A/N: I am so so sorry! Life caught up to me! Also trigger warning: suicidal tendancies and thoughts.
Gilan
Ellie had long since fallen asleep. Her head laid in my lap. I watched her peaceful yet tearstained features. I had told them everything. I just betrayed everyone I knew. They'd found my weakness. That didn't matter however. I still had let down everyone. I betrayed my country, betrayed people that counted and trusted me. My mentors face flicked into my thoughts. I'd betrayed him most of all. I deserved to die. I had to die. I fell asleep with those thoughts in my mind.
Cold water splashed over me. I gasped, the water was so cold it bit into my skin like needles of ice. I was dragged to my feet coughing and sputtering. I was pulled roughly into the bright sunlight.
"Where are we going?" I asked one of the men holding arms. The man laughed cruelly.
"To the games."