We get backed into the one store that has its gate shutters down. "Fuck! It's locked. Give me Ass Destroyer." I try to break the padlock that secures the gate to the floor, but my hand can't get enough momentum with the limited space, and she's not strong enough to do it. I haven't lost hope because there's this small window just out of my reach. I grab the trash can a hurl it at the glass in the shop. Once the glass falls, I grab Vin. "Go."

"No, you don't stand a chance alone!"

"And we both know that we don't stand one together. This is the only way. Vin, you lead the Saviors. I know you can, and you'll be ten times the man I could." I give her a bittersweet embrace before lifting her up to the window so she can climb in. "Don't watch."

"Negan," she sobs down at me.

I give her a wink and turn my back even though I'm terrified. No one wants to fucking die, but at least I can go knowing she's safe. "Alright, you shit fucks." I grip Lucille tight. On the bright side, a hundred or so meat puppets should devour me pretty quickly. My confidence goes fuckways once I'm overrun. One of them start to gnaw on my arm and I'm wondering how long until the leather sleeve gives. I look over my shoulder when I hear Vin curse, then she screams my name. The rolling cage shutter starts to lift up.

"Negan," she yells.

How the fuck did she get that thing open? I shove the undead off and kick one more before running to the shutter. "Good girl! A little more," I say, getting on my stomach to slide under it.

"It's stuck!"

Of fucking course it is. And now Vin gets a front row seat as I'm ripped in half. I look up to see Ass Destroyer slid through the gate and into an undead. This woman is giving it her all to save me, and I can't let her harbor guilt if I don't make it. She continues to fight them off while I use strength I didn't even know I had to lift this thing enough where I can get under it. My right boot is taken, and the metal from the gate slices up my calf, but I have my life.

Vin reaches under, lopping off the undead's arm and getting it back before the two of us yank the shutters back down.

Whatever cover this store had for the remodel process is moved into place so the undead can't see inside. I step up on the ledge to watch from the window I broke and wait for them to lose interest. "It's working," I whisper. They become distracted by a break in the clouds and the sun reflecting off the metal fountain.

"Negan," she says shaken up.

I hop down as she hurries to me and our lips meet.

"I thought—" She drops my boot, deepening the kiss.

My hands move around the curve of her ass as she's moved up against me. Her legs wrap around my torso as best they can. That was too goddamn close for comfort. I press her back to the wall, grabbing at the hem of her shirt. It's almost at the expense of her new glasses when I yank the shirt off over her head, but she steadies them back into place. There's some kind of closet next to us that I yank open. It ends up being a small bathroom. I shut the door behind us, thankful for the window to let the light in. I put her on the sink, then reach over my shoulder and pull my shirt off. The way her hands trail my wide chest feel so fucking good.

Her eyes drop downward and so does her hands. She's not fumbling with any buttons or zippers, and frees my cock with wide eyes.

I don't even try to get this woman anymore naked. Just enough to get my dick inside of her. Which I'm about to come just from seeing her spread out before me. "Fuck." I run my head up her warm slit, so fucking eager to accommodate me. "Just like we talked about. I'll stop if you say the word."

"I want you."

I bring her to the edge of the sink just enough, holding her by one of her thighs. My eyes fall closed as I give her just the tip.

She squirms just a bit, grabbing me by the bicep.

Fuck. My. Dick. I have waited to fuck her for so long, but she is so tight this might be a very short fuck. I move my hips back and take a few quick breaths.

"I'm ok."

"I'm not," I laugh. Jesus how embarrassing. Don't be a vagina, fuck the vagina.

"Sir?"

That pulls me from my thoughts as my lip coils upward. "Good girl. You learn fast." I harshly take hold of her neck and I claim what's mine.

Vin tilts her head back as a moan leaves those sweet lips.

I'm greedy and want another one.

"It's so good!"

"I know." Her mouth opens as her eyes shut when I delve all the way inside her. I turn her head some so she can look at the mirror. "You like watching me fuck you?"

She doesn't respond. Just some lazy head nod accompanied by a moan.

This is actually quite stupid because all this noise is going to draw the undead back to the gate. My hand moves from her neck to cover her mouth. I let out a grunt because her walls clench tight around me. "You filthy fuck," I say in her ear.

Vin says yes sir into my hand. She runs her hands along the v of my abdomen impressed by my form like she hasn't seen it before.

My thrusts pick up and it makes me wonder how long this sink is going to stay fixed to the wall. I wipe the sweat from my brow with the crook of my elbow. Fuck, it's so fucking hot in here. Even the mirror is starting to fog like when you step from the shower. Her glasses, too.

It's just nice to be desired like this. To know this woman's arousal on my cock is because I'm all the man that she needs. "Come for me. Let me know how grateful you are for Sir's cock." I get my thank you as soon as my hand is brought from her mouth.

"Negan," she chokes on her own screams. Her eyes prick in the corners with tears.

I shoot my load so far into this woman, so deep in-fucking-side of her.

Her nails leave red smears down my arm as she continues to find her release.

Fucking shit! Fuck! Fuck. My thrusts start to slow, my breathing heavy against her temple. I feel hers hot on my chest. "Finally, fuck." It makes me feel so fucking stupid all the times I fucked shit up because we could have fucked a year ago. Or shit however long we've known each other. I'm not really good at that sentimental fuckery. "Clean me off," I smirk, holding myself by the hilt.

"If you clean me off." She parts her legs some.

"No way, that's not even the same thing."

"Fuck you then."

I bellow out a laugh. "Goddamn, you're hot." I bend over to swipe her boot from the floor and set it in her lap. "What's wrong?"

"You said you wouldn't take my virginity on the bathroom sink."

Shit. I did say that. "Are you disappointed," I frown.

"I liked it. It was rough and a little dirty. I don't think I would have enjoyed the bed as much."

This woman doesn't even know what's in store for her. I brace the wall so I can catch my breath some. "You just wait until I tie you to one of those large bedposts."

"So you can claim my tight heat?"

I can't even speak. I just nod.

"Well… how long do I have to wait?"

Fuck me, I love this woman.

Vin sits nervously in the infirmary. Her head down in shame.

Fuck, this is what I didn't want. We were so wrapped up in the heat of the moment yesterday, I kinda... forgot to use protection. "Just give her the fucking pill to make this shit go away."

The doctor sighs, folding her arms. "You want me to give you this pill because you didn't practice safe sex. Negan, aren't you in your forties? You should know better."

"Hey! Hey, where in the fuck do you get off?! And fuck you! I'm not forty." Yet. "Give me the goddamn pill!"

"These are for accidents. Or god forbid something happens to one of our women because some grabby man can't keep his hands off her. I just want you to know that by your careless mistake, you're taking this away from a woman who might actually need it." She narrows her eyes at Vin. "Because you're acting like some bitch in heat."

I knock over the tray of medical supplies. "How dare you speak to what's mine like that! Pack your shit, and get the fuck out!"

Only it's Vin that runs out.

"I mean it! Get the fuck out!" I end up finding Vin in our room sitting at the edge of the bed.

"I can't do it, Negan. She's right. We weren't safe. This is the consequence."

"Vin, this is what the pill is for. For accidents. She was just being dramatic."

"But she makes a valid point. What if one of the women get raped? That pill needs to be for them. Not for me because I can't keep my legs closed." Vin starts to sob. "I'm a whore."

This turns into a fifty-four minute meltdown as I try to calm her down. She shouldn't feel like this. It's my fault, and now things are just so fucked up one side and down the other because of it. Right as I convince her to take the pill, then she starts another meltdown because she doesn't understand the concept of the pill. "You're not hurting anything. It's only been one day. Vin, all this does is stop anything further from happening. If something already happened… if… you do get pregnant, well, we deal with it then. Look, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for all this to happen the way it did."

"It's not an abortion?"

"No, God, no. Jesus. Look, read the little booklet. It explains everything. Bottom line, it's your choice." I put the box in her hand, too. "I'm going to leave. You take the pill, or you go put it back in the infirmary. Whatever you decide, we don't have to talk about it. Ok?"

She nods, but there's still that uncertainty in her eyes.

"Christ, Vin. I've wanted this for so long. Don't let that fucking jealous cunt take this from us."

"I'm not," she smiles.

"Alright. I'm going to leave you be. This is your decision, and whatever you decide is the right one." I kiss the hand that has the pill in them before getting to my feet. "It'll be ok. I promise..."

A/N Crap is going to start hitting the fan in the next few chapters before this story takes a turn to AU town, and I am so excited for the AU. Let me know your thoughts about the chapters! I love getting your reviews :)