Dear Amane,
I feel so tired, Amane. Sick and tired of this world I'm forced to live in. I'm surrounded by people all day, and I can't stand any of them. I'm sick of all the lies, the fake smiles, the misery, and the loneliness. I just want out, Amane. So, I pulled all the painkillers out of the medicine cabinet and took them all.
Even as I'm writing this, I feel sick and dizzy. But I'll feel better soon enough. There's no way I'm getting into Heaven, Amane. No-I've sinned too much for that.
So, I'll look up at you from Hell.
Love,
Ryou