Wow, I am terrible at this updating thing. Well since I am A.) done with The Book (out in April, woo!) B.) State side for the forseeable future I can at long, long last finish this thing and maybe even try some new fic. We'll see.
At this point I'm also taking requests. So if you have a favorite clone I haven't written about please let me know.
Disclaimer see ch. 1
Jealousy: resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.
or
Vigilance in maintaining or guarding something.
Darman doesn't tell Niner he hates him, and Jaing, Prudii, Boss, Vau and all the rest that have not loved.
He never wanted a wife or son or a heart and soul in jagged pieces.
He hates Skirata for lying to him, the Nulls for helping him. He hates every sentient alive who doesn't yet know that love dies and leaves behind a void of rage and pain.
He lives in that void; guards it from everyone who wants to save him because he doesn't want to go back to what he was before he got everything he never wanted.