OK so it has been a long time hasn't it! we here you go and I'm going to try to get the next chapter up tonight but i'm not sure if that will happen or not but here you go!

******CLOVERS POV*******

how could he do this to me?

I fell to the ground in a heap and picked up the note reading it

Dear Clover

i know i'm so sorry but i just got notified that my family in amity have all been killed

faction before blood or not i knew that i wouldn't be able to live with my family not in one of the factions

i'm sorry but i know someone has there eye on you and would be willing to comfort you and help you through your loss

keep an eye out for this admirer

love, Johnathan.

I looked over at the chasm. It wasn't that far, just one jump, I could be with johnathan, and I could meet his family...

I started to crawl towards the welcoming wateres.

*******CATS POV******

Clover started Crawling towards the chasm. no. NO. Some weird sound escaped me sounding somewhere in between a yelp and a dying cow. I pointed at her as I ran up to her with Uriah.

We both grabbed one of her ankles and dragged her away.

"Just let me die! I have nothing left to live for!" she screeched, tears threatening to escape her eyes as she glared at me.

did you hear that? It was my heart being wrenched out of my chest and kicked by a mule.

I didn't drop her ankle, even when Uriah did. I bent down and picked her up bridal style as she struggled to get away from me. I started walking towards my apartment, Uriah and Zeke trailing behind me, when did Zeke show up? whatever.

I set her on my bed knowing she wouldn't leave it until I made her, which I was giving her a day or two.

I grabbed her some chocolate milk because I know she loves it, then set the half gallon on a side table and was going with the boys to get some stuff for her. I turned around right before the doors shut.

"Clover?" I got a moan as she peeked at me through the covers of my bed. "I will bubble wrap every single sharp thing in this apartment and yours." I offered a smile and went out the door, locking it just in case. I turned back around to face Uriah and Zeke.

Both of them where staring at me. I raised a single eyebrow at them.

"Do you... think she's okay... or if she'll be okay?" Zeke asked shyly.

"She's from okay, but I know her and I will be able to get her out of this." I smiled, but it failed and turned into a grimace. "Now my little jelly beans, TO THY PIT WE GOITH" I yelled the last part, running to the pit. I walked into the first store, which was a kids store. Uriah and Zeke stopped at the entrance of the store.

After a moment Zeke shrugged looking at Uriah.

"YOLO!" He screamed and ran to join me. Zeke shook his head and followed his brother. I went to the stuffed animal section and looked around.

I gasped like a five year old when I saw the perfect one. It was a huge giraffe. It was adorable and perfect and I knew that Clover needed it. Uriah grabbed a large-ish frog with huge eyes, and Zeke grabbed a huge stuffed smiley face. It was like four feet tall. I giggled as we took our turns buying the stuffed animals and walked out of the store.

I walked into a food store and grabbed some recese peanut butter cup mini things that I know she likes and bought them. I walked out and went to the tattoo parlor where I thought Tris would be. She smiled at me and finished a man's tattoo.

"Hey Tris."

"Hey, so I heard about Johnathan, So how's Clover?" I frowned "Not good I take it." she sighed

"Yeah I was wondering if I could get a tattoo?"

"Of course, that's why i'm here." she replied

"Can I get Suicide isn't the answer like right here?" I drew a line under my belly button like the waist band on my shorts. Tris motions for me to sit in a chair and I do, pulling my shirt up just above my belly button. Tris starts the tattoo and I wince, It does hurt a lot but I would probably never admit it. When she' done I get up and leave, pulling my shirt down over my stomach.

I walk back with my stuff to my apartment and open the door and smile brightly

"It Burns shut the door!" Clover yells, my face goes slack.

"Really? We got you some presents!" She pulls the covers down so that only her eyes show. I pull the giraffe out from behind my back. She reaches out from under the covers for the giraffe. I give it to her and she pulls it under the covers with her. Uriah gives her the frog and Zeke lays the smiley face ontop of her, she's curled up into such a small ball that the smiley face covers her completely.

"Ok Clover do you want cookie dough? I have some in the fridge."

"Yes" I get up and grab the cookie dough from the fridge, then sit back down and hand her the cookie dough. I also had her a spoon and she takes it. Clover opens the lid on the cookie dough and takes a small bite. I sigh and think about what we can do to cheer her up.

I GOT A PERFECT IDEA!

we can go out and go shopping, go to the salon, tattoo parlor, and where ever else she wants to go.

"OK Clover ready to get a makeover?"

OK so comment if you think that Clover should cut her hair to her shoulder or leave it long!