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ROSE'S POV

*Misguided Gosths - Paramore*

It was a long ride, but we finally arrived in London; People smiled and meeted with their family or friends, I felt alone but I had to find myself again, this was going to be a tricky ride. . .

I strode passed the crowed, wrapping my arms around myself; feeling horrible about the past weeks. I looked around aimlessly for a cab, I was so disstracted I didn't noticed my self about to be bump against someone.

"Oh dear are you okay?" I dazely looked up to find a beautiful statuesque woman; she was tall, with pale chalky skin, her face was coated in clean cut make up, and her brownish -redish hair was up in a neat bun.

"-I'm sorry- w-what?" I ask confused, she looked me up and down and shook her head. "Sweetheart, your obviously not okay. Look at your make up and clothes and of course the hair, I'm Sulspicia Volturi" she stretched her hand.

I looked at her "Rosalie" I whispered taking her hand and wiping my face with he other. "are you hungry?" I really didn't have a plan after arriving here. "I- well um " she took my hand and pulled me towards the exit of the airport.

"I just drop here my husband, he's fying to Italy for a business trip. . . his name is Caus he is a lawyer, I don't work but. . . I come from big money" I stopped and stared at her. "Why are you telling me this?" she study my face and smiled.

"You just might remind me of someone"

The rest was a daze, as she took me to some fancy restaurant t eat; and then her house. Well more like mansion, it was so big that my house back in Forks fit twice.

She shopped online for clothes and next thing y'know she is helping me fix my self.

. . .

She helped me see the mistake I had made; he told me how she went through the same thing when the doctors told her she couldn't have kids. She had gone in a rampage, locking herself up, hating herself and her husband.

And then after fail attempts of trying, she gave up and tried to commit suicide but her husband stop her. And then she realized that not only was she hurting herself but also those around her.

I met her husband, and for the first time in months I felt like my old self. I couldn't get over the fact, that I had ended and broke the relationship that I had with my family, and my husband. . . Emmett.

"Rose, back so soon? what happend, did you saw them?" I sighed taking my sunglasses and hat off, as I plucked down in the couch, dropping my heels by the side. I saw Sulspicia still waiting for my answer.

"Yes, I saw them get married; no I did not talk to them nor did I get close enough" Sulspicia crouched over to me. "Why Rose? is not-" I cut her off, shaking my head. "They've moved one. . . their happy. . . he's happy" I whisper trailing off as I looked up at the ceiling.

"You have to confront them soon enough Rose" I rubbed my face and looked at her. "I know"

B POV

"Bella hey what's wrong?" I smiled weakly at Esme, she sat beside me and hugged me. "I feel weird, Alice is married now and she is off in her honeymoon, Rose is somewhere in the shadows, I am soon to marry. .. and then off to college, how am I supposed to feel?" I ask confused

Esme Laughed and rubbed my shoulder lightly. "Y'know Bella, your young but you all know what you want. . . sure there is hard questions which we might have no answer for right now, but that's why were here; to fall and stand and try again, to commit mistakes and learn from them" she whispered.

I looked up at her "Your right Esme, thanks" she laughed lightly hugging me tighter to her.

"Y'know in a couple of weeks your wedding will arrive what do you say we go out and enjoy our fredoom from the guys today and just 'hang' like y'all girls say" I blinked and looked at her.

"Oh c'mon Bella, am I too old?" she giggle and I blushed "No, not at all, come let's hang' out then" standing up and grabbing our bags we walked out to the garage.

The guys had gone out to Port Angeles country club to play golf. Esme had grin sarcastically and had mutter something about 'watching golf hah, as if' I just simply laugh as Em, Ed, Carlisle and Charlie left.

. . .

"Oh lord, I hadn't walked that much in months" Esme sighed as we sat in a bench, we had landed in Seattle; going to a bookstore, mall, old shops, and even the museum.

And now here we sat in the park of Seattle "But you had fun" I stated, she laughed and rolled her eyes. "don't tell Alice, but this was way better than going in a shopping spree with her" she shook her head as I laughed.

"Hey do you want and Icecream?" I nodded eagerly as she stood up and headed to the old guy with his little ice cream car. "chocolate and strawberry" I yelled, I sat there with our small bags waiting.

"Bella?" I turn and my eyes widened in shock as I found Tanya?

"-Tanya?" I made sure, she wobble slowly towards me "yes, hey Bella wow" she finally stood infront of me, she looked different.

She still had her blond strawberry hair; but this time it was in a messy ponytail, her face was bloated and she had dark brown spots in her cheeks, her eyes had bags and her belly and feet were as swollen as ever.

She wasn't dress in her short dresses but in a black knee lenght skirt and a white maternity simple top. She wore no make up and she just plainly looked not her.

"You certainly look the same" she hugged me, I awkwardly hug her back avoiding the belly. "Um- you've changed" I murmured, she laugh. "Yeah, pregnacy comes with it's perks, this boys is rottening me, but it's all worth it" she smiled brightly.

I smiled, she looked tired "Here sit you look -"

"Tired? I know, I told Jake I wanted to sleep in, but he said it will do me good to walk out for the baby" she said before I could finish, I raised my eyebrows. "Your still with Jake?" not that I doubt she was going to leave him but still.

She laugh lightly and looked a me wieirdly; then her gaze turn to the side and she waved. I turn and spotted Jake; he looked the same in a way, with the exception that he had scruffy beard and shaggy hair.

"Tanya, here is your cotton candy" he yelled a couple of feet away, once he was infront of us he looked at me. "Bella? wow look at you, haven't change a tad bit" he said, Tanya took her cotton candy and chewed aimlessly.

I smiled "Thanks Jake, anyways um. . . -y'all look great" they hugged each other and smiled, Tanya offer me some cotton candy silently but I shook my head. "Bella. . . how is Rose?" I sighed, this was the talk I wanted to avoid.

"She is nowhere to be found" I avoided to say that she had sent something on Al's wedding. "Bella, I am so sorry for everything that I did, I know that it was all my fault" she cried.

"Tanya s'okay, um hey what are you even doing here in Seattle, I though you were in California" I stated, she looked oer at Jake and he smiled. "I got a job as a mechanic here in my cousins Paul bodyshop, and Tanya worked in a store as a cashier, but left a month ago" I nodded.

"Bella, here is your ice cream- oh hey there" Esme stood beside me and looked confused at Tanya and Jacob. "Um hello Esme, Jake I want Icecream. . . Bella so nice to see you again and once again sorry" she hugged me again.

I smiled "Don't sweat it, hey come to my wedding here is an invitation" she took it and grin. "Thanks Bella, I'm due in a week or so, so I'll try to make it" she mumbble before leaving with Jake.

"Was that Tanya?" Esme ask licking her cone, I shrugged "No comment"

. . .

Rose's POV

"Rose, what's going on in that little blond head of yours?" I sighed and looked at Sulspicia, I stood up and sat on the floor. "Yknow that moment when your life runs through your brain, and you realize that you miss it" she nodded.

"Rose-"

"I know I will do it"

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Sneek peek*** [Review plz]

"Bella, it's your big day" I shudder nervously as Alice brushed my hair, I wanted to run and throw up or maybe even take a shower, another one, I was litterly bouncing off my seat. How did Alice do this with out having a nervous brake down.

"Isabella Marie Swan, stop with the bouncing or you will pass out and not in the cute kind of way"

. . .

"Hello?" we all turn, but our faces fell as we saw her standing right there. "It's nice to see you again, I see that many things changed

. . .

"You think you can come back and just prance in like there is nothing going in?" I felt mad and confused. "Emmett were married and-"

"-and what. . . you dissapeared for three months almost four and your here nd expect me to just open my arms and take you back" I yelled

"Your my husband, that's what your supposed to do" sh yelled "Your married"

A/N: Hey guys I'm sorry I've been busy with school, applying part time jobs, and projects, I got sick and this afternoon I felt like I was going to pass out, but thank God I din't

anyways be patient with me, I will finish this story in the next two weeks hopeflly. Only 2 chptrs left, plz review so I know ur all with me.

thak u luv ya

-Angie