A/N I do not own Twilight.

And here is one more..

kisses to Twilightbyus

BPOV

December

I finally told Rose. I made her promise not to tell anyone.

I was scared as shit to let her know.

She freaked of course. She isn't happy and is ready to fly to Chicago and track him down. I literally had to hold her back from packing a bag.

I have learned that he now only checks in with Esme about once a week now. It sounds like he is coming back.

We just don't know when.

My biggest question is, do I want him to come back?

I'm finally coming to terms with what I have growing inside me and even better now that I have someone I can talk to about it. I know that I am going to have to tell everyone soon. I will start showing eventually.

I now have constant questions running through my mind at all times.

Is the father going to be back in time for the birth?

Is the father going to want to father the blip I saw on that screen?

Am I going to be doing this alone?

Is it okay to tell Esme about it soon?

She's going to be happy right?

What if he never comes back?