A/n hi guys thank you for the reviews

460 :)

Okay it seems i have to clear up a few things.

1.) Charlie doesn't live with Bella and Emmett. Emmett does not stay there very often because he is always round roses.

2.) Rose and Alice are not pregnant they were reading Bella's pregnancy tests :)

3.) Thank you for loving my story :)

Carry You Home.

After reading the tests and crying for a good hour we decided to sit in the living room and pig-out. We put on Nemo and just sat there watching it but i couldn't focus on anything expect knowing something was growing in me. I didn't want to get rid of the baby but If i kept it then Edward would be sure to leave me. It just could never work.

"Hi girlie's" Emmett said walking in and putting his arm around Rose, as did Jasper to Alice.

"Hi Baby" Edward whispered in my ear.

"Guys you said you were going to take a shower but you haven't even changed" Jasper said. Oh Shit

"We umm..." Rose Said

"Wanted to eat but.." Alice said leaving me to continue and finish.

"They had no chicken and we were tired so we just sat down" I said and immediately Alice and Rose glared at me. What it was the best i could come up with.

"Right" Jasper said nodding his head slowly eying us.

"I'm gonna go pee" Emmett said.

"Emmett we don't need to know when your going to go pee in the bathroom" I said and then something hit me. Bathroom..Pregnancy tests...Emmett!!!!

I got up and ran to the bathroom and got the pregnancy tests and threw them in the bin. When i walked out everyone was starring at me weird.

"Bella?"

"Yep"

"Why did you just run in front of me?"

"I needed to get something"

"What?"

"Ladies things"

"Okay don't need to know anymore" He said and walked into the bathroom. I just sat down next to Edward he put his arm around me. We sat there and watched the rest of Nemo. Then Alice and Jasper went out together and so did Em and Rose. Leaving me and but hole alone. We were sitting on the couch and then he started kissing up and down my neck and then my jaw. Then we kissed and then he layed me down on the couch and put his hand up my top. I didn't want to do this when i had a baby inside me. I pushed him away.

"Please i don't want to do this" i said placing my hands on his chest.

"why?"

"Cause i don't."

"We hardly ever do it anyway"

"Excuse me we had have sex at least 20 times this week all because you wanted it so please let me not do it tonight okay. If you really want to do it go find some over girl to screw" i said getting up and shouting at him.

"Maybe i will" he said storming out like a two year old.

I rubbed my face up and down with my hands.

"Stupid self-centered jerk. thinks I'll do whatever he wants. See if i care if he screws another girl." i mumbled whilst pacing up and down the room. What if he does and falls in love with her? What if he doesn't want me? I am carrying his baby. We ll he does know that i am carrying his baby. I started hyperventilating and i sunk to the floor and just cried and cried.

I didn't know how long i had cried fr but i felt someone wrap there arms around me.

"Shh it's okay shh" Alice's soft voice said. (Bet you thought it was Edward)

After a couple of minutes i calmed down.

"What Happened Bella?"

"well when you all left he wanted to have sex and i told him no and then it got into a big massive argument and then i told him to go screw some other girl if he wanted sex so badly. Then he said 'Maybe i will' and stormed out" I started crying again.

"Shh it will all be okay Bells" She said smoothing my hair down.

"I am so stupid"

"No your not Bella. You are strong and this will not ruin your relationship" Jasper said sitting the other side of me.

"What if he does screw some other girl? And falls in love with her?"

"Bella he wont and if he does then we will beat him up for you" Alice said whilst Jasper nodded.

"Okay thank you Guys. I'm going to go to bed" I said getting up and giving each one of them a kiss on the cheek and a hug.

I got dressed in sweat pants and a vest top and just fell sound asleep in seconds.

I woke up at 4.30am because of some shouting.

"Edward i came home and she was in pieces. Sobbing so hard that she was shaking."

"I didn't mean for that to happen i was just pissed"

"Why? Because she didn't want sex?"

"I don't know Alice. I 'm going to bed"

"I don't think you should go to your bedroom. I think you should sleep on the couch because lord only knows if she even wants to speak to you"

Then it was silence. Thank god for Alice. I fell asleep.

I was in a green meadow. Edward and me were sitting there laughing. But i couldn't figure out what at. Then suddenly a little girl came running across the meadow. She had bronze long hair and my big brown eye's. She was wearing a green dress.

"Mommy, Daddy look" She shouted.

"Yes were looking molly"

Then she did a back flip. Then it hit me she was our daughter and she was gorgeous. Then suddenly everything went dark. Then Edward picked up Molly and then they turned evil.

"You got rid of me mommy. Why? Didn't you want me?"

"No molly mummy never wanted you she didn't even tell me about you"

"Lets go" Then they just turned round and started walking away.

"NOOO" i shouted.

I shoot up straight then there was this awful sound like a blood curdling scream and it wasn't even stopping then i realised it was me screaming. By time i stopped everyone was already in my room.

"Bella whats wrong?" Em said

"Nothing" I mumbled.

"Bells your crying it cant be nothing" Jasper said.

"It was just a dream okay"

"Jazz I'm going to stay with Bella okay" Alice said

"Okay" He said and gave her a kiss on the cheek and me and went back to bed.

"I am going to stay as well Em" Rose said.

"Okay. You sure your alright sis?" He said and i nodded to his question. Then he gave rose a kiss and then he kissed my head. The only person left was Edward.

"Bella-"

"Please just go i cant deal with it" i said and he only nodded. He came over to give me a kiss but i dodged it. He looked hurt but he just left the room without saying a word.

"Was it about" Rose asked nodding her head in the direction of my belly.

"Yeah" my voice was barley above a whisper.

"You want to talk about it?" Alice asked.

"No not really but you guys should know that i want an a abortion"

"Okay Bells. We don't agree but we know it's hard in your position but just think about it before you do it" Rose said.

I only nodded. Then we fell asleep with all our heads together. I woke up in the morning but the bed was empty and then i found a note.

-B

We all have gone out so you and Edward can chat.
We will be back soon.
Love you :)

-E,A,R and J

I suddenly got the smell of bacon and to my embarrassment my stomach rumbled. I walked outside and there was Edward making Breakfast.

"Good morning"

"Hi"

"I made you breakfast"

"Thanks"

"Are you going to answer my question in more then 1 syllables words?"

"Nope"

I took a seat. Whilst we were eating i kept looking down. it was so hard to hide this from him but i didn't want to lose him. He just kept starring at me probably to see what is wrong with me. After we were done he washed up while i sat on the sofa. Then he came and sat by me.

"Bells just so you know i didn't screw another girl"

"Okay"

"What is wrong with you?"

"Nothing"

"Well what happened last night?"

"Nothing it was just a dream"

"Want to talk to me about it?"

"No cause it ain't going to help" I said and got up.

"Love you" he shouted after me.

"Me to sweets me to" I said back.

I went into the room and dialed the number i never thought I'd have to call.

"Hello" a bored voice said on the other end.

"Hi. I need to make a appointment"

"Okay. When?"

"On the 14th of October at half twelve please"

"Okay name?"

"Annabell screwage" No way was i going to give them my real name.

"Okay" Then the hung up.

It was settled i was going to get rid of the baby.

A/n hope it was okay :)

I was kinda in a rush cause i just got pack from my mates house :)

I know this chapter is kinda crap but it's better then nothing :)

Love you all xx