily in my ear. I bit my lip and he grabbed my hand making me touch a thin object. I soon realized that it felt like some wooden ladder.
I started to climb feeling Noah's hands help me up.
I crawled inside and felt my way around trying to find some place to seat. Suddenly someone grabbed me and I screamed. Noah's hand cupped around my mouth, "You alright?" He asked.
I cringed at how sweet his voice sounded all of a sudden. He turned me around and backed me up. My back hit against the wall making me gasp, "I asked you a question." He ordered. I nodded, "I-I'm fine." I spoke close to a whisper.
He grabbed my chin and swiftly removed the blindfold from my eyes. I looked around the little shack which seemed more like a run down tree house. It was dusty but it still smelled like maple cinnamon strangely...
"This is the place Austin and I would go to when we were little." Noah said as he grabbed a wooden stool from the corner of the room and sat down. I watched him as his eyes never went off of mine. "Everyday Austin would somehow make me come to this jacked up place but honestly this place made the best moments of my life."
I smile tugged at his lips but it was soon demolished with a smirk.
I sighed and sat down on the floor, "What happened here?" I asked.
He chuckled, "Me and Austin would play music here and pretend we were some kind of rock band. We sung, we danced, talked about girls, our life. That was until the day I told him I had to move." He looked out the small window as if something caught his attention.
"I moved to Michigan due to my father's new job. There I met an interesting group of people." He said emphasizing the word interesting. "What made them so interesting?" I couldn't help but ask questions about his life, I was, to be honest, intrigued.
"They did drugs, they smoked...and seduced girls."
He looked at me when he said that. Fear choked me by the neck, I was lost for words. "Y-you m-mean rape?" I stuttered. He laughed at me, "No sweetie they seduced girls into their group. There was a list of things they would do."
"L-like w-what?" I questioned.
He smirked and got up walking over to me. He sat down in front of me, "First they would talk to the girl and flirt with them any chance they could get."
I gulped but nodded for him to continue, "Then they would claim them as their's. But if anyone and I do mean anyone took their girl they would do anything to get rid of them."
He spoke as if this was perfectly normal for him to say. The words slipped out of him like a waterfall.
But realization clicked and a bell went off in my mind. Why did that list sound so familiar...?
"Wait a minute...flirt? Claiming?" I gasped. "You were trying to get me into your little cult?!" I screamed at him in anger. He was using me for his own pleasure, those kids brainwashed him into thinking seducing girls was perfectly fine!
He cleared his throat, "No angel, I didn't want you apart of the group. I wanted you alone. The group wouldn't except me back in if I found a girl and didn't want her involved in the group."
I stared at him in shock as he continued to speak.
"I wanted you Ally, so badly I couldn't sleep at night. But I couldn't decide if I wanted you or my group."
"You mean cult." I snapped. He glared at me and stood up, "As I was saying... I couldn't decide so I called my group up and they are coming here in a couple of days to evaluate you."
"Evaluate? I am not some object for them to boast at Noah. You got yourself into this mess I can't believe they brainwashed you into thinking seducing girls into some type of love is right!? Their crazy!" I yelled. He crossed his arms over his chest, "It's the only way to get what you want isn't it?"
I cocked an eyebrow, "What do you mean?" I asked uneasily.
"Girls are bitches."
I gawked at him, "Excuse me?" I snapped angrily. He chuckled and leaned against the wall arms still crossed, "They only want one thing and that is sex. If you look closely enough love doesn't mean a damn thing to them!"
"I beg to differ! I don't believe sex is the key to love. It won't make someone love you!" I yelled. He rolled his eyes, "You're so innocent and naive angel, what I'm trying to get to you is that sex sets off an alarm in a girls mind." He spoke confidently.
I said, "What do you mean?"
He smirked and bent down, "Let me show you..."
His hands graced along my thighs and I froze in panic. I could feel my cheeks burn with heat, I was getting bothered by this. Noah bit his lip looking at me, lust clouded his eyes, "My cult is some type of group that wants the satisfactory of feeling girls give into them without a second hesitation. Just look Allison, your face is getting red and you look flustered and bothered. The reason I've been experimenting on you is to see if you would give into the temptation, but soon I found myself fighting the temptation to have sex with you."
"You're sick." I spat.
His hand caressed my cheek and my breath hitched. "You can say they brainwashed me into thinking this is right, and god damn do I know that it's wrong, but the temptation of sex is overruling whatever thought I had before." He spoke softly.
He sighed, "I've wanted you for a long time Ally. I'm sorry the real me is this way but sex is the only way I can have your heart. I want you to love me, not Austin. God Allison when I saw you kissing him, I wanted to kill him. Even though we've been friends, I have new friends, better friends. One's that won't grope my girlfriend." He snapped.
He grabbed me and forced me to lay down on the floor.
He laid down on top of me and smiled wickedly as he pulled a loose strand of hair behind my ear. He began kissing my neck and I bit my lip fighting the urge to moan as he kissed my sensitive spot.
I love Austin...I love Austin...I love Austin. I mentally yelled at myself.
"I want you to love the real me.." He said leaving hot wet kisses along my neck. "I can leave you breathless angel, I can satisfy you more than Austin, physically and emotionally. I won't toy with your feelings, I won't hurt you, I'll never leave your side. I may be doing what my gang says but half of me is saying to do the same." He played with my hair as he spoke kind, seductive words into my ear.
"That's why I joined them angel, to feel loved. They taught me to be confident and strong and that is what I'm doing."
"But it's wrong." I gasped as he bit down on my neck nibbling softly. "My gang is what made who I am today. It's why I want to please you and love you. Normally a person from my group would seduce the girl and then use her to get what he wants but you angel...you're something different and I want that kind of different. See my kind of people don't care who they have to step on to get what they want."
His fingers dug into my waist as he looked at me.
"I mean after all...who needs Austin when you have me?"
The sick twisted grin came back settling on his lips.
"You're insane." I spat coldly. He licked his lips, "You won't think that for long. Once I have you in my grasp, you'll be begging to just do me and chance you get. I'll make you into Seven Devil. You'll live for sex angel."
The word echoed in my mind. So that's what his group was called...
"I love Austin." I snapped. He smirked, "You won't after I'm done with you."
The sadistic smirk disappeared once his lips touched mine. Muffled screams came from my mouth as he pinned my arms above my head. My heart was thudding against my chest as if it would break out any minute now. I couldn't believe Noah...
He didn't love me to begin with, he wanted me for his sexual pleasures. He wanted to test his groups theory out for himself on me, he's so brainwashed into thinking that this is right that it's making him look completely insane.
His tongue pushed its way into my mouth and my back arched.
A rippling sensation rushed inside me.
You'll live for sex.
The words were etched into my brain.
I was being seduced, helplessly against my own will. He was going to brainwash me until my mind drove and revolved around sex. I realized he wouldn't stop trying until I was one of his gang members. He was determined to have me and the only way to get me was to make me believe that his cult was doing the right things.
After all that was the only way they would except him back.
He was determined to make me into some mindless slave just so I could fit in with his group. He was building me up into something I would refuse to become. But I had my own determination.
I wanted the antidote to save Austin and I would take any length to get it.
Suddenly I let out a cried moan as Noah began grinding against my body. "You'll give yourself to me in due time angel...in due time." He whispered huskily in my ear. His fingers traced every inch of my body making me shiver at the touch.
He got up and grabbed a pillow and blanket out of a small bag in a corner and gave them to me. "You better be prepared for when Austin and Dylan get here they're going to kill you!" I yelled at him as he crouched into a corner. He stretched and yawned.
He chuckled as a grin tugged at his lips once again, "Actually, I'm prepared for Austin to come. The full moon's coming up in two days besides...Austin wouldn't break a promise to me we're brother's remember?"
A/N- It's official... I'm going to high school!:) School just ended today which means no more homework, no more annoying boys bragging about their "shoe game", and no more teachers!:) Anyyways I hope you guys understood why Noah is doing everything...make sure to ask questions or PM a question if you're confused about something!:) Hope you liked the little "fluff" between Noah and Ally:)
-Taylor:)
