School has been so fucking boring. Tweek has been at home since Monday. God I cant wait for the weekend. Cartman's throwing a massive party and he's insisting everyone goes. I don't know if I should. Knowing Cartman there will surely be a catch. Or he wont give anyone any booze and smoke all the weed like he usually does. And his Mom will just let him get away with it. I was listening to them talking "You guys you gotta come! I'm seriously it is gonna kick ass!" Cartman exclaimed. "God damn it Cartman every time we go to one of your parties you act like a dick." Kyle growled. "Well if Kyle has too much sand in his vagina he can stay home." Cartman jeered. "GOD DAMN IT CARTMAN!" Kyle screamed. Mr Garrison was too distracted to even say anything. I suppose I could go but Cartman will probably just cause shit. Tweek hates parties so I doubt he'll go. I texted him to let him know and he said he wasn't interested. I should see what's going down. I really need a drink I've been so fucking stressed it's unreal. I need to have fun and just party. The bell rang and Mr Garrison said whatever shit he had to say. I went back to my house had a shower and got ready. Cartman had a lot of Mexican women giving out what looked like pieces of paper with his face on it. "Senor Cartman quien m s debo darle estos papeles a?" One of the women asked him. "Darles a quien le prostituta culo est pido" Cartman shouted. "Well well well if it isn't you Craig? You got your invitation?" He asked, his evil smile present. I handed him the piece of paper and he let me through. "Please enjoy Eric's party!" His mother sang. I looked over my shoulder and saw Cartman arguing with Butters. "Well gosh darn it Eric I've got an invite!" Butters pleaded. "Pfft go play with your Hello Kitty Doll ya damn fag!" Cartman spat. Soon everyone was inside dancing and drinking. Kyle and Stan were talking in the kitchen with a beer. Kenny was dancing in the corner. He soon walked over "Heey Craig! Damn you is fine bitch." He slurred, obviously wasted. "I already told you Kenny." I sighed. He frowned. "Whatever you'll soon come running." He laughed. He went and talked to some of the girls. I got a text of Tweek asking if I was enjoying the party. Well yeah I suppose it's okay. I told him it was boring though because listening to Cartman bragging about all his shit was starting to get annoying. "Oh my god and Mooom tell Kyle how you got me 2 iPads!" He whined. "Poopsikins it's not nice to make fun of other people." She cooed. "GOD DAMN IT MOM! BUY SOME MORE BEER!" He ordered. Some of the Mexican women came in. Cartman was arguing with them in Spanish for about 5 minutes. I let myself go and had an entire bottle of Jack Daniels to myself. I was starting to feel a bit sick. I can't believe I threw up in Cartman's toilet man. Fucking weak. As soon as I turned around Kenny was there. "Damn are you a lightweight or what?" He smiled. I was too drunk to be rational. I kissed him hard. "Wow! Okay now your talking my language!" Kenny beamed. He pushed me up against the wall and started groping me. I shouldn't be doing this. I let myself go in it. Kenny lead me into Cartman's mom's room. He quickly undid his belt and his jeans that were way too big slid down. "Ohh and don't be gentle." Kenny flirted. I soon went with it and before long we were doing it. I liked how Kenny took control. Tweek would just lie there like a sack of potatoes and let it happen. Kenny however writhed around like a snake and in all fairness it was hot.
God I'm gonna regret this in the morning. Fuckin A'
Chapter 92: I Cry STAN's POV:
I knew something was up when Kenny followed Craig up the stairs. I mean Craig looked pretty drunk. He only usually has a few beers at a party. He had that whole bottle of whisky to himself. "Kyle I'm gonna go see if Craig's okay." I said. "Since when did you care about Craig Tucker so much?" He replied, frowning. "Not saying I do but you know." Was all I could manage. I heard sex sounds as soon as I got to the top of the stairs. "THAT'S RIGHT YOU BITCH! FUCK ME!" I heard Kenny scream. I peeped through the door and saw Kenny and Craig having sex. Shit I feel so sorry for Tweek. What a fucking asshole. How anyone can cheat I don't know. I decided to go back downstairs. Damn I feel scarred for life after seeing that. I sat back down next to Kyle and told him what I saw. He put his face in his hands and took a swig of his beer. Honestly some people. Craig cheating like that. I never cheated on Wendy ever. Sure I was with Bebe after we broke up but that was about it. Kenny would go after anyone. I didn't mind if he was bisexual I mean I'm not closed minded like that. I mean he's been my best friend forever. But getting involved in someone elses relationship is just not good. A love triangle only ends in pain. We've gotta tell Tweek. It'll kill him but he needs to know the truth. I mean if someone was cheating on me I'd wanna know. I can't let Tweek not know. It'll break him but he needs to know. Kyle agreed with me that we needed to tell him. "Stan we need to handle this carefully. Tweek tried to kill himself not to long ago." Kyle warned. "I know dude we just gotta tell him though." I replied. Kyle nodded and we both decided to make our way round to Tweek's house. We were walking for quite a while in the dark. The whole town was quiet except for the banging music from Cartman's house. Drunk girls vomiting outside his house. It was quite a sight. Damn it is such a long way to Tweek's house! "Hang on dude I'll call my dad." I said to Kyle. I phoned him. He was wasted I could tell. "Hey Dad can you ask Mom to give me a ride somewhere? No- No dad. Ok cool Bye.". My mom picked us up and drove us to the coffee shop which was not too far from Tweek's place. "Okay you boys behave yourselves." My mom said. We got out of the car and carried on walking. I knocked on the door. No answer. I knocked again. I decided to carry on knocking. "FUCKING HANG ON! GAH!" I heard Tweek scream from inside.
Chapter 93: Fast Car TWEEK's POV:
OH GOD SOMEONES AT THE DOOR! I've still got this red hair dye on and my clothes are downstairs! I decided to get my Terrance and Philip pyjamas on. I opened the door. OH MY GOD IT'S STAN AND KYLE! WHAT DO THEY WANT! "Hey dude." Kyle said cheerily. "GAH! WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I yelped. "Tweek there's something we gotta tell you. It's really important." Stan stated. I let them in. "What are you doing to your hair?" Kyle asked curiously. "GAH! I'm just dying it!" I admitted. OH GOD I WAS MEANT TO TAKE IT OFF 10 MINUTES AGO! "Be right back! GAH!" I shouted. I quickly ran my hair under the tap. Oh god it looks stupid! It's way brighter than on the box! Craig is so gonna leave me now! PRESSURE! I came downstairs and they both giggled. "It looks! AUGH! bad doesn't it?" I queried. "No it actually looks quite nice. You look like Rihanna actually." Kyle said. OH GOD! I'M NOT BLACK DUDE! ARGH! "So w-what did you wanna tell me?" I asked them. "Well I saw Craig doing something really bad." Stan said. OH GOD HE FUCKING KILLED AGAIN! IM GONNA BE ARRESTED! "DON'T SEND ME TO PRISON!" I screamed. They gave me a confused look. "I-i mean! What did he do?! GAH!" I yelped. "Tweek, Craig's cheating on you with Kenny." Kyle muttered. "WHAT?! NO HE ISN'T!" I protested. Stan got his iPhone out and showed me the photo. Kenny was on top of Craig with a satisfied look on his face. Ohh god! That is so perverted taking a photo. No wait! "Oh god! I fucking knew this would happen!" I cried. "Tweek I am so sorry." Stan added. "NO! GAH! IT DOESN'T MATTER!" I shouted. I burst into tears. I got some of my Mom's wine out of the cupboard. "Tweek drinking isn't gonna hel-" Kyle started. "JUST FUCK OFF! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! GAH!" I roared. They quickly ran out at my outburst. I drank the whole bottle like I do with my coffee in one terrifying swallow. I got out the razor blade. Blood was running down my arms as I was starting the second bottle. I went into my room and smashed the photo frame with me and Craig in it. I set the photo on fire with my lighter and cried like I've never cried before in my life. Why did he cheat on me?! OHH GOD I'M GETTING UGLY! WHAT IF IM GETTING FAT?! PRESSURE! I finished the second bottle and by now I was getting dizzy. The blood was staining my bed and the floor. I got the third bottle of wine and drank it just as quickly. I got some of my Mom's antidepressants and took all of them. I carried on drinking until I felt dizzy. My legs were getting weak beneath me. I sat down on the sofa. I was sick all over the floor. All the pills and the contents of my stomach were on the carpet. Mom still had a few wine bottles left. I drank the rest of them slowly getting more and more drunk with each passing moment. Before long I'd stopped twitching all together. I was calm for once in my life.
I can't believe Craig cheated on me. Fucking asshole. I carried on cutting deep with the blade. A river of blood was flowing down my arm. I feel so sick. I was getting sleepy. It's so dark before my eyes.
Chapter 94: Too Close CRAIG'S POV:
I made a massive mistake with Kenny. As I left the room he was in he asked me to call him. I walked down the stairs and everyone looked at me. I flipped them all off. I started walking back round to Tweek's. As I came out of the house I saw Stan and Kyle. "You should be fucking ashamed." Kyle fumed. I walked past them. Ashamed of what? Dickwads. I walked around town for a while. Smoking the spliff I took out of Kenny's coat. I sat in the cold and dark and watched the cars going by. Various people just enjoying their lives. It was quite beautiful in all fairness. It was a dark and bewitching beauty that few people saw except for me. I was enjoying all this until I felt the urge to go and see Tweek. I fancied finishing what Kenny had started. I was only about 5 minutes from his house. His mom was at a meeting out of state so we had the house to ourselves for the night. Praise coffee conventions man. I opened the door and saw Tweek. Lying motionless on the floor. Blood flowing from his arm onto the carpet. A broken wine bottle in his other hand. Sick all down his front. "OHH FUCK! OHH FUCK ME!" I heard myself shout. I picked Tweek up and he was sick all over me. His eyes were rolling in his head. "Ohh fuck Tweek dont fucking do this to me please!" I begged. He was unconcious. I decided to call the paramedics. Soon they were here and I went in the ambulance with Tweek. Soon I was sitting in the hallway at Hell's Pass while he had his stomach pumped. Shit. Why the fuck did he do this? God I have really gotta stop leaving him on his own. It was 4 hours later when I was allowed to see him. He looked a mess. More afraid and dishevelled than ever. Now my state of shock was receding I just noticed he'd dyed his hair a very bright red. Wow how did I land such a hottie man seriously? "Tweek why the fuck did you do it?" I asked him. "Nice hair by the way." I added. "You cheated on me with Kenny!" He sobbed. Ohh holy shit. Okay now I'm in for it. "Why Craig? Why! GAH!" He cried. "Baby I'm so sorry I was really drunk." I replied. "Y-y-you don't care about me! AUGH!" He yelped. "Of course I care about you baby. I love you so fucking much it hurts." I whispered. "THEN FUCKING PROVE IT!" Tweek exploded. "FUCKING PROVE IT YOU LIAR! GAH!" He shouted. I have made such a massive mistake. I gave in to Kenny's demands and it nearly costed Tweek his life. God I am such a fucking asshole dude. I never fucking learn from my mistakes I mean Jesus Christ. This will serve as a lesson to me. It seriously will. "Craig I forgive you. But for fuck sake! GAH! stop breaking my heart!" He stuttered. "I won't baby I love you with all my heart." I replied. We sat there talking all night. The nurses came in to replace his bandages. They were saying the last cut was only an inch from his artery. I nearly lost the love of my life because of my stupid and reckless actions. God I am an asshole man. Jesus Christ I need to sort myself out.