Here is the next part and last part of the 6:th episode and I hope to have one the 7:th done soon, I have the first part written on paper and I'm going to start with the next really soon… if I don't get caught in watching some of the new movies and Dollhouse.
Thanks all for the feedback and I would love to know what you think of this part to as always.
Happy New Year!
Part 4/4
Spencer was thinking about how to bring up the fact that Ashley was her girlfriend to her friends and yet the blonde had to get the oaky from said girl that it was okay that she did just that, telling her friends that she was dating or more like involved with Ashley.
This was all up to Ashley, what the next step would be. For the brunette it was pretty easy, just tell her friends that she liked girls, but then again that might not be as easy as the blonde hoped.
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Ashley was down at the beach with her friends this was the moment that she would be showing or more like telling them who she really was.
It was even harder then she had thought that it would be, it sounded so easy in her head but in the end actually telling them was harder than she ever could imagined.
The brunette could easily play games being the one with all the pressure on her in her soccer games but this ten times harder or even more.
"Ash, you called this so what is all of this about?" Aiden asked, he for one had better things to do then being here.
"I just wanted to hang out with my friends; you know catching up and stuff." Ashley defended herself.
"And why would we need that." Aiden said, he was angry at the brunette he felt like she was ignoring them.
"So I've been spending some time with some other friends, I didn't know that was a crime." Ashley said, the frustration was building up inside of her.
"Ashley, calm down, this isn't helping anyone of us." Amy said trying to get the girl to understand and take a step back.
"What you meant to say is that you've been spending time with Spencer." Aiden spat out.
"Aiden." Both Madison and Amy said.
"What!?"
"You aren't helping." Amy said, hoping that both Ashley and Aiden would calm down.
"Yeah, I might have been spending time with Spencer." Ashley said as Amy heard Ashley saying this she knew that Ashley was going to say something about Spencer that she might regret later.
"Ashley." Amy tried, to say to get her friends' attention but she had no success.
"I might have had a reason for spending time with her."
"Don't come dragging this shit about that she is tutoring you. Both you and me know that there is more to it."
"Well, I like to think that I can spend as much time as I want to with my girlfriend." Ashley said and as she said the last part, it dawned on her that she just had outed herself and in the process telling them that Spencer was her girlfriend.
And now it was too late to take it back. All that she could do was to wait and see how her friends would react.
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Spencer was waiting by her phone, she was waiting for Ashley to call her or to text her. Just something to let her know how things had turned out.
'sry' was the only thing Spencer got from Ashley. That one word could only mean one thing in Spencers' world.
The brunette had backed out.
'?' Spencer sent back, she didn't feel like talking to Ashley at the moment. Sure she had told Ashley that she wouldn't pressure her about coming out.
But to the blonde a promise is a promise.
'they know.' when Spencer read those two words in that text she knew that she needed to call Ashley. Just so that she herself knew what Ashley meant.
"Hi." Spencer said, she wasn't sure on how to approach this situation.
"Spence?" The blonde heard Ashley ask in a small voice.
"Yeah, it's me."
"I need you."
"Okay, so do you want to come here or should I come to you?" Spencer asked, this was up to the other girl.
"I'm coming over. I don't think I want to be home."
"Okay."
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Ashley walked up to Spencers' room. She was not sure on how Spencer was going to react to the fact that Madison and Aiden knew about her too.
The blonde had wanted to tell her friends, so Ashley was hoping that Spencer was going to take this in a good way and not freak out to much.
As the brunette walked inside the other girls' room, the blonde couldn't help but to take Ashley in her arms just holding her close.
"So your friends know?" Spencer asked and she could feel how Ashley nodded.
"They didn't take it that good?" Spencer asked, wanting to know what was going on inside of Ashleys' head.
"I don't know." Ashley said and Spencer had a confused look on her face, not really understanding what Ashley was talking about "I kind of left before they could react."
"Oh, so maybe you should call them?" Spencer asked looking in to a couple of brown eyes.
"I'm not sure I want to listen to them." Ashley said not looking Spencer in the eyes.
"So why is that?"
"I got in to a fight with Aiden." Ashley said looking down on her shoes.
"Why is that?"
"He said I spent too much time with you and before I knew it I said that you were my girlfriend." Ashley confessed.
"So that would mean that your friends know about us?" Spencer asked wanting to make sure she got all of this right and not misunderstanding what Ashley was saying.
"yeah." Ashley said "are you angry?"
"No, of course not." Spencer said and gave the girl a kiss on the side of her head. "You do remember the small fact that I wanted to tell my friends?" The brunette nodded, not wanting to talk at the moment, she felt safe when Spencer was holding her.
"You do know that you can be silly sometimes." Spencer said. "You do remember who my friends are?" Ashley nodded once again "that would mean that you probably would be confronted and my guess is that it would be happening in front of your friends."
"So it's really a good thing they know already." Ashley stated and this time it was Spencers' turn to nod.
"I'll talk to Chels and Chloe tomorrow and I think I need to talk to Kula later." Spencer said. "And Glen and Clay will know later tonight.
"Don't forget about dinner with my parents. It'll probably be after the next game." Ashley said. "Spencer this meant a lot to me, that you would just listen to me and not say anything."
"That's what I'm here for."
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The blonde wasn't sure on how she should tell her brothers about Ashley. She had picture different ways this could turn out and somehow she thought that it would be oaky in the end.
Neither of them had any real problems with Ashley, truthfully it was mostly Kyla that had any problems with the brunette. And Kyla wasn't supposed to find out just yet.
"Glen, I need to tell you something." Spencer said and the blonde brother looked up at his sister.
"Okay, lay it on me. I can take it." Glen said.
"So, I think that I should be getting Clay first." Spencer said more to herself she was about to chicken out of telling Glen maybe if Clay was there to it would be easier she just had to say it once.
"He's with Chels." Glen said.
"Great." Spencer said, in that case he would find out later when Chelsea and Chloe found out.
"So?"
"Well. I'm dating someone." Spencer said "And I don't think that you'll like it."
"Not anyone of our friends?" Glen asked and Spencer shook her head telling him no. "And no Madison, right?"
"Not Madison but one of her friends." Spencer said and Glen just gave his sister a strange look. "I'm dating Ashley."
"No, no, no, no…" Glen said "This is not happening, I must be sleeping."
"What's not happening?" Spencer asked.
"So, I'm just finding out that you are gay like a week ago and now you tell me that Ashley is your girlfriend. I hope you know that ypou won't have a best friend when she finds out about this." Glen said.
"She'll be oaky with it eventually, if she is my friend." Spencer said hoping that she was right about Kylas' reaction.
"I hope that you are right, if you want I can tell Clay when he gets home so that you can tell Chels and Chloe."
"Thanks." Spencer said, she was happy that he had told her that he could tell Clay.
"Sure, so when are you telling Kyla?"
"Tomorrow after school. Id I don't have to tell before." Spencer said, it was all about how Ashleys' friends had reacted. "You can talk to Madison about it, she already knows and Drew too."
"How come she knows before me all the time?" Glen sighed.
"Madison?" Spencer asked not following what Glen was talking about.
"No, not her Drew." Glen said, frustration sipping through his ears, all Spencer could do was to laugh.
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Chloe and Spencer were walking up to the school and the blonde had yet to tell her friend she had told Chelsea over the phone last night. No big reaction, she had said something like, like I didn't already have an idea that had happened or that it would happen sooner or later.
"So I kind of need to tell you something."
"Ooo, gossip, let me know." Chloe said.
"Yeah, kind of gossip but you can't tell anyone yet."
"Then it's not gossip." Chloe stated.
"I know but there is just the fact that I've got a girlfriend." Spencer said.
"Tell me more, tell me more." Chloe said starting to clap her hands and act like a kid in a candy store.
"I'll tell you if you stop quoting Grease." Spencer said.
"Fine but you know what I think about that movie." Chloe said.
"Yes I know." Spencer said, "So the thing about my girlfriend that is the thing that you have to wait and tell people about but if you need to talk to someone you can talk to anyone of our friends besides Kyla."
"Okay, noted not to talk to Kyla about Spencers' girl."
"Perfect, cause I have to tell her and I don't know how to tell her that it's Ashley."
"What?!"
"Ashley is my girlfriend." Spencer said again.
"That's just bad, you can have any girl in school and you chose Ashley Davies."
"First, I didn't choose Ashley. Don't you think that if I could chose I would have chosen someone else." Spencer said "Secondly it kind of just happened."
"I shouldn't be surprised by this you two have been hanging out a lot and it's more than just tutoring between the two of you." Chloe said.
"I guess that you can say that." Spencer said.
"So are you still tutoring her in biology?" Chloe asked and Spencer just blushed this was too much for her and she was pretty sure that this wasn't the last time she was going to hear that.
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"You just left yesterday." Madison said as she walked up to Ashley.
"I know that." Ashley said not looking up at the Latina.
"So you are dating Spencer." Madison stated.
"Just stated the obvious will you."
"Sorry." Madison said "But there must be something about those Carlin kids."
" Forgot about you and Glen." Ashley said looking up at the girl for the first time.
"So you are okay with this, you know me digging chicks."
"Yeah as long as you keep your hands of me." Madison said and laughed.
"Not a problem, I like 'em smart and with something else then air in the head." Ashley joked with her friend; it felt nice to be able to something like that.
"You just joke about it. I just wanted to let you know that might not have taken it so good."
"Not surprised about that, I just hope that he can keep it to himself."
"I wouldn't count on it." Madison said "And tell the team before Aiden does, I think they will take it better if you tell them."
"I know but I'll wait, that ain't easy but I have to tell Coach first."
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"Kyla, I need to talk to you." Spencer said as she ran up to her friend.
"What's up Spence." The brunette asked.
"Well, I have met someone." Spencer said at first hoping that she could ease her friend in to this.
"That's great. So who is this lucky girl." Kyla asked she wanted to know who it was that had caught her friends' eye.
"That's the thing." Spencer said looking down at her shoes. "I don't know how you'll react."
"Okay, I promise that I won't freak out."
"Don't make any promises that you can't keep." Spencer said "Cause I know you won't be able to keep this one."
"Okay, so who is this girl." Kyla asked.
"It's…" Spencer started; she had problems with adding the name. "It's Ashley." When Kyla heard the name she couldn't believe what was coming from her friend.
"This is a bad joke, it's like an April-fools' joke or something even thou it's not April-fool." Kyla said "because my best friend would never betray me like this."
"It's not a joke." Spencer said, she could feel how her eyes stated to water "Ashley is my girlfriend and there is nothing that I can do about that."
"Sure there is," Kyla said "Just dump her, then she ain't your girlfriend anymore."
"I don't chose who I fall for." Spencer said.
"I thought that you were my friend." Kyla yelled.
"I AM YOUR FRIEND." Spencer yelled back.
"If you were my friend then you wouldn't be dating her." Kyla continued to yell.
"What did she ever do to you?" Spencer asked. "What has she done to make you hate her so much? I've been trying to remember what it can be but I can't come up with anything" the blonde didn't get an answer so she continued "All I want is to know your reason for hating her."
"It's easy Spence, she has everything and I have nothing. She always gets what she wants and what I want." Kyla said.
"I think the two of you have a lot to talk about and I for one hope that it'll happen soon." Spencer said and she left her friend she didn't want to stay and listen to this anymore.
As she walked away tears were falling down her cheeks, she was losing her best friend and there was nothing she could do about it.
If the other girl just could have something that resembled a heart everything would be fine. And maybe then she would understand what the blonde was going through. This had never been easy for her and she had thought about it more than once and twice before even thinking about acting on it but in the end she could not act on this.