AN: This is the last chapter to this book! I will continue this as ANOTHER book! Please follow me (as in the whole "follow author" thingy) for when the next book is posted. I may be on Sunday or Monday most likely (2/2/2014 or 2/3/2014) I'm uncertain. I would like the first chapter in the second book to be very long and explain a lot more, in detail.

Sherlock's POV

Sherlock had just walked out on John, he didn't want to head back to the flat so he just started walking. He didn't really know where to go, he just went somewhere far away from John. Sherlock knew what he did was wrong, but it was to protect John.

Truth is, Sherlock never killed Moriarty. Moriarty never died, Sherlock had purposly shot Moriarty to make it seem like he had, but he didn't shoot him anywhere to kill him. He couldn't have killed Moriarty, whether that's what he wanted to do so badly, he didn't. If he did, both him and John would be dead. Sherlock knew that Moriarty had snipers in the building, aiming at them, to shoot if Moriarty was killed. At all times they were being pointed at, all Moriarty had to do was give the word. But if Sherlock left John, Moriarty said he would leave John alone and only deal with Sherlock. Sherlock would risk his life to save John, he'd drop everything. He loved John, but this was the only way he knew how to keep him safe. Leaving him. It hurt so much, he just wanted to run back and hold John and tell him it was all going to be okay. That no one was going to kill him, but that wasn't true. Because Moriarty was going to kill Sherlock. Just like before, but this time, Sherlock feared that he was going to succeed. This was going to be the end of Sherlock Holmes.

John's POV

John should have gone after Sherlock, but he wasn't able to get his body to move. He was stuck in place, unable to get up and chase after the love of his life. He just sat there, dumbfounded, that Sherlock just left him. After about 20 minutes, John got up and just walked back to the flat. He didn't know what to do or where to go, he just walked home. Slowly, trying to think things through.

Sherlock wouldn't have went back to the flat, obviously. How was John going to tell Mrs. Hudson that Sherlock just left? Why? Why did Sherlock leave? There were no more threats on them! No one wanted to kill them anymore! What was Sherlock not telling John? Why did he keep things from him all the time? John was starting to get really pissed off and walked back faster to the flat, once he arrived he went inside and slammed the door. He went to the living room and sat down in his chair. He looked over at Sherlock's chair and broke down. He couldn't hold it in, the reality of Sherlock being gone took over John. He ended up crying for the next 3 hours, thinking of everything he did with Sherlock. It was just like when Sherlock had faked his suicide, all those memories were coming back and this was much worse for John, now knowing that this was real. He didn't know if he could handle this, knowing that Sherlock was alive but wasn't anywhere near him. He wanted his consulting detective back, he wanted to hold him, kiss him, sleep with him, just be with him. But he couldn't now. Because for some odd reason, Sherlock just had to get up and leave him. He said he couldn't be seen with him, was it something John did? Did he do something wrong? Say something wrong?

(Two weeks later)

John hadn't heard a single thing from Sherlock, he was crying constantly. He hadn't slept in days, he missed Sherlock so much. He hasn't eaten much, Mrs. Hudson has had to force him to eat. He was much worse than he was when Sherlock had commited suicide, John couldn't handle this torture. It was horrible, he just wanted his Sherlock back so badly.

John got up and grabbed his gun, crying and shaking, he held it to his head. His finger on the trigger, he was ready for this.

John was ready to die.

AN: The next book will be posted, like I said, on either the 2nd or 3rd of February. PLEASE follow my account to get an alert on when it is posted! I hope you enjoyed this book as much as I did, and the second one will be MUST better!

Thank you for all the reviews on this book, I honestly loved getting reviews, they motivated me to post new chapters every day. They also gave me ideas on what to post next and such. So thank you, so so so much. I did not expect it to be end up like this, but please, follow my account!

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