Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight sadly if I did then Bella wouldn't be a disgrace to all woman in the world and I don't own Vampire diaries either because if I did then Elena would know what the obvious choice is.

Ladies I have a question for you: Do you want a 'safe' comfortable relationship where there's love but more like the 'you're my queen' type of love where he controls everything but still puts you on a pedestal or do you want real love? Where yes you will fight and you will both make mistakes but at the end of the day you'll make it through everything together?

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Anyway my answer is I want real and true love. A love that's never easy but one that's worth fighting for.

Anyway Read on the long awaited next chapter:

Chapter 25

B POV

As soon as Jake was out the door I could feel myself getting angry all over again as the weather changed and the sky darkened. How could he be so fucking immature? He's Alpha! I get that he can't always be in control and that he's still young but that was a low blow! Shit Leah is going to be pissed great another thing I have to worry about! I thought.

And in that moment with all those thoughts racing through my head I could feel the power as it rushed through my veins. I could feel my body grow shift to finally complete the transition into Alpha Female. I could feel all the strength, and wisdom that has been passed down through generations as it flowed through me. It was like I had a direct link to nature, I could literally feel the wolves as they ran and locate exactly where they were and how far.

I could feel the movement of the ocean and the whales, sharks, fishes, as well as dolphins all around the world. It was very overwhelming but beautiful because if I wanted to I could see what was happening everywhere in nature around the world.

Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I had to tell Jake and the other wolves but my body wasn't mine in that moment and I couldn't move. It was like I was in a trance. I was there, but not really there if that makes sense? Of course it doesn't anyway I think I've lost my mind I am talking to myself! Who does that!

Then just as fast as it came it was gone again and the next thing I knew I was on falling and then everything went black.

J POV

I know she said I couldn't go see her but I have this nagging feeling that something is incredibly wrong with her. What to do? What to do? I thought as I stood just outside her door. I could just storm in there and risk her kicking me out again or she could actually be hurt. . . I decided the second option is more likely knowing how much she attracts danger at every turn. She has the biggest Target marker on her head it's actually ridiculous.

I stormed into the house, nearly ripping the door off its hinges in the process and walked in. I was immediately surrounded by the smell of blood. . . Bella's blood.

I was by her side so fast I wonder how I even knew where she was but that didn't matter at the time. When I got to her side I realized that she was bleeding heavily through her nose and mouth as well as ears and she looked sickeningly pale as well as the fact that her temperature had dropped tremendously. I picked her up as gently as I could, terrified that I could be making it worse and ran with her out the door, not before I realized of course that there was no bloodsuckers any were near her so I wondered briefly how this happened.

We were out the driveway and at the hospital about 15minutes later even at my ridiculous speed; I couldn't get there any faster. In my haste to leave the house before going to Bella's I hadn't grabbed a shirt or shoes so i had issues entering the building but of course with my strength I fought them off easily enough shouting (all the while) that I had to get the unconscious girl in my arms some help. Only then did they seem to recognize this fact and reluctantly let me go.

I ran into the building and shouted: "SOMBODY HELP ME! PLEASE ANYONE! PLEASE!"

I didn't release I was crying until a tear spilled onto my arm, as I watched them take her away from me. I nearly knocked the nurse into the all when she told me I wasn't allowed to go with her. How dare she tell me I can't be with my girl when she needs me the most! I thought angrily but I soon realized that I had to let them do their jobs so I let it go.

What felt like hours later I was still pacing holes in the ground as I waited for them to tell me what was wrong with her. I couldn't lose her no matter what they said. She was my main priority, always. I realized then that the pack was probably worried sick and slightly panicked as I'd been gone for a while so I decided to call my Beta, Embry and inform him of the events that had taken place.

I took out the cell phone that Bella had insisted was necessary (I would have to remember to tell her that she was right) I had never seen it's importance until then as I didn't have the energy to phase and tell the gang.

Ring. Ring. Ring

It rang three times before he picked up and calmly picked up the phone.

"Hello" he said and I was surprised by he's ability to stay calm in situations like this.

"Hey man listen, Bella is in hospital. I don't really know what happened all I know is that I had a feeling something was wrong with her so I went to go check it out and when I got there she was passed out on the floor bleeding. I am going to need you to keep everything in order while I'm here and make sure that someone is guarding Bella's house at all times. I also need you and Paul to bring my car here so people don't get suspicious. Oh and tell Leah to use her computer and journalism skills to find the Cullen's because I have no idea what the fuck just happened and I need answers. Fucking bloodsuckers may have disappeared off the face of the earth but I am desperate for answers and they might be the only ones with the answers." I ordered, feeling the shear rage mounting with each syllable as I ground out the words through gritted teeth.

"Sure boss. We'll be there soon and will expand our rotations. The red-headed leech was spotted this morning while you were out. She wasn't alone I smelt another 3 or 4 scents with her. We chased them all the way to the ocean, fuckers got away again but I promise it won't happen again boss." He said quickly, obviously hoping I didn't catch the parts he said extremely fast.

"Fuck the red-headed leech right now Em my main priority is my girl and I'm not even sure she's okay they won't fucking tell me shit! Gah! Sorry for all the cursing I just. . ." I trailed off as my voice cracked. I felt so over-whelmed by the fear and sadness I felt at the thought of her never waking up. The thought of never seeing her smile, hear her bell like laugh, and hear her tell me that me she loves me terrified me. I knew I could never in a world where she didn't exist.

"Don't think like that man, it won't happen she'll be okay. Soon she'll be up making us breakfast again and scolding us for making a mess in her kitchen." I chuckled at his comment remembering those happy beautiful days where life seemed so simple. It had been so damn long since we'd had anything supernatural happen but we knew it wouldn't happen. We'd thought that maybe the red-headed bloodsucker had forgotten about Bells so we stopped patrolling her house.

I was suddenly thrust out of my train of thought by a fact I had totally forgotten.

Shit! Charlie.