"Hey… can I talk to you for a moment?

"Sure… Pads are you okay? You look terrible."

"I- I'm fine… just nervous I guess."

"You? Nervous? What the hell does the overly confident Sirius Black have to be nervous about?"

"This."

"…"

"…"

"…"

"You did this to me you know… you made me like guys too… you were the first guy I liked. At first it was just a brotherly thing I guess… and then I started wanting to kiss you… and hold you… and love you… Emmet was just a distraction you know… A distraction from you, cause I know you wouldn't like me back… but I'm tired of holding it in. We're best friends. We need to be honest with each other. I cant watch you walking around in your underwear without crying because I know that I can never touch your body… well, not as your lover. And I want to. So much…"

"Sirius, don't. I'm straight."

"… yeah, I know."

Kissing James Potter was the biggest mistake of Sirius Black's life.