Hey guys! See? I'm back, just like what I said on my other story. I hope you all tried reading my other fanfic called "Take a Ride" but if you haven't, go read it, it wouldn't hurt if you do and I might as well update it by tomorrow. So hurry up and don't get left behind! :D

Chapter 's POV. In this chapter, Naomi's been having a lot of internal debate with herself, between letting go of Emily and being scared that Emily might leave her 'cause she thinks Emily doesn't deserve her.

I woke in the middle of my sleep because of the throbbing pain coming from my abdomen. I wanted to scream because of too much pain but there's this beautiful red head sleeping beside me, instead I lightly tapped her arm that was wrapped around my stomach.

'Em, Ems?'

'Yeah?'

'It hurts again and I think I'm gonna throw up.'

'Oh shit.' Emily carefully stood up from my bed and runs towards the bathroom to get a basin where I could throw up. When she came back, panic was all over her face and it worries me. 'Hey Em, look at me. I'm sorry if I worry you and I'm sorry if it scares you.

'Baby, you don't have to apologize.' She answers me as she hands me cold water. 'Would you like me to call a nurse to check on you?'

'Yes please. 'Cause it still hurts.'

'I'll be quick yeah?' She kisses me softly on my lips before she walks out of the room.

I am so honestly thankful for having Emily stay here with me and for looking out at me but to be fair, I always end up of worrying if she actually deserves me and sometimes I couldn't help myself of wanting to ask her to break up with me cause I don't even know how long I'd leave and I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if the time comes that I'd be dying. Sometimes it also scares me that what if one day, I'd wake up without Emily by my side. Like she already decided to leave cause she can't stand babysitting me.

While I was on the middle of my thinking, Emily came back with the nurse. 'Hi' Emily asks as she softly rubs my back.

After a couple of minutes of checking me and after getting another tube of blood from me the nurse finally left and left me and Emily alone again.

'You alright baby?' Emily asked me again, her voice full of concern and love that I couldn't help myself but to grab her by her shirt and kiss her. 'What was that all about?' 'Well I just thought I should kiss you to show you how thankful I am that you're here and taking good care of me.

'Well Naoms, I'm sorry, but you have to bear with me cause I want to babysit you up until you get better and I know it wouldn't be long now, you know what I mean?'

'Yes sir. But now, can we please go back to sleep? I'm really feeling tired so come up here before I ask the guards to carry you up here.'

Two days later.

'Morning Mum'

'Morning sweetheart' mum greets me as she moves closer to kiss me on my forehead.

'Where's Ems?'

'Oh she went home to shower and grab more clothes and all. But don't worry she's coming back this afternoon.'

'Alright. Oh mum, I'm starving.'

'But no one's gonna look after you.' Before I could protest, a light knock came in to my door and Effy came in.

'Saved by the bell.' I grinned at my mum as she rolls her eyes. '

Okay, so what you want to eat and Effy darling is there anything I can get you?'

'A cup of coffee will be great Gina.'

'You're such a bitch Ef. You're really gonna have a coffee whilst I'm not allowed to have one and that's just gonna make me so fucking jealous.'

'Calm your tits Naoms and answer Gina.' Effy shrugged as she moved to the chair next to my death bed.

'Chocolate muffin will do mum and milk.'

'So..'

'So what Ef?'

'Oh somebody's in a foul mood then?'

'Well how can I not be in a foul mood when my girlfriend left, without telling me?'

'Probably she doesn't want to wake you up.'

'She could've left me a note or a text message.'

'Nai, don't be daft. It's not like she's not going to come back.

'What if she really does not come back?' That's it. I wasn't able to hold back my anger and paranoia now and I ended up snapping at my best friend.'

'Christsakes Campbell, don't give me that glare.'

'I know you know something Elizabeth Stonem' Okay, knowing Effy for all this years would make her a bit scared when I called her with her full name but fuck it, I need to know what's going on with Emily. She's my girlfriend, so if I can't gather anything from Emily, I might get anything from my best friend.

'Dammit. You're really never gonna let this go now, do you?'

'Nope. Sorry Eff. So spill whatever you know'

Effy take a deep breath before she answers me. 'Fine. Emily's never gonna forgive me when she finds out I told you, so gotta keep your mouth shut about this.'

Okay… That was really something I wasn't expecting but fuck it. 'Cross my heart, Eff.'

'Emily's always out lately. Going to different health charities and asking for their help, if they know someone who could get you a donor. She even asked for her mother's help, 'cause you know the good 'ol Jenna a well know icon for both media and charities. Katie and Emily went home over the weekend, but sadly as it may sound Jenna turned down her daughters. So since they came back, Emily always go to different charities as long as she can sneak out. So don't you fucking dare think that Emily's going to leave you, because it's clear enough of how much she loves you. Grow a fucking backbone Campbell and there's more by the way, she even asked Cook's band to have a charity concert, so you know they can give awareness to people and of course to ask for help.'

I have never imagined that Emily would do those things, it also surprise me that she even went home just to ask for her mother's help, knowing how much they hated each other. A pang of guilt mentally slapped me.

'Eff, what should I do know? I—I don't think Emily ever deserves me. I mean look at her, she shoulders everything. She went places to places to ask for their help when she shouldn't be doing that. How could she ever love me this much? I'm scared Effy, so scared that what if one day, I'd die. Who's gonna look after her? I wouldn't be able to stand it, seeing her getting hurt because of me.'

'Then you have to fight Campbell. Even Katie knows how much of a fighter you are. So don't you fucking give up on this and get your shit together. Stop being a bitch to me, Katie, Gina and most especially with Emily. We're all here for you Naomi; we're going to fight this battle with you.'

'Thank you Effy. I wouldn't know what to do; maybe I would've kicked Emily out if you didn't talk me over. Thank you.'

'You're welcome. Enough with the drama will you?'

As soon as I have composed myself, Mum came back with our breakfast.

'God mum, I obviously forgot how hungry I was till I smelled the muffins!'

Another short chapter, but I hope this one's enough to keep you reading this story. Reviews are very much welcome.