Warren's point view…
1/23/2019
Here I sit, alone.
I need her still she is my world, her face so devoid not but fifty feet from me. My emotions all boiled down to depression without her in my life. Long ago my first mistake was made by not staying with her, but the power I had, the power that caused fear and pain was a drug to me, I needed it. From today on out the only thing of her, I will see is her father and doubt he is going to welcome me with open arms. Because of me, she will be alone in raising our children, it better not end up being Angelo nothing will make me think they don't still have feelings for each other. Tobias, well Destiny said he finds his other half in Ireland but what is taking them so long.
Layla is a kind person for what she said, I was touched because she forgave me and trusted me. She even gave me a compliment she had a heart of gold that hippie. I put my head back to the trial as they called another person, I asked him not to call Lillian again she was stunning yesterday and again today her round belly on display her smile was my everything. I was working on controlling my emotions but seeing Dice and Angelo hovering over my mate after he kissed her. He was walking into a very dangerous place with her, he and Angelo better watch themselves, when I saw Angelo and Lillian at the concert my blood boiled.
But it was at that point, I knew she was going against me and would never rule at my side.
Bruce called out, "I want Hurricane/ Jared to come to the stand," great I think he hates me, he always had hated me but being with Lillian made it worse, worse since he knew I was very serious with her.
Was asked, "Why don't you like Mr. Peace you, seem to not care about Warlord and his actions just the actions of Mr. Peace,"
Jared scoffed, "He got Lillian pregnant then couldn't stand by her; she has a hard time without their father to lean on. He chooses Warlord over her and he is cocky and rude, he used my other angel before he used Lillian. And Warlord has tried multiple times to kill her and my grandkids so I hate them both," I never cared that he hated me, nothing I could ever do would change his mind. But he is a father and his concern was for his girls, I would be no different let the world burn as long as my daughter was safe.
But he is very lucky I am chained to the damn floor, I could feel Warlord move but he was dormant for now.
I stood getting angry "Fuck you! I never used Lillian I love her, and as for Jennifer, she was my girlfriend," I bellowed not really thinking about the words, just the truth of them.
I sat down breathing heavy I looked up at Lillian and Jennifer she was looking at Lillian with a look of fear on her face. Then it hit me we never told her we dated we said we were friends with benefits. I looked to Lillian and her eye was twitching she looked the same way when we battled. Fuck me, she will never forgive me, I never should have lied to her. Her glare turned to Jennifer she made a throat-slitting motion making Jennifer turned away with tears. She turned back to me with hurt and hate all directed at me I saw her muttering under her breath. I wasn't too shocked hearing she made my heart stop, killing me after everything I had done, she had enough. I have a very round burn mark on my chest; it didn't hurt but was itchy with the cream on.
Bruce sighed, "Hurricane please step down, you also need to stop, this is now about Warlord if anyone has something against Peace leave it,"
Lillian snapped," Than why do you keep asking about Peace? They're one in the same two halves', I created his cure and medication don't tell me they're not the same person. Peace is on trial just as much as Warlord, Peace was in control as he transitioned into Warlord," all eyes on her now she was right, she never offered any information to harm me, but she defended other's actions with logic. Clapping was heard, I narrowed my eyes at Zach, Stronghold, and Lash who are the source of it.
Judge says," Well said Lillian, are you sure medicine is the path we could use a logical mind like yours,"
Bruce called out, "A ten-minute recess then we will continue," he was frustrated and so was I if I didn't stop fucking up she was gone for good if she wasn't already.
I watched everyone but Lillian, Angelo, and my mom leave the room.
I was angry at myself I have been so mental were she was concerned, she was mine then I tossed her away. She needed me she never told anyone I hit her or raped her at all she kept silent when she could have gotten me in far deeper shit. I watched her as she sits and stares off into space lost in her own world where everything was still good. She is fucking hot I noticed she was maturing even more which I didn't think could happen. Her face was still pixie like her body was still the best I have ever seen her breast are much larger. She hasn't grown height wise she would always be tiny at least compared to my 6'8". I wouldn't get the chance to marry her or hold her again, I can't help but wonder how it might have been if I would have chosen her. Every time she is looking better, she is perfect, except for her attitude but I love it too.
Bruce asked, "Willow how are you doing today, you look beautiful," I know they're not dating but I don't like him flirting with her she has a mate, my father.
She answered, "I am tired and nervous about the fate of my son, they are holding the wrong things against him," I have failed her as a son, first my father than me, except this time she won't be alone she has Leah, Dice, Lillian, and the twins.
I gave my mom look trying to say I am sorry but she gave me a smile; her love was undying when it comes to me.
Lillian growled, "Stop coming to his aid, Willow. Your boy made every one of those choices, from Warren's behavior with me to Warlord. He made them he should deal with them," she was done she was hateful and angry when it boiled down to it, I was to blame.
"Lillian, you look lovely and very mad, are you okay?" I heard the judge.
"I am great," but her voice said it all she wanted me dead; she wanted to be the one to kill me again.
The judge gave us time to talk I was afraid she would tell me she never loved me, shit I couldn't blame her ever.
Mom smiled, "Happy Valentines Warren, I love you, angel," with love in every word.
"You too mom, I miss you," I said meaning every word of it.
"I miss you too I will make sure you're taken care of in prison," she promised.
I turned to her, to my love, my Lillian, and she was off in her own world where I was dead maybe Jennifer too. I had to say something it couldn't get any worse. Angelo was holding her very close to his body, she rested on him looking drained.
I try, "Lillian, I never told you we dated because you wouldn't have gone out with me, and I wanted you not her, she is just a friend," I begged her to understand she turned her cold steely aqua eyes on me, she scoffed rolling those eyes.
"Right Peace shove your lies up your ass and die. I have heard your lies and half-truths for too long. And you don't have to worry about us dating because it will never happen again, even if they let you out of prison. You have lost my trust I hope it kills you inside when I am happy with some other guy," she said with hurt and hate, she wanted to rip my head off, probably both.
"Lillian, I know you hate being lied to, have you ever lied to him," mom said with an accusing tone, fuck it, wrong thing to say, mom.
I saw the judge look up in shock as his stapler went hurling and embedded into the far wall.
She gasped, "I have never lied to Warren, I never have cheated I gave him everything while he lied and cheated. Don't you accuse me of anything but putting up with his abuse and crap I did nothing wrong but love him? I have paid my dues I have been beaten by him, Burgundy, I been killed inside by him in that bathroom so don't accuse me of anything," she was getting up she was in pain, she stood up glaring down at my mother. Angelo, was up his arms wrapped around her body, his hands resting on her round belly, I felt it pure jealousy she was mine.
"She is being very honest she told you the truth," the judge chimed in.
I thought once or twice she lied but I see as well as my mother I was wrong she loved me and that's it she loved me for me no more no less.
"I didn't mean to accuse it was a question, but I see I was wrong," my mom said with tears and pain.
Lily sat dawn she held her head down her body tense her breathing hard.
"Are you okay," the judge asked her.
"No, I am not, my back and Warren are the problems," she said with a cold smile. I watched her for a while, but she wasn't looking at me at all, Angelo rubbing her back.
They were talking, low no chance I would hear them, but his eyes speak volumes.
I watched everyone walk in Lash was whispering to Stronghold as they sat behind Layla and Lillian.
"I am going to call on you and I want you to rise and say yes or no to this question," the judge said.
I took a deep breath this was it I would find out my sentence thinking I will get at least twenty years for what I have done, thank god, they don't know how many people I have really killed and other stuff as well.
Bruce alerted us, "Should Warren be grated lenity on the grounds he was not able to control his disease,"
He added, "I have already reviewed his case and have decided two ways, I will vote yes," the judge was decent, he was very patient and caring for a person wielding power over the fate of others.
I was happy I at least got one yes, we shall see what happens.
"The Commander - yes" I was shocked hardcore after all I have done to him and his son, he was putting pride aside and seeing the real problem.
"Jet Stream - yes" not as shocked she was always so sweet and loving.
"Hurricane-No" bastard, but not shocked.
"Sprite has voted a yes this morning before she left" really, she hates me too, hates me for hurting her daughter.
"Lady Peace-yes" I could count on my mother for anything.
"Animala-yes" I gave her a smile which she returned.
"Virtus-No" wimpy prick.
"Lash- yes," now I was floored, in no way would anyone thought he say yes.
"Dice-Yes" my brother who I know likes my mate.
"Dark Angel-no" her ex-boyfriend and best friend, we will see.
"Solar-no" he kissed my love he should die as well.
"Tempest-yes" cool.
"Nitra-yes" my old friends still cared?
"Mage-yes" I smiled.
"Emo- yes" he answered after a minute he was looking at me hard.
"Sparrow-yes" shocked.
"Neon-no" Stronghold's butt buddy until the very end.
"Freeze-yes" I wanted to give her a smile but did not want Lillian any madder at us.
"Shadow-yes" shocked again.
"Chameleon –Yes," Really, I thought he would side with Stronghold well popsicle is okay in my book.
"Viper-yes" she was the one to drug me, it's okay, guess.
"La Fay-yes" my family.
"Siren-yes" Lillian has some good friends.
"Hawk-yes" who was this guy?
"Cyanide" I watched as she stood, something is wrong with her. She was gripping the ledge with brute force for such I small thing.
Her eyes locked with mine, her face draining of any color, "No," her voice broken, then her eyes became wide as she glanced down.
"Oh no, her water broke," Layla called out. What the fuck it was too early, this can't be happening to her damn it and damn me.
"Jet Stream she needs to get to the hospital," my mom called over the noise.
I saw the pain Lillian had been hiding all day; she knew she was in labor the stupid girl waited until court was over.
" I need to know his sentence I am not leaving until I do," she growled out with pain and with determination in her watery eyes.
She screamed in pain it was a horrible sound it was like physical pain to me, she needs to leave to the hospital now.
"Lillian!" I called out, but she didn't hear me.
I looked at the judge a fierce look "sentence me now!" I called out to him.
"I will allow you to view the birth via t.v. but you may not have any contact until your release., Lillian as full and sole custody of the twins. Then it will be up to Lillian to choose, you tried multiple time to murder your own children this is half of your punishment," he said fast.
"I sentence you Warren Mitchell Peace to twelve years in prison, after your release you will be monitored to make sure you get your monthly injection," he finished.
I watched Lillian cry gripping her round belly her face was broken and it was my fault.
"Say goodbye now before he is taken away," the judge said.
"I love you, my son, I will visit you every time I can," my mom said holding Lily up keeping her from falling over.
"I will too brother, I will miss you man," Dice said shit after everything I did, he still feels that way. But he is pushing his friends out of the way getting to Lillian, I think he more than likes her but that can't be true.
"I love you Warren," Leah was crying while she talked.
"Goodbye Warren," I could hear the love in Jennifer's words but a friend's love.
"Take care of yourself so we can open up the business when you get out," Angelo nodded, I had it all with these people now I have nothing. But right now, he has my world in his arms.
She bellowed, "I hate you, I should kill you and make sure you stay dead," Lillian screamed at me when she tried to rip my head off with her bare hands.
"Warren be safe and take care dear, Lillian is in extreme pain she does want to kill you, hopefully, because of her pain," Jet Stream said with a tender voice.
I watched the Commander walk over he pulled me into a hug, which was weird then he whispered in my ear "Your father would be proud Warren you did what he couldn't when you get out, come to see me. I'll help you with anything you need okay," the Commander said.
"Thanks, Commander," I said slowly.
"Oh, shit this fucking hurt get them out," she screamed out then she collapsed Layla and Mom held her tight before Angelo flew off with her, guess he was the fastest way, Bitch ass stronghold jr was right behind him.
"Come on Warren we need to get to the room, I need to call two more people to view the birth." the judge had a guard run me to the room. I sat and watched the blank t.v screen and waited, maybe five minutes later.
"Okay they just arrived at the hospital, Battle and Lord Chaos you know Warlord," the judge said.
"Hey dad, Mr. Williams," I said scared seeing her father glaring at me.
Lord Chaos growled, "After her love was given you betrayed her, I warned you didn't I," venom in every word, twelve years with him I might not make it out alive.
The screen flicked on we saw Lillian being set on a bed, as she screamed in pain. I saw Lord Chaos tear up at this, his princess was screaming in pain, he was helpless. The room was full of people and doctors rushing around but staying out of the way of us seeing Lily from a half side view we couldn't see her female part but when the doc pulled them out, we could see that.
I watched her mother grab a cloth and wipe her head whispering to her. Lillian looked scared and confused I was tearing up she is in so much pain, I wasn't there for her, she has done this alone with just the help of her friends.
"She needs to push now," I heard her doctor, wait its Dr. Spex from the prison.
I watched as she closed her eyes and pushed her face turning red from the force she was using.
"Breath," Dr. Spex called again.
She cried, "Fuck it hurts so bad I didn't sign up for this. This is all Warrens fault daddy kill him now," she screamed out in pain.
Lord Chaos spoke, "Yes, Princess I will dispose of him very soon for hurting you," Her father was now glaring at me with black eyes, I mean fully black.
"Push again Lily you can do it," Dr. Spex said louder this time.
She was shaking and her eyes were moving side to side very fast, was this normal, I never read anything like this happening.
He said in a harsh voice, "Again,"
Her face turned bright red as she pushed her hardest, her hands turned pure white on the rail to the bed.
I heard a soft noise, and then I saw I baby a very small one, it was covered in blood and I don't know what else. A nurse rushed over with a pink blanket then rushing away. I couldn't see what they are doing to my baby girl. But saw Dice kissing Lillian's head and walking to my daughter, she wasn't his daughter. Angelo was by her side her hand gripping his, the pain she caused showed on his face but he said nothing.
"Lily one more big push he is right behind her, she better get used to that," he was doing something as Lillian looked ready to pass out.
I watched as Layla and Sparrow held her legs, she bore down pushing hard. A very loud cry has heard another baby, I saw he was long and bigger by far than my baby girl. My boy was rushed off in a blue blanket he had a set of lungs on him. Dice was able to cut their cords that should have been me, not him, the bastard, but it's my own fault, not his.
"We are taking them to the NICU," a nurse said rushing right passed us. I wanted to see them fully at least once.
"What's wrong why they are being taken away," I called but everyone was watching Lillian.
I saw Lillian try and talk, but couldn't hear her she was very, very pale.
"EVERYONE LEAVE THE ROOM NOW!" the doctor yelled.
I watched some being dragged passed us, others walked out crying. No one bothered to turn the screen off.
Then we saw a scene out of a fucking horror movie, Lillian was on the bed as blood gushed from her female area, I watched as it dripped from the sheets onto the floor. Dice and Angelo ran up to her I couldn't hear a fucking word they said as three armed guards had to pull them away from my mate.
At least Tobias is in Ireland, I prayed Fate and Destiny found his mate and joined them together before he married Lillian.
"Nurse prepare the o.r. one now," the doc screamed at the nurse near the door, she took off in a flash.
I watched as Lillian's arm fell limply off the bed and her eyes closed her head falling to the side. I understood at that moment she was dying right in front of me, because of me.
"Lillian no you keep fighting princess for Layla, for your babies damn it please Lillian fight," I heard Lord Chaos scream along with my dad each trying to get through the screen.
"I will find you if she doesn't live, I chose to be here understood me," Lord Chaos bellowed.
I mumbled, "Lillian wake up, please love don't leave me. I love you damn it Lillian wake up, I can't live without you, please don't leave me," I cried falling to my knees.
I just sat there crying feeling my father's arms around me.
He whispered, "She will make it, she is a fighter Warren don't doubt her. She has put up with you and battled you, her father is Lord Chaos she will pull through," my father was right and from his tone of voice he didn't doubt her for a moment.
He pulled me up while the screen changed. I saw the waiting area, girls were crying everywhere. The men standing looking disturbed and had their own tears. We waited and waited I didn't know how much time had passed. Leah and Dice crying with her family my mother letting out heart-wrenching sobs.
I chant, "Please god don't take her, you can gladly have my life if she lives," chanting under my breath doing this to myself, she is my world her and our twins world, nothing could or would change that I would kill whoever stood in my way to her heart. I looked at Angelo and he looked at me. Even Lash, I could tell he was planning on getting with her we were friends once, she might think he has changed but he will show his true colors. She gave me more than I could ever want, and that all I ever needed I had with her.
The doctor ran in covered in her blood looking scared shitless.
"Samuel please my Lillian," Lacy Williams was pleading with him to save one of her girls.
He took a deep breath "She is fading too fast; she is bleeding out as fast as we give her blood. It isn't looking good at this point I need to do an emergency hysterectomy," Dr. Spex said sadly.
We watched Lacy fall to the floor breaking down Jared holding her. I saw Layla pass out before she hit the floor but Stronghold caught her. Leah and the other girls breaking as well from pain, Lillian was one a good friend to them all.
"I give you permission, I am her father, do it now and save my princess," I heard Lord Chaos say in a deadly cold voice.
I couldn't breathe, shit what's wrong I grabbed my chest trying to get air in.
"I can't breathe," I called out in panic, Lillian!
"Warren what did you say," Lacy said from the floor looking at me.
Lord Chaos spoke, "Lacy he can't breathe that means Lillian isn't breathing she is oh god no!" Lord Chaos voice was the last thing I heard as I hit the floor passing out. My last thoughts are of Lillian and me sitting by our tree as she fell asleep in my arms