I'd like to apologize, but after about 5 years of no updates I don't think anyone's really been holding their breath.
Besides, I'm not really sorry.
A combination of university, graduation, transplanting myself across the Pacific, and generally having to transition into adulthood has pretty much doomed my writing groove. In addition, I don't feel like I can continue the story. At all.
Sure, I have several almost-finished chapters that just need beta-ing and dozens of pages of notes on where I wanted to take the story, but in good conscious I just can't continue. The world view I was originally writing the story in was limited and while I had good intentions I let certain prejudices of mine lead my story along.
Looking back at past me, I'm a little embarrassed but proud that I really tried to make my vision into a story. I like the story I was trying to tell, and I will hold onto the chapters and notes I have already produced, but I don't believe I will be sharing them anymore. Not here, not on livejournal, not anywhere.
I want to thank everyone who helped me along the way. From my darling beta and friend to my reviewers, to the people who tagged along to those who just gave it a glance, thank you so much. Even if my contribution to fandom continues to diminish, I will always be greatful for the time we were able to share.
Also, I love you. 3