Carrying The Killers Spawn

Ian raped Spencer... and now she is the one pregnant and not Melissa.

Follow her in her journey with Toby by her side.

A/N: I got a kitten!

Chapter 23

"You want to talk?" Hannah asked me and I shook my head , this was the first place I came after the fight with Toby. I didn't know who else to talk to and panicked.

"Spencer is there anyone you want me to call honey?" Ms. Marin asked me and I nodded my head.

"Can you please call the girls and tell them to come over as soon as possible. There is stuff I need to tell all of you." I asked Hanna and she quietly got her phone out and started texting them. I was currently holding a sleeping Aaron and had tear stained eyes that became wet with the thought of the look on his face when I told him about the miscarriage.

"I don't know what to do anymore. " I told Ashley and she nodded in a comforting way.

"It is a tough pickle you are in." She told me and I began to break down silently again.

"I'm a failure , I always let down people and sometimes when I think of Ian I can still feel his hands on me. Aaron is already starting to look like him and it is scaring me. I just can't handle this stress right now." I told her

"Every mother goes through tough times , you are still a kid yourself Spencer. It doesn't help." She told me and I agreed with her.

"When I was pregnant I would have dreams of me with 2 kids and being married to Toby and they both would be dead by the end of the dream. ." (Ps in chapter 5 , Chris is Nemo and Lola is the child she miscarried.)

"Well you have been dealing with alot the past year Spencer. Remember that , and I think you are stronger than ever." She tried comforting but it didn't work.

I contemplated telling Ashley right now about losing the baby , but I had to wait until the girls got here . It was just because I thought it would be better to tell them as a group and plus this was pretty important news.

10 minutes later

"So what is so important Spencer?" Emily asked pressing the subject eager to find out , she must have heard me and Toby yelling at eachother.

"Me and Toby broke up. " I said sadly rocking Aaron lightly and Aria looked confused .

"Why? " She asked looking ready to kill him.

" I was planning on leaving him and he found out ." I told them and looked down knowing this was my fault.

" Why would you do that?" Emily asked now just lost as well did everyone else.

"I need to get away for a while ." I told them and they all looked like they knew things were tough with Aaron and all.

"Why?" I heard Emily ask and I looked at her starting to cry.

"I guess there is no other way to tell you... I had a miscarriage a month ago. I apparently lost the baby before the car accident. I didn't lose the embryo , so there would be no way to tell unless if I knew I was pregnant. " I told them and they all looked shocked. "I was only a month pregnant , possibly even less. "

"Why didn't you tell us?"Hanna asked and Ashley looked curious as well.

"I was scared, I didn't know what to do. As soon as I found out I just wanted to get away from all the drama for a while." I told them.

"Are you planning on leaving still?" Emily asked and I shook my head.

"I can't do it to Toby. I can't just leave him like that , I will just wait it out for a while and then beg for forgiveness , though I will probably stay in the motel for a while." I shrugged my shoulders not caring where I stayed for now. I just cared about Aaron.

"You can always stay with me , its right across the street from Toby's house so when you go back it will be easier. Plus Toby and Aaron can still see each other everyday. " Emily suggested.

"I don't know Em. I mean it is ideal sounding , but I think if Toby saw me then there would be an all out war." I told her shaking my head.

"Oh come on Spencer! You know you want to do it , its not like my mom will mind. I mean your job starts up in a week , so you can just stay at my house until you get your first pay check . " She tried to get me to move in with her and I just sighed.

"Fine , but only until I get my first paycheck , then I will move out. " I told her firmly and she nodded.

"This will be so awesome , it will be like a huge party every night. This will be so much fun." Emily said excited.

"Yeah apart from my darling son who doesn't sleep at night. " I motioned down to Aaron and she rolled her eyes.

Who is the stalker? Will Spencer and Toby be alright? What about the other girls?

Also I am thinking about a new Au story. i might continue my oneshit or i might go along with my new idea.

Tell me what you think , the idea is basically Spencers family is having the barn being built in their yard and Toby is one of the construction workers. Probably wont be to long.

If I continue the shitty one shot I did then it will probably include Toby coming close to death and being able to see Spencer. You know something cliched

So I am knocking a person off of the list of stalkers to count down until the true identity is found .

Mrs. Hastings

Emily

Melissa