045 : Illusion
It wasn't like she was scared.
...No.
She felt like she was diving without an end in sight, air rushing through her hair as it viciously whipped the clothes around her body.
Her body had become nothing but dead weight that only made the descent go faster.
Even if she tried to react, would there be anything that could work? She didn't think so.
She knew there was nothing to stop it all.
There was nothing in her way now but...what if she flew into something? What if...the negative aspects suddenly seemed endless.
Should she just...give up? Not even care anymore?
...No.
Because when she continued to chew on the idea, it suddenly didn't matter.
She felt like she had already jumped a long time ago and it wasn't like she could turn back now.
And in a way...she liked it.
Lived off of it.
With this plummet came the high, the rush of it all.
So she might as well enjoy this crazy ride if she was going to be on it.
Suddenly she felt like, with this realization, that her eyes were now wide open and she was looking around for the first time.
And then she saw him.
It's not like he could save her, he couldn't stop his own free-fall any more than she could.
But he was there.
He was with her and that's all that really mattered.
Unknown to her yet, he was going to seep into those insecure cracks that would, without a doubt, form.
He was going to hold her together through their journey no matter what.
And they don't care about anything else as they reach for each other to entertwine their fingers, to finally make contact and hold hands.
They wouldn't let go the entire way.
She's falling away.
He's falling away.
They're falling away.
...Yes.
A/N: I know, I know. It's really random, totally out there, and overly vague (whose the boy and girl anyway?! FYI, it can be your fav guy/girl ship) but the reason it's so strung out is because my brain hurts from school so...bare with me XD and like always, feedback of any kind would be appreciated